This weekend my parents were out of town for Valentines Day Weekend or whatever, and it was just me and my little sister. This is our first time being left alone here without parentals, but I’m 17 so they figured it would be fine. I had a lot of fun this weekend.
Friday night I got super stoned, I set up a tent in my living room and watched the Be More Chill full musical animatic version on my computer with my sister (who isn’t a musical fan, but she for some reason wanted to watch it), and I spent hours making 3D minecraft figures, along with some other stuff I did.
Saturday night, last night, was the night this post is really about. I got extremely drunk, 11 shots, and I’m a tiny dude (4′11.5). I had one shot of most of the stuff my parentals have (I didn’t want them to notice) but I made some... mistakes. I had a lot of fun, yes, but I texted a lot of people. Drunk texts apparently aren’t a good idea. First I’m gonna say this, I’m a guy, and obviously I’m queer (panromantic). I texted some guys I find attractive or cool that I either don’t talk to at all or talk to every once in a while (the two main people I was texting are hetero). One of the guys I often text when I’m not sober, and he knows this, he’s my go-to person. The other guy is a super cute, cool, and incredibly nice senior at my school.
I told the go-to guy how I was going to text the cool guy (I can’t say names so this will be their titles) and said how I thought he was really cute and I said how he gave me a juice box and bought me food once (I was drunk sooo). This go-to guy decides to text the cool guy about the situation, which I didn’t mind, but then told the cool guy that I found him attractive. I used to have the biggest crush on the go-to guy, and the cool guy I’ve just always saw as the perfect person, and I’ve always found him attractive but I’ve never told go-to. Go-to told cool guy, and by the time he brought it up I was sober, so I was apologizing beyond my normal amount.
When I’m drunk I’m confident, I’m funny, I say I’m generally a cool person. I was very surprised to see what I had said to each person, and seeing what I told go-to and how I said it all was a mess. I beyond apologized to cool guy, and go-to told me next time I get drunk to log out of my snapchat or something. I think I’ll take that advice.
In general, a good weekend, I just made... a few mistakes (which can be fixed). Cool guy is still cool with me, but some stuff happened in our conversation that just made me freak out. Nothing bad, he is very nice, but.. yknow.
