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Personal Divination Decisions
I need to start doing weekly, or even daily, readings for myself again. The last couple weeks really ran up on me from behind, and if I had only been keeping up with reading for myself, I would have been better prepared. I think I got so wrapped up in helping others, I forgot I still need to do this for myself too. But to keep my blog from getting too overrun with tarot readings, I'll stick to posting any daily readings on my Instagram and the weekly postings will be shared from there onto here.
Contacting Persephone | 🕊🥀 12.13.18
What do you think of me?
Card: Temperance. Balance, harmony, purpose, moderation, patience, synergy, find meaning.
Basically— Persephone sees potential in me. She sees good energy, potential, peace, and drive. She sees effort. I’d take this as a good card and as her saying, “you are so good, you have so much things to work with. You can grow from your buds into a beautiful sunflower, little one.”
What are the pros to our relationship?
Card: Death. Change, endings, beginnings, transition, end of cycles, rebirth.
Basically— the relationship will bring change to all aspects of my life including who I am as a person. As said in the temperance card, I have the potential and strength to grow into the best version I can be; Persephone acknowledges this. “I will tend to you, little one. I will water you, you will grow. I will speak to you, you will listen in delight. I will show you how beautiful growing pains can be, little one. It’s time to move on and grow.”
What are the cons to our relationship?
Card: Four of cups. Meditation, resentment, apathy, discontentment, distraction, withdrawal, rumination.
Basically— I feel like this card has A LOT to do with my distaste of change and my tendency to become impatient and anxiety ridden. I HATE change with a passion (earth sign tings lmao) so I will be doubtful of Persephone’s teachings, I will become restless, and bored. so this card corresponds with the death card. She will bring change and I might refuse it.
How would we benefit each other?
Card: Queen of cups rx. Insecurity, dependency, delusion, restrictive, over emotional.
Basically— a lack of spirituality has left me craving deeper meaning (look back to temperance. “Finding meaning” is most associated with temperance so👀) Persephone is here to help me experience more aspects of spirituality that will release the frustrations and emotions I lock away. I struggle with suppressing my emotions so I feel she might teach me to embrace these emotions and feel them instead of shaming myself for feeling it.
Is this a good match?
Card: Page of cups. Confidence, happiness, contentment, insight, inner child, delightful surprise, intuition.
Basically— need I say more?! This is a strong yes.
Shadow Work
Knowing your dark side is important for positive development. One thing magic has taught me is that it's healthy to have dark aspects to work on, more so, it's healthy to have dark sides to your character.
Tonight while calling on the Leo moon I asked the moon what dark aspect of myself should I be working on.
I was not surprised to see Rumpelstiltskin show up in my reading 😓😔

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Deity & Divination Journal Entry | 🕯
What message do you have for me?
Eros | eight of swords rx. Keywords are release, acceptance, accountability, discovery, awakening, liberation, and an open mind for change. Upon cutting ties with two people in my life, I began a relationship with Eros. This new relationship is beginning to grow & will help me let go of the past allowing me to transition into a better version of myself. He is excited for this new relationship. He’s proud of me for taking on this new relationship with him and having an open mind to a new path such as his & love witchcraft.
Persephone | page of swords. Keywords are thoughtfulness, clarity, curiousity, restlessness, inquisitive, verbose, and lively. I know exactly what Persephone is talking about. I had started a relationship with her on imbolc, setting up her altar and offering her a gift whilst I prayed. But since then, I haven’t done a spell or a ritual in her name. She has a million ideas and desires for us to do and achieve; she’s becoming impatient and pouty at my lack of action. She’s extremely excited and urges me to speak to her and progress the relationship.
Apollon | queen of pentacles. Keywords are Prosperity, pleasure, motherly, security, nourishment, and hearth. I’m so soft,,, Apollon is saying he is taking care of me, watching over me, and healing me. I had prayed to him earlier today if he could help me with my mental illness as they have been hindering me quite a bit & the cold I had just gotten. He’s always tended me like a father tbh, so protective and coddling when it comes to my emotional & physical well being. He’s so cute, I am so in love with him.
Tragic! My twin flame is in fact one of my spirit guides. However, I did know my twin flame in my elven life so that’s cool (‘: my twin flame in my elven life was basically the Patroclus to my Achilles lmao. I was very angry, impulsive, and sorta manipulative but my twin flame was like- the calming aura to me and talked me out of negative things.
Apollon Check Up | 🕊🌞 11.18.18
The current state of your connection—
Card: The Ever-Unfolding Rose. “Cracked open. It’s happening for you, not to you.”
“Wherever you find yourself at the moment, life is coaxing you to keep your heart open no matter how much it hurts. To continuously unfold. To crack open. You are undergoing transformation because of this pain, frustration, and desperation. It’s time to let what is falling to fall away. Trust in me, darling, I know what’s best. And this is the best.”
Basically— my relationship with Apollon has undergone a strain as I’m becoming hasty, frustrated, and in pain. My doubt to open myself up completely to Apollon and my frustration from his denial of permission to my desire has made Apollon encourage me to show him what I so desperately want to hide. He urges me to trust in /his/ path for me and to open up to him in a romantic, maybe even sexual way.
A message from Apollon—
Card: Trust The Niggle. “What is the niggling feeling trying to tell you?”
“The niggling feeling. The annoying, niggling feeling. That inconvenient, annoying, niggling feeling. Try as you might, it’s there and it’s not going anywhere. The niggle is an arrow pointing to what is standing in your way- the relationship, the conversation, the decision, the shift that needs to be made, the stone in your shoe. Whatever you do, my dearest, trust this feeling. Heed my warning.”
Basically— sis, I don’t even know, I’m just scared at this point lmao. I have felt a niggle, but It’s hard to believe this niggle is true. ????? I-????
What holds you and Apollon together—
Card: Yes. “Don’t over think it. Just say yes.”
“Don’t overthink it. Just say YES. We are in the clear. We are held together firmly and there’s nothing that can tear us apart right now. Don’t overthink it; we are bonded, destined to be together, forever and for lives to come.”
Basically— I mean, I’d say that’s a positive ass card. Our relationship has grown so much these past few months and so has our love for one & other.
A gift or knowledge from Apollon that is within your reach—
Card: Devotion. “Tune into the portal of your heart.”
“you’re being called to be a devoted student and tune into your heart. To incorporate true devotion into your life. I’m yearning for a deeper relationship with you and so the more time you spend with me and show up to me, the more clearly I will guide you. You’ve already been such a committed student to me, darling, I am praising you for your devotion. I am so proud of you. Every devotion is priceless, my lovely.”
Basically— I’m melting sksksksks Apollon is saying I’ve been so good at devoting to him and to keep up the good work. He’s proud of me, y’all!!! I’m geeked this was certainly a gift.
How does Apollon truly feel about you—
Card: Breathing A New Age. “Birthing new creations. Dreaming a new world into being.”
“we are birthing a new age. Right now we’re in a transition between ages. In the process of allowing the old cycle to fall away and the new to rise. You are a part of group of souls who have been incarnating at significant periods of history preparing for this exact time. It is times to give permission and space for what is beckoning within to be born. We are dreaming the New World into being.”
Basically— oof this correlates with the first card I pulled. Apollon is addament about letting past routines, habits, and ways to fall in our relationship and in my life. Our relationship was destined for us to change the world, change us, and create a new aura for those to come. He feels I am someone who can change the world for the better. Maybe??? I think this might also mean it’s time for our relationship to move into something more serious like... ~romance~?
What Apollon wants you to do now—
Card: Soul Family. “Call in your tribe. You don’t have to do this alone.”
“It is time to call in your soul family and support team people who get out you at soul level. People who are the same kind of weird as you. People who are your chosen family.”
Basically— im pretty sure this has something to do with my coven. Ugh wait- I’m screaming I sorta feel like he’s telling me I need to heal myself and that my coven is my support system right now.
How Apollon looks at your current situation—
Card: The Crumbling. “What are you clinging onto?”
“there is a shift happening right now where anything inauthentic can no longer survive. Relationships, job, social structures, anything built on shaky ground is destined to tumble down. I’m calling onto you, darling, to surrender. To stop trying to hold it all together. To loosen your grip. To let the crumbling occur.”
Basically— this was the change my deck kept talking about. I need to let who I once was fall. I need to let this crumble so I can begin to rebuild what I desire. I need to trust in Apollon’s path.
In conclusion—
Basically— I feel like Apollon is telling me now is the time for the dramatic, life change that multiple sources have told me is going to happen to me. Our relationship will endure a specific change- every aspect of my life will change include me and Apollon.