#dico

hiii i love making sonas so i made a neopetsona based off my actual darigan aisha of the same name <3

You are nearly 25, and haven't seen your ex-boyfriend Bam since the first summer after graduating high school. That same summer, you'd finally be free of your abusive father, but at great cost. You grew up and still live in your small coastal town, the lovingly stupid boys from Bam's crew all just a walk away. Bam had left town after the incident, unsure of how to help you other than let you go. You have some demons that could scare even the CKY crew, who tried to kill one another as a daily routine. 

But it's Fall in California, and he's back in town...bringing with him all the memories you'd fought so hard to avoid every day since your father finally died. Some memories were as warm and beautiful as the coastal sunset. Some threatened to swallow you whole, so deep you'd lose yourself in their darkness. Maybe seeing Bam again could coax you to creep out of the cave you'd put yourself in. Maybe...

Basically a young love/high school into young adulthood/small town/angsty Bam and OFC fic. Heavy on the angst, the fluffy lovey-dovey shit, smut, and debauchery. Warnings: 18+, drinking, drugs, and mentions of abuse.

rating: 18+ explicit MDNI

Chapter 1 - Cigarette Run

Chapter 2 - Sixteen Going on Seventeen

Chapter 3 - What Are You?

Chapter 4 - Homecoming

Chapter 5 - Unspoken

Chapter 6 - Daydreaming

Chapter 7 - Kiss, Drink, Fight

Chapter 8 - Still Breathing

Link to my ao3 - All chapters and other fics also posted there.

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