Nobody loves me. And I’m sick of it. I just wanna be over. I don’t want to be numb anymore

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Nobody loves me. And I’m sick of it. I just wanna be over. I don’t want to be numb anymore

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breaking anonymity a moment because I can’t stop giggling at my stupid pie
Ob ich etwas tue oder nicht, was macht das schon für einen Unterschied?
Ob ich arbeiten gehe oder im Bett liegen bleibe, ist das nicht völlig egal?
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Why do I only retain the negative and never the positive, I guess I’m use to people yelling at me to clean my room even though my sibling’s room look the same as mine, I’m used to the negative now every time some one say something positive I think they pitying me. I want to be positive but it’s hard when they tell you to “ lighten up” and that “it’s not that hard”  so I stoped try because why try if people are going to say that “I’m not trying hard enough” but they don’t know how hard I’ve been trying and hiding my mental health so they wouldn’t know if I’m not trying hard enough when they don’t give me a break. (Sorry for the spelling mistakes)

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oft werde ich gefragt wie ich Menschen einfach so gehen lassen kann und ob es nicht weh täte. Doch es tut weh, manchmal sogar sehr. Aber ich musste lernen keine Emotion dabei aufzubauen. Ich musste lernen diese Menschen gehen zu lassen. Ich werde dabei kalt. Baue eine hohe Mauer um mich herum. Und ja dennoch tut es weh, und ja ich liebe sie und ja sie bedeutet alles für mich, doch die Kälte die dann in mir herrscht lässt alles erfrieren. Und außerdem denke ich sowieso das jeder Mensch ohne mich besser dran ist. Und das hat nichts damit zu tun, das ich mich dann bei dem Menschen gar nicht melden wollen würde geschweige nicht in der Lage bin wie erwachsene darüber zu sprechen, doch mit dieser Mauer, mit dieser Kälte in mir würde ich dich nur noch weiter verletzten und das habe ich schon genug getan.
Sabía que iba a recaer en el hoyo, cuando me empecé a disociar, traté de de negarlo, pero heme aquí, buscando películas de drama para poder llorar sin que me pregunten qué es lo que me pasa.
Being a loner with PTSD symptoms I also want someone who asks me how was my day, whom I can hug and lay on. I need a person to whom I can open up my dark secrets, my pain, my suffering, my thoughts, my happiness and my love. I want to be loved too, feel that feeling of being loved the right way. I want a 2 sided emotional attachment. Where someone cares for me the way I care for them. Where they make me feel special and wanted. I want them to be a reason for my happiness and not my suffering. I don't want to be all alone, I want to share my life with someone who values my life and my feeling, who respects me. I want them to feel my soul cuz I deserve to feel good about myself after all what has happened to me. I want my dark and lifeless life to turn colourful again. I need someone to make me love myself again. I want to leave all the trauma back. I'm desperate for a tension free life.