Why do I only retain the negative and never the positive, I guess Iām use to people yelling at me to clean my room even though my siblingās room look the same as mine, Iām used to the negative now every time some one say something positive I think they pitying me. I want to be positive but itās hard when they tell you to ā lighten upā and that āitās not that hardā ļæ¼ so I stoped try because why try if people are going to say that āIām not trying hard enoughļæ¼ā but they donāt know how hard Iāve been trying and hiding my mental health so they wouldnāt know if Iām not trying hard enough when they donāt give me a break. (Sorry for the spelling mistakes)
















