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Ich fühle mich und an keinem Ort gewollt, egal was ich mache, egal wo ich bin.

The winner of the 3 scenarios I posted about a few days ago is here! 'Wrong Poly Rumi!' beat out 'Honmoon Reflection' and 'Oh That's Why'.

If you didn't see.

Mira and Zoey just got together. It's great. They tell Rumi right after the end of their World Tour hoping to see by Rumi's reaction if she wants to be apart of this. Sadly this just stops Rumi from launching Golden, and she shoves done her feelings to be happy for them.

The two are sad that Rumi doesn't look like she wants to join. Zoey reasons to Mira that its fine, they don't even know if Rumi is Queer so Poly is quiet a jump. The two use the hiatus to fly to Burbank so Mira can meet more of Zoey's family.

Rumi... predictable. Buries herself in work. She agrees to go on 'Play Games With Us' alone. The event is a competition between Idol Groups. She happily agrees to help a visiting Duo from London. 2hadow.

Hecate and Ally of 2hadow flirt with her, and don't hide their advances. When it's revealed that Ally also part demon and Hecate is something supernatural just not demon. Rumi can't help but feel, she doesn't have to hide her patterns. She feels FREE.

Mira and Zoey find out and loose their respective minds across the sea.

HAHA! This one is mostly humor and fluff. There's a little angst but shouldn't be too bad. Rumi is Rumi, and that girl swan dives into blenders!

Here showing my animation series progress

If, a year ago, even a few months back someone had told me that I'd be waking up at 7 am for classes, doing assignments, and still finding some beautiful in this chaos, I would have laughed in their face. Yet here I am in a small dorm room that faintly smells of instant coffee and ambition trying to make each moment seem like it came straight out of a coming-of-age film.

My desk isn't too neat, a pink mirror (very cliché, but college me decided it looked good), a few plants (they somehow make life seem less stressful), an endearing mug borrowed from my room mate, and a laptop that is basically my second home now.

A lot of times, when I unlock it, it reads "Genius Lab." It's the name of Yoongi's (SUGA from BTS) studio and it reminds me that creativity can still exist in a cluttered head and space. And when the screen unlocks, it says "Life Goes On." That transition of sorts- from mornings at Genius Lab to nights of Life Goes On, somehow feels like my own story.

Uni is always loud, messy, and some how always 5 mins too late, but somewhere amidst that noise, I've learned to stop and slow down. To just turn on my desk lamp, open a random journal, and pretend I am in one of those cozy study montages on an Apple advert- maybe with 'Coffee' by beabadoobee on low volume 🎵.

There are nights when 'Zero 'O clock' or 'You're On Your Own kid' bring me a sense of comfort– songs that make you feel seen even when nobody is watching. Then there are days when 'Moonchild' or 'What It Sounds Like' reminds me that even chaos can have its own rhythm– if only I listen to it the right way.

And on those days when I need reassurance that it is all alright, I play '21st Century Girl' by BTS. There is something about the tune that makes me sit up straight, smile at my own reflection, and remember that being semi-lost isn't sign of failure. It just points to growth– in my own special 21st-century way.

And because music has been a constant companion through every late-night panic and quiet morning coffee, I made a playlist that feels like growing up in real time.

⋆｡°✩ The Soundtrack of My Growth ✩°｡⋆

❤: https://spotify.link/tCQCVxV2XXb

(𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨... 𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 )