please pray for my discernment regarding the Navy. I have so many thoughts and feelings. I don’t want to rush it but I am interested and part of me wants to prove it to myself and be that kind of man, it’s just so attractive as a way of life. and the financial aspect is simply something I can’t ignore. it would only ever be temporary anyways. just for a little bit to pay off my debt and form some good discipline and health. But I also don’t want to build the house without the Lord laying the foundation. I don’t want to rush in and do something that other people want more than I do (eg my parents want me to make it a life career). God is always speaking in my heart to slow down, slow down. but my finances can’t.. can they?
Lord Jesus, show me the way. Show me Your way. Help my unbelief.
