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The Lady of Summer
The mist rises, revealing
The Fair Lady lying upon a bed of grass.
The crows greet her at dawn,
Where the clouds bathe in the morning sky.
She awakens from a long slumber,
Knowing that soon she must be wed.
She has no choice,
For only thus may Life endure.
Her husband, Cernunnos,
Will know how to care for her—
The Green Man who so often runs beside her.
He has awaited her for so very long,
Yet he knows he cannot keep her.
Each year he longs for this sacred Union
At the Festival of the King.
He will cherish her
And fill her with renewed strength.
She marvels at the gifts bestowed by Nature:
So much beauty that, with every passing hour of the day,
Unfolds and fills the air with a gentle fragrance.
The Earth trembles;
Soon the drums will resound.
The summer markets will offer
A thousand delicacies from every horizon.
The Clans will gather in joy,
To speak together and to share a flagon.
Yet the Fair Lady knows that this season will be brief.
Soon she must once more leave her beloved
To return beneath the Earth,
To the one who desired her so deeply
That he imprisoned her within his Winter Kingdom.
Such is her path...
Such is her burden,
She who loves the Light.
Come now, do not be sorrowful.
It is but a Cycle.
The King is coming. He awaits you.
Adorn yourself with laughter and with love—
The only ornaments that bring true happiness.
He loves your simplicity.
He loves your generous heart.
Never change.
And thus ends the tale...
Of the Lady of Summer.
Druid Hoc'hGouez-Nerzhus
La Dame de l’été
La brume se lève découvrant la
Belle allongée sur un lit d’herbe.
Les corneilles la saluent à l’aube où
se baignent les nues.
Elle se réveille d’un long sommeil et sait
qu’elle doit bientôt se marier.
Elle n’a pas le choix pour que la Vie soit.
Son époux, cernunnos saura prendre soin d’elle.
L’homme vert qui court si souvent avec elle.
Lui l’attend, ce depuis si longtemps, mais il sait
qu’il ne peut la garder.
Tous les ans, il aspire ce moment d’Union à la
fête du Roi.
Il saura prendre soin d’elle et lui donner force.
Elle s’émerveille des présents qu’offre la Nature.
Tant de beauté, qui selon l’heure de la journée,
s’épanouit embaumant l’air d’un parfum discret.
La Terre vibre, les tambours seront bientôt à
résonner.
Les marchés d’été offriront de tous horizons
mille mets.
Les Clans seront heureux de se rassembler pour
discuter ou boire un pichet.
La Belle sait que ce temps sera court,
puis elle devra à nouveau quitter son aimé pour
rejoindre le dessous Terre,
celui qui l’avait désiré jusqu’à l’emprisonner
dans son royaume d'hivers.
C’est ainsi son chemin... son fardeau, elle qui
aime la Lumière.
Allons ne sois pas triste, ce n’est qu’un Cycle,
le Roi arrive, il t’attend...
Fardes-toi de rire et d’amour, seuls atours qui
donnent la félicité !
Lui aime la simplicité, lui aime ta générosité, ne
changes pas !
Voilà c’était là, l’histoire... de la Dame d’Été.
Druid Hoc'hGouez-Nerzhus
My Sister, the Sacred Ear of Grain
Quivering, trembling, she follows the wind.
It caresses her without ever breaking her.
She and her sisters sway together, gently, as one, ripening.
The days pass, slowly through time.
Each hour, each minute, each fleeting moment brings light and strength, preparing her for the appointed time.
By day, she turns golden, sometimes scorched by the sun.
By night, she rests and cools, patiently awaiting the day she will be chosen.
It took time for her to become perfect.
It took time for her to understand that a life is born and dies with every passing moment.
The days have gone by, and the Moon has risen.
Full and radiant, she bathes her one last time in her magical dew.
She sees a Lady walking toward her and her companions.
A sickle in one hand, a basket in the other.
She sings, clothed in a white robe.
The Lady reaches out her hand and asks whether she wishes to come with her.
With joy in her heart and soul, she is chosen, and with one final cry, she offers her life upon the altar of Lughnasadh.
Druid Hoc'hGouez-Nerzhus
The Forest Knows My Heart
"Step by step beneath the branches,
Stone by stone through the moss,
The ancient path knows my name,
And the forest knows my heart." /|\
A Midyear Tarot Reading: Grief, Horizons, and the Pattern Beneath It All
July marks the halfway point of the year, and now we are already halfway through July.
I am also heading home tomorrow after spending an amazing week in my childhood home—the place where my love for nature, spirituality, and an animistic way of seeing the world first began to take root, despite my Christian upbringing.
Being here has stirred up so much within me. Joy, grief, remembrance, possibility.
It felt like the right time to sit down and do a small tarot reading.
While I was shuffling, The Flower of Life flew from the deck. I set it aside, feeling that it was meant to summarize the reading and bring deeper meaning to the cards that followed.
I then pulled:
Five of Cups
Three of Wands
Five of Crystals
In this deck, Crystals correspond with Swords in a traditional tarot deck.
As I shuffled, I held three thoughts in my mind:
Where was I mentally before coming to my childhood home?
Where am I now?
Where am I headed?
Before I go further, I want to explain how I view tarot.
Tarot is a tool for our own intuition. It is a mirror. It does not create answers for us; it helps us read the patterns, emotions, and possibilities already existing within and around us.
The cards do not hold our fate. They hold symbols that invite our intuition to notice what our conscious mind may have overlooked.
Tarot does not dictate our lives.
It helps us understand them.
The real wisdom comes from the conversation between the symbols and our own intuition.
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Five of Cups: Where I Was Before My Trip
Before this trip, I was carrying a great deal of emotional weight.
I was looking at losses, disappointments, and the parts of my life that had not unfolded the way I once hoped they would. I was grieving—not only specific experiences, but perhaps the life I imagined I would have lived.
My attention had become drawn toward what felt broken, missing, or impossible to change. It was becoming difficult to see what still remained within me.
I arrived here carrying grief.
I was mourning what had been lost, what might have been, and what still hurt. Yet even beneath that grief, something within me was searching for what remained worth carrying forward.
The Five of Cups is often associated with grief, disappointment, regret, and focusing on what has been lost. It does not mean that everything is hopeless. In many traditional depictions, several cups have spilled, but others remain standing.
The figure is often so focused on what has fallen that they do not notice what remains behind them.
This is not a message to deny grief or force ourselves to look on the bright side. It reminds us that grief and hope can exist together.
Sometimes healing begins when we allow ourselves to acknowledge both.
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Three of Wands: Where I Am Now
The Five of Cups turns its gaze backward—toward grief, regret, and what cannot be changed.
The Three of Wands turns its gaze forward.
Coming back to my childhood home has not erased my grief, but it has widened my perspective.
Being here has reminded me of who I was before life became so complicated. Instead of only asking, “What did I lose?” I am beginning to ask, “Where can I go from here?”
I came here grieving the life I thought I should have had.
I stand here now remembering that my story is still being written.
Before this trip, I was asking:
“Why did my life happen this way?”
Now I am beginning to ask:
“What do I do with the life I have?”
The Three of Wands often depicts someone standing on high ground, looking toward the horizon. They have not reached their destination. They have simply realized that there is still a horizon worth walking toward.
This card can also symbolize integrating the past without continuing to live inside it.
I cannot become the child I once was again, nor can I return to the life that might have unfolded had I remained here. But I can remember what this land taught me. I can carry its wonder, wisdom, and sense of belonging forward.
I do not have to rebuild my childhood.
I can allow it to become part of the foundation beneath my feet.
It is also interesting that these first two cards move from water to fire.
Cups represent emotion. Wands represent vision, passion, and action.
Symbolically, it feels as though the emotional processing of the Five of Cups is making room for the spark of the Three of Wands.
I am not denying the past.
I have simply turned enough to see that there is still a horizon ahead.
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Five of Crystals: Where I Am Headed
The Five of Crystals suggests that I am headed toward a season of discernment.
I may be challenged to decide what deserves my time, my voice, and my heart. As I become more certain of who I am, not everyone will continue walking beside me—but that does not mean I am walking the wrong path.
My greatest victory will not come from proving myself to others.
It will come from remaining true to myself while treating both myself and others with love and respect.
I may be entering a period when my beliefs, convictions, and relationships are tested. I may need to decide whether being right matters more than being at peace, whether to hold on or walk away, and how to remain true to myself without becoming hardened by conflict.
Not every battle deserves my energy.
Not every victory is worth its cost.
The traditional Five of Swords, represented by Crystals in this deck, is associated with conflict, disagreement, ego, and the complicated nature of victory.
It does not simply ask who won or lost.
It asks what remains after the battle is over.
In many traditional depictions, one figure gathers the swords while two others walk away. The central figure appears victorious, yet there is something uneasy about the scene. Rather than celebrating triumph, the card invites us to question whether the victory brought peace or only isolation.
The Five of Swords also symbolizes the way conflict can narrow our perspective.
When we become focused on proving ourselves, defending our position, or protecting what we believe belongs to us, our world can become smaller. The wider landscape fades into the background as all our attention settles upon the struggle in front of us.
The Five of Cups turns our attention toward what has been lost.
The Three of Wands lifts our gaze toward the horizon.
The Five of Crystals warns that conflict can cause that horizon to disappear again.
Like all Fives in tarot, this card represents disruption and change. Its invitation is not necessarily to avoid all conflict. Sometimes standing up for ourselves is necessary.
Instead, it asks us to distinguish between battles that protect our integrity and those that merely satisfy our ego.
Sometimes wisdom is not found in winning.
Sometimes it is found in recognizing what is no longer worth fighting for.
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The Flower of Life: The Meaning Beneath the Reading
The Flower of Life appeared before the rest of the reading, almost as if it wanted to become the pattern holding all the other cards together.
Its message feels like this:
Trust that my life is unfolding as an interconnected whole. What I have grieved, what I am discovering, and what I may soon be challenged by are not separate or meaningless events. They are all shaping the same soul, the same path, and the same unfolding story.
Nothing in my journey is separate.
Every ending, every beginning, every test, and every hope belongs to the same unfolding design.
In this deck, The Flower of Life is the opposite of The Self. It encourages us to step away from the ego and loosen our attachment to everything we use to define ourselves.
It invites us to step beyond the story of me and remember the larger story of life itself.
Its message is one of surrender—not giving up, but releasing our grip on the identities, expectations, and narratives we have carried.
The Flower of Life represents sacred geometry, creation, unity, and interconnectedness. Every circle overlaps another, reminding us that no experience exists entirely on its own.
Each sorrow, joy, decision, relationship, and turning point becomes part of a greater design.
Through this card, what initially appeared to be three separate moments—a painful past, a hopeful present, and a challenging future—become connected threads in one unfolding journey.
The grief of the Five of Cups creates space for the vision of the Three of Wands.
The vision of the Three of Wands prepares me for the discernment of the Five of Crystals.
None of these cards stand alone.
The Flower of Life also offers another way of understanding the two Fives in my reading.
Fives often represent disruption, challenge, and change. Yet disruption is not necessarily the opposite of harmony. Sometimes what feels like chaos is one piece of a larger pattern we cannot yet see.
A flower does not bloom all at once.
Each petal unfolds in its own time, yet every petal belongs to the same flower.
The question beneath this entire reading becomes:
How is each experience contributing to the person I am becoming?
The Five of Cups reminds me that every loss became part of the pattern.
The Three of Wands reminds me that every horizon rises from ground I have already walked.
The Five of Crystals reminds me that every challenge offers another opportunity to choose who I want to become.
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All in All
I came here carrying grief for what could not be changed.
I rediscovered a vision for what still lies ahead.
My path may ask me to navigate conflict without allowing it to consume me.
Through all of it, The Flower of Life reminds me that none of these moments exist in isolation. Every sorrow, every hope, every challenge, and every choice is part of a greater pattern unfolding through my life.
The invitation is not to define myself by my losses, my victories, or even the path I have walked.
It is to remember that beneath them all flows the same life, the same creative force, and the same connection to the divine.
Perhaps I did not return to my childhood home to become who I once was.
Perhaps I returned so I could remember what she knew—and carry it with me toward the horizon.
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A Final Reflection
Whether you believe tarot is a spiritual practice, a psychological mirror, or simply a collection of meaningful symbols, I hope this reminds you of something beyond the cards themselves.
We all carry seasons of grief.
We all reach moments when the horizon begins to open again.
And sooner or later, we all find ourselves deciding which battles deserve our energy and which are better left behind.
Perhaps that is why I wanted to share this reading.
Not because I believe my cards hold answers for anyone else, but because I think the questions they raised are deeply human.
Where have you been?
Where are you now?
Where are you headed?
Maybe your answers won’t come through tarot.
Maybe they’ll come while walking through a forest, sitting beside a river, watching a fire burn, praying, journaling, meditating, or simply sitting quietly with yourself.
The tool isn’t what matters.
The willingness to listen is.
For me, this reading became a reminder that my life isn’t a collection of disconnected moments. My losses, my hopes, my challenges, and my growth all belong to the same unfolding story.
If sharing my reflections encourages even one person to pause and ask themselves those same questions with honesty and compassion, then perhaps that is reason enough to share them.
May we all find the courage to honor where we’ve been, embrace where we are, and walk toward whatever horizon is calling us next.

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Arduinna and her Boar
In the heart of the Ardennes where the grey mist sleeps,
Beneath the ancient oak that the wild wind keeps,
Walks a Queen whose footsteps no mortal ear can hear,
Guardian of the forests where new life draws near.
Her mantle is woven of moss and fern,
The moon is her lantern, the stars brightly burn.
The murmuring springs forever proclaim
The sacred whisper of Arduinna's name.
Before her strides a mighty boar,
Older than kings, older than temples of old lore.
He knows the secrets of gods and humankind,
The hidden truths that time cannot bind.
With his powerful snout he turns the earth,
Awakening roots, stones, and ancient birth.
He opens the path no one dared to see,
The road for hearts that long to be free.
Arduinna follows with peaceful grace;
The silence of wisdom shines upon her face.
Her bow rests gently across her back,
For her greatest strength is the peace we lack.
She speaks with the great stag,
With the wolf that roams beneath the night,
With the eagle soaring through endless skies,
Whose watchful gaze is clear and bright.
The fox greets her with quiet delight,
The raven knows her sacred way,
And the ancient oak bows silently
As she passes through the woodland glade.
She teaches those who choose to hear:
"Never seek to rule
What walks beside you.
Protect the weakest,
Honor every life,
For every creature
Belongs to the same sacred harmony.
Forget not the Earth
That nourishes all beings.
The breath within you
Dwells also in the deer.
The water, the tree,
The stone, the moss, the rushing stream
Are all living members
Of one eternal body."
Then the Great Boar slowly lifts his head,
His mighty breath with triumph spread.
His golden tusks strike the ancient ground,
And the Druid's heart awakens without sound.
O Arduinna, Queen of the Deep Ardennes,
Walk before us until the world's end.
Make us guardians of forests and streams,
Of free-roaming creatures and ancient stones.
May your Sacred Boar forever lead the way,
Driving fear and forgetfulness away.
And when the final evening fire grows dim,
Lead us into your woodland realm.
Where the mighty oaks almost touch the sky,
Where the whispers of the Ancient Gods never die,
There we shall hear your name carried upon every wind:
Arduinna...
Queen of the Forest...
Guardian of the Boar...
Mother of the Living World.
Awen.
Druid Hoc'hGouez-Nerzhus
Arduinna's Song
(An original poem in the spirit of the Gaulish-Celtic tradition)
Arduinna of the shadowed woods,
Walks upon the fallen leaves.
The Great Boar opens the way,
And the ancient trees keep the sacred gates.
Druid Hoc'hGouez-Nerzhus.
RAMSONS
GRIMOIRE OF PLANTS
GUARDIANS OF THE ACCOMPLISHED LIGHT
The Forces of Ascending Vitality
RAMSONS
Allium ursinum
Traditional Names
French: Bear's Garlic, Wild Garlic
Latin: Allium ursinum
English: Ramsons / Wild Garlic
Welsh: Garlleg yr arth
Irish: Gairleog fiáin
Botanical Family
Amaryllidaceae (formerly classified within Alliaceae).
Description
A perennial bulbous plant of moist woodlands, forming vast green carpets in spring.
Its broad leaves release a powerful garlic fragrance when crushed.
Ramsons is a plant of inner strength, protection and vital regeneration.
It appears early in the season as one of the first defences of awakened life.
Habitat
Moist, shaded forests
Rich, cool soils
Deciduous woodlands
Ancient forest environments
Parts Used
According to the holistic tradition:
Leaves
Bulbs
Young stems
Harvest
Early spring (before flowering)
Carefully harvested to preserve wild populations
Traditionally used fresh
Traditional Medicinal Uses
Plant of strengthening and inner protection
Supports vitality during seasonal transitions
Traditionally associated with cleansing the body
Plant of "deep awakening" after winter
General tonic for the living body
Culinary Uses
Wild seasoning (as a substitute for cultivated garlic)
Pestos, soups and green preparations
Traditional spring transitional food
Plant of nutritional revitalisation
Craft Uses
Indicator of ancient woodlands
Plant gathered during traditional spring rituals
Used in customs celebrating the return to the living forest
Symbol of wild regeneration
Ritual Uses
Energetic protection of the living body
Strengthening inner boundaries
Awakening dormant forces
Grounding instinctive vitality
Symbolic cleansing after winter
Correspondence in the Wheel of the Year
Alban Hefin
Ramsons is the guardian of vital protection beneath the sun at its zenith.
It teaches that strength alone is not enough—it must also be protected from its own exposure.
It stabilises life within the intensity of the summer sun.
Druidic Symbolism
Ramsons is the plant of living defence.
It does not create strength—it preserves it intact in the midst of exposure.
It teaches that every form of vitality must be protected when it is fully awakened.
It is the guardian of the body in absolute light.
Mythological Links
Associated with the wild powers of European forests, Ramsons has traditionally been linked with the awakening of spring and the strength of ancient woodland places.
It is a plant standing at the threshold between sleep and action.
In the Grimoire of the Poet Wanderer, it is the unseen guardian of the body beneath the summer sun.
Acquisition of Knowledge
Empirical
Easily recognised by its strong garlic scent and broad spring leaves.
Oral Tradition
Plant of protection, strength and wild renewal.
Visionary
It evokes a silent power surrounding and protecting life.
Precautions
May be confused with poisonous plants; accurate identification is essential before use.
Element
Fire and Earth.
Season
Alban Hefin.
Protection.
Colour
Deep green.
Animal Companion
The Bear.
Embodiment of protective, instinctive and sovereign strength.
Guiding Star
Mars
Principle of protection, strength and vital defence.
Constellation
Scorpio
Symbol of defence, vital intensity and protected power.
Tutelary Deity
Artio
Guardian of wild strength, protection and the regeneration of the forest.
Spiritual Teaching
“What is strong must also know how to protect itself from the light that reveals it.”
Meditation
Observe a carpet of ramsons in a spring woodland.
Feel the silent strength that radiates from it.
Understand that living power protects itself just as surely as it asserts itself.
Invocation
Ramsons of the ancient forests,
You who surround life with your unseen strength,
Teach me to protect myself within the light,
And to remain whole beneath the world's exposure.
Triad of the Poet Wanderer
Strengthen.
Protect.
Stabilise.
WATERCRESS
GRIMOIRE OF PLANTS
GUARDIANS OF THE ACCOMPLISHED LIGHT
The Forces of Ascending Vitality
WATERCRESS
Nasturtium officinale
Traditional Names
French: Cresson de fontaine, Cresson officinal
Latin: Nasturtium officinale
English: Watercress
Welsh: Berwr dŵr
Irish: Biolar uisce
Botanical Family
Brassicaceae.
Description
An aquatic or semi-aquatic perennial forming lush green carpets in clear, flowing waters.
Its creeping stems bear small, tender leaves of a vivid green.
Watercress is a plant of swift circulation, active freshness and living vitality in motion.
It embodies the energy of life when it is made fluid by water and intensified by light.
Habitat
Springs and streams
Fresh, oxygen-rich waters
Clear wetlands
Flowing aquatic environments
Parts Used
According to the holistic tradition:
Leaves
Young stems
Fresh aerial parts
Harvest
Mainly in spring and summer
Harvested only from clean, unpolluted waters
Traditionally consumed fresh
Traditional Medicinal Uses
Plant of revitalisation and tonification
Traditionally used to support mild fatigue
Reactivates the body's inner circulation
Associated with bodily clarity and vital freshness
Traditionally valued for gentle purification through green nourishment
Culinary Uses
Fresh salads
Traditional herbal infusions
Rich, peppery condiment
Springtime plant of nutritional renewal
Craft Uses
Ecological indicator of pure waters
Plant for water gardens
Symbol of living springs
Used in traditional purification rites connected with water
Ritual Uses
Awakening vital energy in motion
Connection with the flowing currents of the living world
Refreshing and awakening the body
Alignment with the powers of living waters
Renewal through flow and passage
Correspondence in the Wheel of the Year
Alban Hefin
Watercress is the guardian of vitality in motion beneath the sun at its zenith.
It teaches that strength must never stagnate—it must flow.
It transforms intense light into the fluid movement of life.
Druidic Symbolism
Watercress is the plant of the vital current.
It does not preserve energy—it sets it in motion.
It teaches that solar vitality must always remain flowing.
It is the living water that prevents the sun from hardening the body.
Mythological Links
In European traditions, Watercress is associated with sacred springs, healing waters and places of renewal.
It is a plant of waterways, linked to purity and the circulation of life.
In the Grimoire of the Poet Wanderer, it is the current that prevents light from becoming fixed.
Acquisition of Knowledge
Empirical
Found in clear waters and recognised by its peppery taste and remarkable freshness.
Oral Tradition
Plant of vitality, circulation and gentle purification.
Visionary
It evokes a continuous current flowing through the light.
Precautions
Consume only when gathered from clean, uncontaminated waters.
Element
Water and Air.
Season
Alban Hefin.
Colour
Bright light green.
Animal Companion
The Trout.
Messenger of pure currents and the living flow of nature.
Guiding Star
Mercury
Principle of circulation, exchange and intelligent movement.
Constellation
Gemini
Symbol of flow, communication and the circulation of living forces.
Tutelary Deity
Brigid
In her aspect as guardian of living springs, healing and sacred circulation.
Spiritual Teaching
“What no longer flows begins to harden in the light.”
Meditation
Observe Watercress growing in a living stream.
Feel the constant movement beneath its apparent stillness.
Understand that life is a current carried by light.
Invocation
Watercress of the clear springs,
You who carry light through the waters of the world,
Teach me to remain in motion,
And never to become fixed in what is.
Triad of the Poet Wanderer
Flow.
Refresh.
Awaken.