I Wrote You a Letter
I wrote you a letter,
I just want a chance to explain.
I can’t make it better,
But I want you to feel my pain.
I wish you knew
How sorry I am.
You probably have no clue.
I do give a damn.
I know I hurt you,
Though, you broke up with me.
But I broke you too,
How could this possibly be?
Driven to madness I exploded.
Psychosis took power.
Even friendship was corroded,
As my mind went sour.
It wasn’t my intention,
I’d never try to hurt you.
Despite your breakup invention,
Only respect was due.
I was hospitalized for a long while.
Not metaphorically, I was sick.
The bipolar diagnosis left me in denial.
It felt like a trick.
I became a walking trigger warning.
A label I’d rather not hold.
But that’s not what left me in mourning.
Losing our friendship left me cold.
I apologize,
I miss our friendship the most.
I hope you realize
My remorse lingers like a ghost.
If you ever want to connect, I’m here.
I understand if not.
I won’t try to reappear.
Some people only get one shot.















