a gaping hole in your chest
In the beginning, the Lord said, let there be cosmos
So when you arrive it is as a mass of burning stardust, suns for bones and constellations for eyes
There’s stardust in my veins and galaxies in my soul
Something in you longs for more
Something in me feels like I am not allotted this much existence
Star child; are you listening?
Your halo holds the light of a dying star, a black hole cradled in its embrace
You don’t have to be dying
You can be a comet tearing open the sky
One day you will grow wings
Maybe that's what stars are, the little pieces of our heart gone missing. Maybe that's why I feel safer under moonlight
You look like you've eaten the sun, like you drank so much sunlight you're drowning in it
You know Icarus laughed as he fell
But when you hear the name Icarus, you think of his fall
And nobody mourned for Lucifer when he fell
Why pray for the dead, instead of a devil that you never pray for?
Rage, rage, against the dying of the light
I am ashes where once I was fire
Because stars are not peaceful, they are made of burning fire
They go out with a bang, or heavier than thought possible
I felt heavy my whole life. I always thought that death would be the heaviest thing of all
Maybe I used to be angelic-
But you were never more an angel than you are right now
Boy is drinking vodka and holy water in class to purify his soul
I try to pray but it just feels like I’m trying to scream, while unable to breathe
God buries lions teeth and lily seeds in my heart
‘God’ falls from my mouth and hits a million other names on the way, each as close and remote as the last
The Lord looked down, said, hey, you’re only mortal
If I am killed for simply living, let death be kinder than man
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, but something will eventually
Your legacy’s not yours to see nor is your eulogy
In a dream I meet my dead friend
The seasons are changing, and I still remember you
Dear God, will it be okay?
In the beginning, the Lord said, let there be cosmos
So when you leave it is as a mass of collapsing stardust, suns for bones and a black hole for a soul