#niko posts

Charles Rowland: Pain, Love, Desire.

"For love is no part of the dreamworld. love belongs to Desire, and Desire is always cruel" — Death of the Endless, from The Sandman: The Doll's House.

im so happy to have her in my life and i want to be the best parent i can to her. both of my boyfriends have been by my side throughout my pregnancy and have been great dads.

we are both out of the hospital now, she was discharged before me due to my blood loss. at the time, my boyfriends took care of her, coming over to visit while they could. if they couldnt, we would always facetime so i could see her beautiful face.

i honestly dont know if ill come back to tumblr and start posting again. for now, i want to focus on my family, especially my daughter.

i also need to figure out my classes and if i want to continue university.

Edwin Payne & Charles Rowland

Dead Boy Detectives Agency.

[source: side wounds by lena j. oleanderson || dead boy detectives, episode 7 || for your own good by leah horlick || dead boy detectives, episode 7 || side wounds by lena j. oleanderson || dead boy detectives, episode 6 + forever with me by conan gray / found heaven by conan gray (edited) || based on the story of orpheus and eurydice || genuflecting ghost by sufjan stevens || original edit || to the desert by benjamin alire sáenz]

[concept: about love & devotion]

Edwin Payne (1900 – 1916)

Dead Boy Detectives Agency

[source: wasted by marya hornbacher || dead boy detectives, episode 1 || all-night pharmacy by ruth madievsky || notion by the rare occasions || pin by margaret lee || dead boy detectives, episode 7 || anecdote of the pig by tory adkisson || dead boy detectives, episode 1 + a study in scarlet by arthur conan doyle || the duchess of padua by oscar wilde || tumblr]

Crystal Palace Surname-Von Hoverkraft.

Dead Boy Detectives Agency

[sources: stone butch blues by leslie feinberg || split by niki || the hour of the star by clarice lispector || uzumaki (spiral) illustrated by junji ito || dreamcore by aklimalsya || pin by dju. || quote by audre lorde || the glass essay by anne carson || anonymous || girls in pants: the third summer of the sisterhood by ann brashares || dead boy detectives, episode 6 + ancient dreams in a modern land by marina]

PAYNELAND + QUEER BOOKS

"He would never meet that man nor hear that voice again, yet they became more real than anything he knew."

Charles Rowland (1973 – 1989)

Dead Boy Detectives Agency

[source: calling a wolf a wolf by kaveh akbar || the sound of ska, pin by richard dunn || pin by tom maisen || quote by william wordsworth || dear boy by emily berry || r.i.p. 2 my youth by the neighbourhood || dead boy detectives, episode 1 || interview with kathleen turner by david marchese || dead boy detectives, episode 1 || the last dinosaur by ocean vuong]

Niko Sasaki.

Dead Boy Detectives Agency

insp. «you never know when the good you do may come back around»

[source: quote by ranata suzuki || dead boy detectives, episode 8 (16:46 + 42:18) || letter to dorothy brett, dated august 14, 1918 by katherine mansfield || dead boy detectives, episode 8 (12:13) || the Iliad by homer (translated by emily wilson) || dead boy detectives, episode 8 (42:16 + 20:01) || the little prince by antoine saint-exupéry || absquatulate in the cambridge dictionary || magic aesthetic, pin by alexia || candle by yoshira sachiko in women poets of japan]

[concept: on grieving]