always have, always will | E | 21k | shootingthestarss
Buck didn’t mean to pull away from Eddie. In fact, he hardly even realized it was happening until it hit him in the bathroom of a gay bar, hand stuck down another man’s pants.
Buck in an emotional saw trap of his own making, classic situation
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Goodwill is Sent in Snapshots (You Only Get the Full Picture on Return) — 14k
When both Evan Buckley and Chimney Han are dumped at the start of December, they decide to swap houses - with each other. A nice two weeks in a different location will be a great unconventional Christmas. Certainly not anything life changing.
Then Buck meets Chim's next-door-neighbor, and Chim meets Buck's apartment-crashing sister.
Missing Memories & Mass Confusion — 6.3k
“Confused.” He says looking at her, still in awe. “I don’t understand why God sent an angel to be here with me.” “Smooth.” She laughs, “Did Buck teach you that one?” Still smiling.
“What’s a Buck?” He asks a confused look on his face.
Or Bobby wakes up from a coma missing all his memories. Naturally chaos happens when he is meeting his family again.
Oh Captain My Captain — 15k
Hen’s interest in their new captain was definitely piqued, and she could see that Chimney’s was too – who had he been to the beach and the market with? And why didn’t he want to share it with his crew?
As she ate the delicious meal and looked around at the chattering crew, the atmosphere the lightest it had been since it was announced that Gerrard was on his way out, Hen also found herself hoping that Nash would be sticking around if this was simply a precursor of things to come.
Although hopefully they’d manage to get some more information out of the stoic man at some point.
—
Or, over a decade before Eddie spends months dating the captain’s son without realising it, the 118 gets a new Captain.
Hen, Chim and the rest of the crew struggle with getting to properly know the stern and stoic Captain Nash – and then they get called to a scene where one Evan Buckley-Nash is stuck up a tree.
Found Family
Biggest Heart In The Smallest Body — 10k
The 118 and Athena respond to a house fire. A little boy no one has ever seen before just saved two lives by simply knocking on the door. Unfortunately he isn't done being a tiny hero yet and runs into the fire to save a little boy's cat no one knows where he is or if he's okay. Bobby find the little guy and it ends up being a rescue to remember one that changes his and Athenas lives forever (in the best way possible obviously). Happy chaos basically.
Family Is More Than A Six Letters Word — 11k
Bobby Nash's life ended the day he lost his wife and children. Determined to just get through until he'd repaid his self-inflicted debt, wallowing in self pity and copious amounts of alcohol each night, Bobby's plans are thwarted when he's forced to save a young Howard Han from his own stupidity. From then on, Bobby is forced into living and his barriers slowly come down as more and more "lost" children find their way to his doorstep.
An AU in which Bobby meets the rest of the 118 as kids and helps to save each and every one of them, saving his own soul in the process.
Teenage Dirtbad — 27k
Teenager Buck AU
Bobby and Athena take a teenage Buck under into their care.
The Blue Heart Program — 9k
In 2011, the United States military came out with the Blue Heart Program, a program designed to help find the country's soldiers a safe home between deployments. Families across the U.S could apply and many did; the Grants were one of these families.
Evan Buckley, a nineteen year old Navy SEAL with no home to return to, learns what it's like to have a loving family (and he even finds a different kind of love along the way).
Us Against the World — 56k
Bobby looks at the kid.
"So what's the long story?"
“My girlfriend, well…not really my girlfriend. We hooked up a few times and now she’s…uh…pregnant. Five months along. She said she doesn’t want the baby. She has never wanted kids. She found out too late to abort, she said. We were together in Peru, and I was actually planning to go to LA with some buddies of mine when she dropped the bombshell. I…"
OR:
Bobby meets Buck in Minnesota after he has lost his family, ends up adopting an adult, and somehow becomes a grandpa. Their chance meeting changes everything for both of them.
Family Feels
I'm A Can On A String, You're On The End — 5.2k
“I’m not walking you down the aisle,” his father says, like it’s supposed to be a threat.
Buck is confused first, which is telling, in hindsight. “I wasn’t going to ask you to?” is out of his mouth before he even recognizes the disapproving twist of his father’s mouth, the hardness in his eyes.
“So, that’s it then? You’ve replaced your family with people who will let you throw your life away,” his father accuses, scoffing as he steps into Buck’s space. “You think they care about you? You think they’ll stick around when they realize how difficult you are?”
Make you Mine — 5.5k
That despite the jokes, the teasing and the countless times he had been mistaken as part of their family, Buck wasn’t their son
And as much as he wanted Bobby and Athena to walk with him down the aisle after Eddie and his parents, part of him feared they wouldn’t want to place that claim on him.
Or
Five times someone referred to Buck as Bobby and Athena's son and the one time they said it themselves
The Art Of Not Killing Your Roommates — 20k
Six young adults. One college campus on the brink of collapse. And one (mostly) orderly household — where the only real rule is: never let Buck near anything flammable.
At 118, academic life goes way beyond textbooks. Athena, a future cop and law student, does her best to keep the chaos in check; Bobby, the zen chef, cooks like he’s feeding starving gods; Hen, the med student, forever teetering between stress and meltdown; Chim, the nervous nurse, with a secret crush on gossip; Eddie, the disciplined athlete who treats every meal like essential pre-workout fuel — and Buck, the marine biologist who once tried to build an entire ecosystem inside the microwave. Between pancakes, exams, late-night shifts, crushes and sleepless nights, they learn that sharing a roof is about much more than surviving the semester. It’s about discovering the true meaning of family — and realizing that family, no matter how messy, is where everything finally makes sense.
The Hero in The Cape — 2.8k
Buck laughed, but his heart ticked with familiar, ridiculous nerves as Eddie tapped the folder against his palm. When Eddie looked that delighted to share something, it was usually about Chris. And when it was about Chris, it was usually about Eddie by extension — some beautifully earnest essay about bravery or soldiers, or an art project where ‘Dad’ had been rendered with heroic proportions and Buck as the guy in the corner with a goofy smile. It was fine. It was more than fine. Buck had worked his way from the periphery of this picture, frame by frame, until he stood inside it; he could be the guy in the corner, smiling. He could be the second mention. He could be extra. Still, the old echo stirred: not necessary. Replaceable. Or, Chris writes an essay in class about his hero. It isn't who Buck expects.
Crossover (9-1-1 Lone Star)
A New Family — 124k
After the lawsuit, Buck wanted to go back to work, back to his family, and put everything behind him. He knew things wouldn't be the same, but he did want them to be good. But they weren't. He wasn't welcome, he wasn't happy, and he didn't want to stay. So when an old friend gives him the chance at a new family, he takes it. Will his old family realize they fucked up?
Hold The Line — 4.6k
Marjan is staring at him in disbelief, eyebrows up high and mouth parted slightly.
“Dude,” she breathed. “You never said you were dating him.”
Eddie blinks at her blankly. “Because I’m not?”
“Oh my god, he’s serious.” Paul gapes. Eddie stares at them and is met with disbelief all around.
OR, a collection of missing scenes from the crossover episode
Stay (Who You Are) — 17k
When Bobby refuses to help him return to active duty. Buck decides it's time to leave his life in LA behind and return to his adoptive family in New York.
Texts Between Dumbass & Dumbasser (+Friends) — 36k
[From: TK] FINE then I'll just have to create my own podcast talking about two people named Puck and Freddie who are best friends who work together and are secretly in love with each other but neither of them know it
[From: Buck] you wouldn't dare
[From: TK] try me bitch
OR
After the Wildfires, Buck and TK begin to text each other and chaos ensues. Which largely consists of TK trying to convince Buck that he and Eddie need to get together already for everyone's sakes.
What do you mean they aren’t married? — 2.8k
Texas: Now why was I just sent a picture of your husband and another man, Hollywood?
Hollywood: JUDD WHAT THE FUCK
Hollywood: BUCK IS NOT MY HUSBAND.
Texas: I ain’t never said Buck’s name but I’m glad you caught on. Now why is he posting about an anniversary with a man that looks older than my granddaddy.
Hollywood: That’s literally his boyfriend!!! And he posted because they’ve been together for a month🙄
Texas: Okay and you’ve been married to him for 7 years.
You Belong Here — 531k
Two facts are facing Evan Buckley
1. After the Lawsuit Buck is on the outs with his team at the 118.
2. When he was doing his recertification test before falling ill to the Pulmonary Embolism he got a job offer from Owen Strand to join them at the 126.
Now almost 5 months later he is still being treated less then dirt at the 118. Maybe it’s time to move. Now if only he can get through a shift and doesn’t screw up at this new place everything would be great.
Crossover (Criminal Minds)
BAU Buckley — 186k
Evan sat hunched in the hard uncomfortable chair, fingers pinching at the already sore skin around his nails.
Two days before summer break and he was called into the principal’s office.
He knew why, of course he did he wasn't completely stupid, he’d seen the sleek black car parked outside. There were no obvious markings but everyone knew that some special unit of the FBI were in Hershey.
And everyone knew why.
So yeah, yeah he knew why he’d been called to the office.
It was because of what had happened to Samara.
...
There's a serial killer in Hershey and the BAU have been called in and Evan? His best friend was one of the victims.
Not Alone This Time — 11k
Five years ago, Evan Buckley walked away from the FBI’s Behavioral Analysis Unit, leaving behind the team that once felt like family—and the case that nearly destroyed him. Now a firefighter at Station 118 in Los Angeles, Buck has done everything he can to outrun the past. But when the BAU shows up on his doorstep with devastating news — the serial killer who once targeted their team is back, and this time, he wants Buck—the life Buck rebuilt starts to unravel.
As the BAU and 118 collide, secrets are exposed, loyalties are tested, and Buck is forced to confront the ghosts he thought he left behind. But he isn’t the same man he was five years ago. This time, he isn’t running. This time, he’s fighting back — with two families by his side.
One Dance — 1.2k
Evan “Buck” Buckley is what the 118 thinks is Buck’s full name. In reality it’s Evan “Buck” Buckley-Reid, because unknown to the 118 he is in fact married and has been for the last ten years. So when Buck and Spencer are celebrating their 10 year anniversary at a park on a quiet Friday night, they both weren’t expecting the 118 to stumble upon them.
Crossover (Hawaii Five-o)
History Repeats Itself — 20k
After the gunshot, Buck has a PTSD episode about a mission he performed as a NAVY Seal. His former teammate comes in to help him out.
Let Down And Hanging Around — 40k
In another universe, after dropping the lawsuit, Evan Buckley leaves the 118 after a month of no calls and cold shoulders from his so called family. A year and a half later, someone starts shooting first responders. The 118 didn't need Buck, but now they could use some help from Lieutanent Commander Evan "Phoenix" Buckley. The only problem is - no one knows he's a SEAL. Or that he's back in LA.
Our Frayed Edges — 98k
It all begins here in Winter, 1996.
Left in the streets of LA, a blue-eyed boy finds his home.
This is his story, his life, what he learns and who he grows up to be.
And all it took was a little love.
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OR the Athena adopts Buck fic.
Why Now? — 39k
After the lawsuit Buck and Eddie get together and Buck starts slowly opening up about his past. The 118 doesn't know they're neither his first nor his only real family. The rift between the 118 and Buck and Eddie grows wider when Buck's old family gathers together for a case for SWAT and the 118 think he's addicted to drugs. and Buck is confused when Maddie acts weird and keeps him away from his brothers. Maybe they all should talk more before everything goes to shit...
Crossover (Top Gun)
Come Fly With Me (Let's Fly, Let's Fly Away) — 41k
It's a common misconception that Buck trained to be a Navy SEAL. For as long as he could remember, flying had been his dream. Most little kids wanted to be a firefighter or an astronaut, but Buck had always wanted to be a pilot.
He wanted to fly far, far away from home, where his parents’ comments that might as well have been slaps for how badly they stung couldn’t get to him. Flying was his way out. His escape. If he was thousands of feet up in the sky, way up with the clouds, then his parents couldn’t touch him. No one could.
When Buck got pulled from the reserves just after the lawsuit, it seemed like perfect timing. There was nothing left for him in LA. Not anymore.
So, it looked like Buck was heading back to Top Gun.
EMK: Truck Bombing AU — 5.8k
In one universe, Admiral Tom "Iceman" Kazansky was in a meeting and did not find out about his son being injured in the line of duty until after he had woken from surgery. In this universe, a break is called for the meeting, and Ice has two missed calls. One is from Maddie Buckley and the other from a Los Angeles hospital.
Mighty Wings — 25k
When his sister leaves for college, Evan Buckley's life takes an unexpected turn. After nine years of psychological warfare waged against him for something that isn't even his fault, his parents give him up for adoption. It changes everything.
Superheros Can Bleed — 46k
If there was one thing Evan Buckley didn’t expect it was being called back to action, but when his old commanding officer showed up during a shift, he didn’t have a choice. When the mission turned out to be more dangerous and deathlier than originally described, Buck had to fight his own emotions.
Finding out no one else could take his spot, as Buck is the only one that can guarantee mission success, he and Eddie decided to fast-track their relationship and to lean on each other. Their family and friends having their backs.
Will Buck be able to survive against all odds, or does he have to pay his life for the safety of his newfound family, his friends, and his country? The faith of millions is on his shoulders.
Completely forgot about 911 for a while but now that I’ve watched it again and I’m seeing Buck and Tommy… I kind of don’t like Eddie and Buck anymore??? Like it feels like Tommy is so much more committed and honest and Eddie feels kind of toxic in how he doesn’t speak his mind and is super petty. I still like his character I just don’t think I want Buddie anymore.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Summary:
The thing is, Buck knows he’s too impulsive, he knows he’s too reckless. He doesn’t need Bobby chewing him out after a call to tell him that. He knows he acts without thinking. He knows he could get himself hurt.
Sometimes, though, in the privacy of his own head, he thinks that that’s kind of the point.
What prompts that you haven’t started yet have you most excited?
im excited about a lot of them tbh, but i think i might work on these two next:
Prompt: Lawsuit era. Buck is allowed on a call out near the woods but is basically on crowd control. Eddie is particularly snappy at him but Buck notices something on the ground slithering towards Eddie. Buck shoves Eddie out of the way taking the bite to the arm. They rush Buck to the hospital where they don't have the anti-venom! Buck gets delirious and tells Eddie how much he loves him since he thinks Eddie a dream. Buck almost dies, they save him. Buck avoids everyone after, hurting alone.
Prompt: After Buck comes back to work he's distant - does his job efficiently and well, but doesn't even try to take part in team shenanigans, doesn't talk to anybody. Something happens and the team is like "why didn't you come to us?????" and Buck just shrugs but eventually they pester him to spill and he's just like "I know I'm exhausting" and like "I know this isn't a family," "you have your own problems you don't need mine" and apologizing but not bitterly, he just really believes them now.
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five times the people Evan Buckley loves leave him, two times the people he loves want him to stay
One – Maddie
Evan Buckley is 11 years old when his sister leaves for the first time. He understands the need to run away, even at such a young age. His parents are not horrible people, but they are not good at being parents. They are tough and stubborn, stuck in the ways of parenting that they had been raised under. They are all cold discipline and no open love; always quick to correct and criticize, never ones to praise. Children do not need to be praised for every little thing they do; it makes them soft.
Maddie is heading off to college. She wants to be a nurse, and Evan thinks she’ll be good at that. In contrast to their parents, Maddie gives away smiles and love without a second thought, all warmth and light. She’s a good big sister, and she won’t be gone forever.
Except.
Evan turns 12, and his sister is not there to celebrate with him. His parents barely acknowledge that another year of their son’s life has passed by, acting as if it were any other day. The day goes by with little fanfare and ends just the same as any other.
Maddie comes home as little as possible, and soon she meets a boy. His name in Doug, and he reminds Evan a lot of his father. He wishes that were a good thing. Doug is charming and perfect, and Maddie loves him. To no one’s surprise, her parents do not love him.
Maddie shows up for all of the important events in Evan’s life; his sixteenth and eighteenth birthdays, his high school graduation. Maddie never sticks around for too long, though, and every time Evan sees her, her smiles become much less frequent and much, much dimmer.
Soon Maddie Buckley becomes Maddie Kendall, and her phone conversations become shorter until she stops picking up at all.
Evan Buckley is 23 years old when Maddie leaves for the second time, and he won’t see his sister for another three years.
Two – Abby
Evan Buckley meets Abby and he feels as if he’s finally made one good choice in his life. She’s kind and warm, and she loves deeply. Buck’s found a family in Abby, and her mom, and he loves her. For the first time in his life, he feels at home, comfortable in the life he’s made for himself.
Then Patricia Clark dies, and Abby leaves, and the life Buck’s been picturing in his head vanishes as quick as it has appeared.
Abby’s in Ireland, and they phone each other daily. Until they don’t. One day Buck wakes up and realizes that he hasn’t talked to his girlfriend in days, weeks even.
He packs up his things and moves in with his sister, leaving Abby’s apartment just as quickly as she had left his life.
Three – Ali
Buck meets Ali when their world is crumbling around them. Literally. If he had had a clearer head, he may have laughed at the irony in that, but he’s much too busy saving her life. Or – helping Eddie save her life, more accurately.
Weeks pass, and the woman is not much more than a passing thought as he struggles to get over Abby.
He’s moved in with his sister and so beyond tired of the meaningless hookups with Taylor Kelly when he phones her. She’s gorgeous, and smart as a whip, and Buck thinks he can be happy with her. When she smiles at him and laughs with him he feels happy, and he thinks that this is what it’s supposed to be like. She gets along with his sister and the rest of his 118 family, and he’s content.
Except she doesn’t like his job; thinks it’s too dangerous. Buck supposes she’s not exactly wrong, considering he literally charges into burning buildings for a living.
But his job’s more than just a living. It’s the thing that keeps him going, and he can’t just stop. He’s nothing without being a firefighter, but Ali doesn’t get that.
In the end, it’s the job that makes her leave, but she still leaves all the same. The ladder truck crushing his leg is the final straw, and Buck thinks that there’s some sort of cruel joke in the fact that he has a crushed leg but yet she’s the one who can’t handle it; can’t stay.
Four – The 118
Evan Buckley’s life belongs to the 118. They are not just his coworkers and friends; they are his family too. Hen, Chim and Bobby. He loves them a lot and would do literally anything for them.
The thing is; he sort of thought that the feeling was mutual.
Buck’s life is a mess when Eddie Diaz walks into it. Too much change in too short a time, and he’s frankly not a fan. He’s been here longer than Diaz, but the rest of the team disregards him in favour of Eddie’s army medic experience. Suddenly Buck’s the impulsive kid who no one takes seriously.
Maybe they’re right to look at him that way. He is impulsive; always acting before fully thinking things through, and it’s probably gotten him into more trouble than it’s helped him.
So, he sucks it up and moves on.
Except, this isn’t the only time Buck gets left behind.
He feels as if his life is going to end after the ladder truck crushes his leg. First, the surgery isn’t as successful as doctors would have liked, and then he’s told that he won’t be able to go back to work for a long time. It’s a helpless feeling. Buck doesn’t know who he is without being a firefighter; without the 118.
It only gets worse, with the embolism, and then the tsunami. Walking into the station only to find his locker literally taped over with someone else’s name, and then being dismissed as over-dramatic.
Buck knows what this is. His team, his family, is moving on without him; leaving him behind. The panic is all too real, so he makes drastic choices, and he pays the price of the 118’s anger and disappointment. But they don’t get it. They don’t understand, and when he tries to explain himself they only become angrier.
He’s knows what they think, and he supposes they’re right. The whole team was going through the same trauma, and Buck was only thinking of himself; about what he wanted.
Eddie’s words stick in his head. Selfish. Only thinking of yourself. You make everything about yourself.
Five – Red
Buck does not know Red for very longer before he inevitably leaves as well. At least, he thinks, Red did not leave of his own volition. Maybe he would have stuck around, if he’d been given more time.
The thing that really bugs Buck is the fact that he could see himself so clearly in Red. Red looked like Buck’s future, and it scared him so much that he wanted to fix it.
He supposes, in the end, he helped a bit, but he knows that he saw his future flash before his eyes, and knew he needed to prove to himself – and others – that he would not end up in the same situation as Red.
+1 – Eddie and Christopher
Evan Buckley is 27 and sitting in the Diaz’s living room with Eddie and Christopher, and he’s startled to find that all he feels in contentedness. The latest Star Wars movie is on in the background, and Chris is quickly falling deeper and deeper into sleep. He’s laying across his dad and Buck’s legs, head in Buck’s lap, and is looking for all the world like nothing could ever disturb his peace. Unfortunately, Buck and Eddie both know that they’re going to have to put the kid in his own bed, possibly waking him up in the process.
Buck brushes his fingers through Chris’ curls, and glances down at the boy. He looks up to find Eddie watching him, and when he opens his mouth to ask what the other man is looking at, Eddie just puts a finger to his lips and shifts to move Chris.
Buck can hear the man put his son to bed and whisper a goodnight before leaving the door open a crack and then padding back into the living room. He sits down next to Buck and turns to face him.
“Want to talk about today? With Red?”
Buck’s known this was coming, and he sighs, “I’m okay, Eddie, seriously. I don’t want to make this about me. I only knew him for a short time.”
When he meets Eddie’s eyes again, his gaze has sharpened, and when he speaks, his voice is equally as sharp, “What’s that supposed to mean, Buck?”
Another sigh, “I just mean that he’s dead, and I don’t want to make the whole thing about me. It’s not about me. That would be… selfish.”
Eddie’s eyes widen and he inhales a loud gust of air, exhaling it slowly. He pauses, analyzing Buck for a couple seconds. His eyes only get wider as he seems to come to some sort of realization, and Buck waits patiently for him to speak.
When he finally speaks, he says his words slowly, “Are you- Buck, why do you think that you’re being selfish?”
“Uh-”
“Was it me?”
A pause, “Eddie…”
“Buck.”
“Fine! Yes, okay? You said it at the grocery store, during our huge fight. And you-”
“- was wrong. I was wrong, Buck.” He holds up a hand when Buck opens his mouth to argue, “Buck, oh my god, I never should have said that. You are the more selfless person I know. Your heart is so open, and you’d do anything for anyone. It’s one of the things I lo- one of my favourite things about you. I’m sorry, so incredibly sorry that I ever said that. I said it in the heat of the moment and I never…”. He trails off, looking helpless.
“Eddie, it’s okay!”
“No! It’s not. It’s really, really not.”
“Eddie, please… I promise you I’m okay.”
Eddie just stares at him, looking for all the world that he does not believe Buck for even a second. He signs and runs his hands over his face and Buck feels a strong urge to reach out and touch. To comfort.
“You know what Chris asked me the other day?”
Buck jerks his head at the sudden change of topic, but hums for Eddie to continue.
“He asked me if you could stay forever. Buck, he loves you so much, and that’s because you have given that boy your whole heart and more. A selfish man would not do everything that you have done for my son.”
Buck’s caught on something, and asks in a small voice, “He really wants me to stay?”
A soft smile grows on Eddie’s face, “Of course he does. I want you to stay, too.”
Buck stares at him with an open mouth, speechless.
“Buck..?”
“Okay.”
Eddie looks startled for a second, but then his smile grows into a grin, “Yeah?”
“Yeah, Eddie, I’ll stay.”
+2 – Bobby, Hen, Chim
When Buck arrives at the station for his shift, a few days after Red’s death, he is immediately called into Bobby’s office. At his team’s questioning glances, he shrugs and heads towards his captain.
“Sup, Cap?”
Bobby rolls his eyes fondly and gestures for Buck to come fully into the office, “Could you close the door?”
He blinks but does as he’s told. Bobby gestures for him to sit, and Buck does so warily, “Uh… did I do something I’m unaware of?”
Bobby barks out a laugh, and Buck’s shoulders release their tension without him even realizing it. “Buck, I feel like you should know when you’re in trouble or not.”
He holds his hands up in defense, “Hey! Sorry, but this is weird! I’m allowed to be nervous!”
Bobby smirks at him and Buck rolls his eyes in retaliation. The smirk settles into something softer, and the captain speaks, “You know we’re family, right?” At Buck’s nod, he continues, “I got thinking, after our conversation the other day, that we often forget to tell you that you always belong here, with us. You’ll never lose us, no matter what happens.”
“Bobby, I-”
His captain raises towards someone behind Buck, gesturing for them to come inside, and when Buck turns and looks, he sees Chim, Hen, and Eddie open the door and walk in. Buck raises an eyebrow at Eddie in question, but only receives a shake of the head in reply.
“I don’t think we’ve talked about everything following your accident, and I feel like I need to clear some things up.”
“Uh… what?”
Bobby actually looks sheepish, and when Buck looks at the other three, he sees that Chim and Hen do as well. Eddie just stands there with his arms crossed, trying and failing not to look smug. It’s that that causes Buck to become suspicious again. He whips back around to look at Bobby again.
The Captain sighs, “Look, Buck, you deserve more of an apology than you ever got. I should never have lied to you, and I should have been honest about why I didn’t want you back in the fray of things right away.” Bobby’s shoulders slump, “To be completely honest, seeing you in a hospital bed multiple times in a matter of months has taken years off my life, and I was scared that you were going to be hurt again – or worse. But,” he silences Buck, who had opened his mouth to say something, with a look, “I still should have been completely transparent about why I made the calls I made and for that I am incredibly sorry, Evan. I need you to know that from now on, we’re going to stick together, and we’re not going to leave anyone behind.”
His words clearly have a double meaning
“Also,” Hen pipes up, “we would like to apologize for how we treated your concerns the other day, about how Red was alone. It was clear that you were worried about all of staying together as a family, and we brushed it off. That was not cool.”
Chimney speaks now, “I think sometimes we forget how much you care, and how much you think about things like that. None of the rest of us do the same, and it’s easy to disregard something that we’ve taken for granted. It doesn’t make it okay, though, and I’m sorry. You were looking for reassurance and all I did was shrug it off. That sucked.”
Buck has a million emotions swirling around in his chest, and he knows his smile is a little watery when he says, “Thank you guys, you don’t know how much this means to me.”
Bobby stands up, but whatever he is going to say next is cut off by the fire alarm going off. Buck grins and shrugs, “Duty calls.”
With that, he runs off to the locker room, his family in tow.