Aug 29, 2021
soo is it a coincidence that i keep having dreams about people wanting to torture me or is it the vortioxetine being a motherfucker?
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soo is it a coincidence that i keep having dreams about people wanting to torture me or is it the vortioxetine being a motherfucker?
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I feel so bad again my emotions are all over the place but if I take my antidepressants I feel so numb I can't move or study or do anything. I don't know which is worse and I hate it.
I just... Played my violin? For the first time in two, almost three years? I completely fucking sucked (I was never good in the first place, I only started when I was fourteen, but I loved it), but I still played. I got really fucking emotional because I've wanted to play again for so long, but I just... couldn't. I got so emotional when I was playing because I missed it so fucking much. I don't know if it's due to Trintellix, but that's the only thing that's changed. I don't know if it's just placebo, and if that's why I was able to, but if it is I'm going to ride that placebo train until I'm pushed off. But I've never really had any placebo before with any of my medication, so idk.
My heart just feels warm right now, I haven't even held her in over two years. I sounded just as bad as I did when I started- scratchy, squeeky, terrible. But I actually played. I want to cry again.
Honestly kinda scared that I won't be able to keep taking Trintellix because it seems to be working a bit and people have said that it's usually really fuckin expensive and my dad definitely isn't gonna spend a ton of money once a month so that I can get my meds. I'm taking a "physician's sample" right now which comes with 7 tablets in every bottle and I can't just keep on getting 7-day samples from my psychiatrist.
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I recently was switched off of Lexapro to Trintellix (formerly Brintellix) and I’m still in the early stages of weaning off lexapro and getting on Trintellix. At first I was taking 15mg of Lexapro, then I went to 10 mg lex and 5 mg trin. Now I’m on 5 mg lex and 10 mg Trin. LET ME TELL YOU, I have the weirdest and sometimes very frightening dreams on this drug, like horrifying. I also notice an upset stomach but no nausea really, which is a really common side effect. Just that my stomach hurts a little right after I take it. So far I’ve been taking it around 11 each night. I have no problem sleeping but last night I did wake up at midnight thinking it was morning and was late for work so I jumped out of bed and felt like I was ready to go lol it was bizzare bc I never do that and i looked directly at my clock saying 12 something but still thought it was morning, was I sleep walking? Lol. As for the anxiety and depression I so far have seen no change. I have GAD and MDD. One of the main reasons I wanted to stop lex was because of the awful dissociation I was having. I’ve dealt with dissociation for a really long time but I felt lex was making it worse which I think I was right, bc now that I’m weaning off it I’m noticing a little less dissociation which feels nice. Like I feel a little more grounded. If anyone else has experience with Trintellix feel free to message me and we can be sad about our mental illnesses together(:
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Da quando prendo l'antidepressivo nuovo ho quasi sempre nausea tutto il giorno. Sto mangiando pure meno che per carità meglio, così perdo peso, ma che brutta la sensazione allo stomaco.
Infatti alla fine me l'ha fatto interrompere, mi chiedo ora però che cosa altro può aiutarmi senza darmi troppi effetti collaterali...
Brintellix made me throw up again.