ĖĖĖĀ I donāt actually read ā MIKE WHEELER x READER
ā¤SYNOPSIS:Ā Michael starts to frequent a small bookstore on the corner of Salem Boulevardā¦which is funny, because he much prefers writing.Ā Ā
ā¤CONTAINS:Ā Fem reader, time skip Mike, awkward crush vibes, bookworm!reader, shy reader, gentle and slightly smutty, making out, soft love, mike has no game I fear
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So, it began with the bookstore.Ā
See, he hadnāt known it then: but it all started for you when you moved to Hawkins after you graduatedāa neighboring town to your own in Indiana. Why move here of all places? Who knows. Maybe a change of pace, a desperate attempt of independence.. maybe escape.Ā
Either way, you got a job at a bookstore.Ā
The more and more Mike got involved in writing and story making, the more he tried to drag himself to libraries and places alike so that he could one: research things, and two: broaden his horizon on literature. It was sort of like a New Yearās resolution.. however, Mike wasnāt a very resolute person. He was completely content with remaining in a small, comfortable box that was his lifeāespecially after the shit heās been through.Ā
It was like heĀ finallyĀ got to have a break. No monsters, no more imminent danger or supernatural threats: just him, his type writer, journals⦠and now, the book in his hand.Ā
āAnimal Farmā read the title. He had heard about the book numerous times. In fact, Dustin had read it for a language arts class in freshman year and would not shut up about it for about a week straight. Mike chewed the inside of his cheek, momentarily flipping to read the back of the paper cover just to flip it back around again.Ā
It was almost taunting, and it wasnāt even a long book. Dustin had strongly recommended it when he rang to ask for good pieces to read. He said the message was strong, and the history behind the books controversy was interesting. It wasnāt the book itself that was the problem, it was Michaelās. Simply his own, for he hadĀ hatedā
āItās a good book.ā A silken voice chimed through his head. Making him look up. His eyes fell upon a feminine figure: a mixture of muted browns and tans being the only color found in your outfit, at least today. You had been holding about four books in the crook of your arm, another in your free hand as you slide it into its correct spot on a bookshelf.Ā
āE-excuse me?ā Mike stammered, embarrassed as his brain hadnāt quite registered what you said. Offering a small smile, you continue with your job and reply. āOh, I just said that itās a good book,ā you repeated and gestured to it. āAnimal farm?āĀ
Mike didnāt reply. He opened his mouth toābut nothing came out. He hadnāt looked annoyed, nor did he seem upset in general that you were speaking to him. He simply didnāt know what to say. Mike didnāt want to sound stupidā gods,Ā anythingĀ but that.. in full honesty, he hadnāt left his small apartment in a day or maybe three, too enraptured in writing to pay any mind to the outside world. And even when he did leave, it was to go to the grocery store or to visit is parents.. he wasnāt used to interaction at this point. Had he ever been?Ā
ā..have you read it?ā You ask, getting a little awkward seeing as he was just standing there staring at you. Perhaps he was hard of hearing? By now, you had finished putting away the book donations you had gotten, so you were standing there waiting for him to say something.Ā Anything.Ā You almost felt trapped. You thought he looked like a nice young man when he came ināwith his ironed slacks and tucked in striped polo shirt. The silver and wire framed glasses he wore made him look approachable, so you took a chance.Ā
āAh, uhmāno, not yet.ā He shook his head, a small and nervous smile on his face as he glanced to the book and back to you again. He ran his hand over the cool surface of the cover, trying to find a way to save himself from that strange start. āIām sorry, Iāve been a little out of it today.. uh, would you recommend it?ā He asked, and all of the sudden he did in fact feelĀ stupid. Clearly you would, you had said it was a good read, didnāt you?Ā
He had expected a snide giggle or nasty look, but instead he got an even warmer and more welcoming smile. A wave of relief washed over him, the way your eyes lit up upon his question intriguing. He noted the color of them.. he wasnāt quite sure why.Ā
āOh, yeah! I mean, itās a decent length and in all honesty I think itās good commentary..ā your eyes trail to the basket he holds with only one other book in it: a dungeon and dragons guide.Ā
It was for a small niche category, not even one that Mike had explored to be frank: but he saw it on his way to the specific isle you both stood in now and just had to pick it up. He knew he was probably getting too old for these things, but he couldnāt help it. He missed it, and nostalgia took over. His eyes followed yours, and just like that he was anxious again: palms feeling a little too slick for his liking.Ā
āYou enjoy Dungeons and Dragons?ā Another question⦠gosh, why did he feel like he was being interrogated?
This wasnāt your intentionāin fact, it wasnāt even what you were actually doing anyways. Michael knew that, but he was so out of touch and anxious that he had forgotten what a normal conversation with a stranger was like. While it was true that he wasnāt some dorky loser in high school anymore, it didnāt mean the habits wouldnāt stick.Ā
āYesāyeahāwell, I used to play a lot, when I was a kid.ā He gestured towards the book itself in the basket as he placed animal farm beside it. He would buy it after all. āI donāt have time for it anymore and, the friendās I would play it with are all caught up in their own lives, so..ā he trailed off with a shrug, and to his surprise, you give him a knowing nod.
āTell me about it. Growing up sucks, huh?āĀ
Despite how shy you were as a person, and how almost timid you had seemed while speaking to him, you wished to keep it going. Maybe Mikeās resolution was to read more, but yours was to talk more. So here you were. Talking. āI always chose the bard class..ā you continued. āWhat about you?āĀ
āOh, uhāPaladin.. if, if I wasnāt the DM.ā He stammered out, a little surprised that he had met a new strangerāa kind one at thatāwho enjoyed the game like he had. Your brows raise slightly, intrigued by his answer. Looking at him now, you hadnāt quite expected the Paladin of all things to come from him. Not that it was bad, but his lanky and meek frame sang Artificer, perhaps? If only you had knownĀ justhow brave this man was. Had been.
āPaladin, huh?ā
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And so, it had become a regular occurrence. Mike coming to the bookstore, that is.
Every week like clock work, Friday afternoons when folks were busy working around town, he was there. Him, in his stupid sweater vests and those stupid glasses. Truth was, you hadnāt found them stupid in the slightest. You actually found him, in all his dorky glory, to be the cutest guy in Hawkins.Ā
It wasnāt just his studious appearance that drawled you in, no noāhe was sweet. Polite, like the son of the neighbors next door would be when coming by to ask for a cup of sugar.. well, if this were the sixties when people actually did that sort of thing. Regardless, he had a sort of charm to him. His awkwardness mixed with yours in a way that made you feel recognized, comfortable.Ā
The second time he came in, you remember it like it was yesterday: you had been sitting at the counter, lazily flipping through a magazine as old Doris Day classics played on a nearby record player. The atmosphere was calm yet stagnate, and it had been for hours. It made sense, of course. People were workingābustling throughout the small town and going about their own business. People didnāt have time for books it seemed nowadays, and whilst you sat there lost in your own mind thinking about the costumer from exactly a week ago, you hear the door jingle.
Well, speak of the devil.
There he stood, glasses and all he was looking around as though he was trying to find somethingĀ specificāeyes widening and posture straightening when he saw you staring right back at him from behind the counter.Ā
You couldnāt help but smile, honest! You were so relieved to have any form of interaction at this point, plus you were even more happy to see.. what was his name again?Ā
āMike..!ā You greet softly, sounding a tad bit more excited than you would have liked. He returned your smile, walking up to the counter. āHey, itās nice to see you again.ā Your name sounded light on his tongue, the idea of him saying or even remembering your name giving you butterflies.
The sun bloomed through the large storefront windows and casted a warm aura around the man in front of you, his fingers fidgeting at the edge of the counter. āWhat brings you back here?ā You begin. āWere the books from last time any good?ā
āOh, Animal farm was amazingāI actually wanted to come back sooner and uh.. ask for more recommendations? If you donāt mind..?ā He timidly asked, voice hopeful and shy.Ā
You lit up, sitting straight in your chair and flashing him a toothy grin. You loved it when people asked you for books to readāor about anything you liked in general. Mike noted the way you seemed to grow so excited, he found it endearing.
āTotally! Yeah, uh.. letās see..ā you quickly get up, walking to a nearby shelf that was alphabetically organized. You chewed the skin around your nail for a second before catching yourself, not wanting to seem gross: you crossed your arms and gestured to the āVā shelf and made room for him to join you. āI really like Kurt Vonnegutāhe writes books similar to George Orwellās, but heās got a more sarcastic style.. itās really interesting.ā You begin to rant. You run your finger across book spines and point one out. āCatās Cradle? Itās really good.āĀ
āOr.. thereās The Outsiders, To Kill a Mockingbird, Slaughterhouse Five is also by Vonnegutāhm.. I mean, a lotāthereās aĀ lot.ā you finally clear your throat and wait for him to say something, realizing just how rambley you had grown.
Michael had been nodding along, trusting. The truth is, he didnāt just want a book. He wanted to seeĀ you.
Thatās how it always went.Ā
Heād come in every Friday afternoon like clockwork, seeing you becoming a part of his routine. Mike would commit each outfit, as different as it may be from the last, to memory. Heād read every book you recommended, even if he didnāt like them himself.Ā
Michael Wheeler wasnāt much of a reader: before you, that is. Even so, he found you to be the prettiest girl he had ever seen in a long, long time. There was a gentleness to youāsomething he couldnāt quite name. And whether the day was sunny or cloudy. Whether rain was relentless in its downpour or if the sun baked Hawkins like one of the rings in Hell: he would come see you.Ā
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Ah, so maybe Mike was resolute after all.
To be fair, that is mostly in reference to the reading aspects of his resolutions and goals. Mostly.
But, heād be a fool if he didnāt admit to the fact that he was resolute when it came to you. At first it was him coming every Friday to that stupid, small bookstore.. but then, it escalated.Ā Boy, did it escalate.
Cuzā about after 13 failed attempts of asking you out to dinner: he finally did it. He asked on a crisp fall noon while holding a copy of the original Frankenstein story. And you remember it like it was yesterday, he was wearing a brown bomberjacket overtop of a black sweatshirt. Definitely more grunge than usual, but perhaps it was just the fall weather. Maybe it was a bit of his boyish side coming back to life becauseĀ youĀ re-lit that spark. Who knows?
It doesnāt really matter, because that was a while ago. The dinner at Enzoās was fantastic, honestly you were surprised that he could even afford it with all the good food you got paired with the bottle of champagne he got for the both of you. It wasĀ Dom PĆ©rignon, your personal favorite. You had told him that a few weeks before he asked you.. you found it funny that he remembered.
And little did you know, that five months in the future, youād be lying with your back splayed against his cool comforter, bare and comfortable as his lips found yours lovingly.Ā
The morning sun had just barely began to peak over the towns horizon, the room cold. It was okay though, because Mike was all over you.Ā FinallyĀ andĀ completelyĀ all over you.
He held you close, kept you warm.
You remember thinking that you couldnāt believe it, the fact that a man as kind-hearted and handsome as Michael Wheeler was willing to spend his most vulnerable moments with you. The fact that you thought that, but couldnāt evenĀ beginĀ to understand just how right you were, was truly a crime. Maybe one day he would open up to you about his past, but that isnāt what that moment was about.
You had been out all night, came in early. He offered to let you sleep at his place because it was closer, and you agreed. It was the new norm, after allāand after an hour or so of a deep, connecting conversation, he led you back to his room, finally.
His palm was large against your cheek, and as you lean into it you can feel him deepen the kiss you shared. Mike wanted to be so careful with you. He was handling this whole situation like you were fragile, and in the moment? It was perfect. Absolutely perfect.Ā
Soft rustling came from the sheets and blankets below as the two of you pressed together, limbs intertwining and sounds mixing as you were in no hurry to get anywhere else or go any further any time soon. You just wanted to be there with him, enjoy the moment.
He did too.
Mike had struggled for a long time after the incident. He felt to blame, had survivors guilt. He honestly couldnāt imagine him being anywhere near romantically availableāmaybe ever at all. He stayed in Hawkins while his friends ventured and lived the lives they deserved. He rented a cheap apartment and spent his time writing stories and books that he was worried no publisher would ever give the time of day.Ā
But then, he went to that stupid bookstore.Ā
He doesnāt even read.





















