Patient:Ā Bruce Wayne
Therapist:Ā Dr. Misaki Eto, Ph.D.
Date:Ā [REDACTED]
Session Number:Ā 1
Security Clearance:Ā LEVEL OMEGA
SESSION TRANSCRIPT ā EXTREME CONFIDENTIALITY ENFORCED
Dr. Etoās Pre-Session Notes:
Bruce Wayne does not talk.
That was the warning. Thatās what every previous therapist wrote down in their notes before giving up and moving on. āUncooperative.ā āUnwilling.ā āA waste of time.ā
I was prepared for a man who would sit in front of me for an hour, arms crossed, saying nothing. Maybe heād throw in a grumble for variety. I was fully expecting my coffee to do all the work in this session.
I wasĀ notĀ expecting Bruce Wayne to walk into my office and, within minutes, lay his entireĀ existential crisisĀ at my feet.
(Note: Patient sits with perfect posture, but thereās tension in his shoulders. Not defensivenessāexhaustion. His jaw is clenched, his eyes are sharp, and he already looks like he regrets being here. Expected behavior so far.)
Dr. Eto:Ā Youāve never stuck with therapy before. What changed?
Bruce Wayne:Ā I have nothing to prove anymore.
(Translation: He got tired of pretending he was fine. Interesting.)
Dr. Eto:Ā Thatās not really an answer.
Bruce Wayne:Ā I donāt have time to sit in a chair andā
(He stops. Exhales sharply. Thereās a shiftālike heās realized, in real-time, that the excuse doesnāt work anymore. He leans forward slightly, rubbing a hand down his face before speaking again.)
Bruce Wayne:Ā No. Thatās a lie. I could make time. I just donāt.
(Note: Self-awareness. Thatās rare. He moves past the lie without shame, which means heās thought about this before.)
Dr. Eto:Ā And yet, here you are.
(He huffs a humorless laugh. Shakes his head slightly. Thenā)
Bruce Wayne:Ā ā¦IāmĀ soĀ tired.
(His voice drops, almost a whisper. His hands tighten on the armrests of his chair, but he doesnāt look away. I let the silence settle. He fills it himself.)
Bruce Wayne:Ā You know how long Iāve been doing this? I donāt even know. My whole life? Feels like it. Every night, out there, trying to fix things that just keep breaking. Gotham never stops. It never slows down. The second you think youāve won, another criminal, another tragedy, another disaster, another war. Itās like trying toĀ drain the ocean with a cup. And the worst part? Itās not the sleepless nights, or the fighting. Itās the fact that IāveĀ draggedĀ people into this.
(His fists clench for half a second before relaxing. He inhales slowly. Keeps going.)
Bruce Wayne:Ā I tell myself I didnāt have a choice. That it was either bring them in or let them get themselves killed. That if I didnāt train them, theyād still be out thereājust worse off. But that doesnāt help when I see the scars on their backs. When I realize Iāve raised them to fight a war I still donāt know how to win.
(He leans back, staring at the ceiling. His voice turns flat, factualālike listing his failures makes them easier to control.)
Bruce Wayne:Ā Jason died.
Bruce Wayne:Ā He came back. And he hates me for it. And heās right. Because if I had beenĀ faster, if I had beenĀ better, he wouldnāt have died in the first place.
(His expression doesnāt change. His voice doesnāt shake. But he blinksātoo slow, like heās forcibly suppressing something before it surfaces.)
Bruce Wayne:Ā But he still calls me when he needs backup. He still comes home sometimes. So what does that mean?
(He waits for an answer I canāt give. He doesnāt expect one anyway. He moves on before I can try.)
Bruce Wayne:Ā Damian doesnāt sleep. At all. I pretend I donāt notice, but I see the lights under his door at three in the morning. Heās ten, and he thinks he has to be better than me. I donāt know how to tell him that I donāt want that. That I never wantedĀ anyĀ of this for him.
(His voice tightens, but he doesnāt stop.)
Bruce Wayne:Ā Tim is running himself into the ground. His diet consists of caffeine andĀ spite. He thinks I donāt see whatās happening. He thinks I donātĀ noticeĀ the way his hands shake when he reaches for his fifth cup of coffee at two in the morning. But if I say something, heāll justĀ double down out of principle.
(He huffs, shaking his head slightlyālike heās amused, but also furious. He keeps talking before he can stop himself.)
Bruce Wayne:Ā And Dick? Dick is the best person Iāve ever known. Heās aĀ better manĀ than me. But every time he looks at me, I can see the part of him that still thinks I should have stopped him from leaving.
(He exhales sharply, rubbing his temple. His voice shifts, quieter now. Almost detached.)
Bruce Wayne:Ā I make sure they have everything. I do everything I can to keep them safe. And itās still not enough. I wasnāt enough for my parents. I wasnāt enough for Jason. I wasnāt enough to save Gotham. And I donāt know if I ever will be.
(Long silence. His fingers tap against the armrest of his chair. A restless habit. I say nothing. He finally looks at me again, head tilting slightly, evaluating.)
Bruce Wayne:Ā Youāre a good listener.
(He smirks. Just a little. Then itās gone.)
Bruce Wayne:Ā Hn. Maybe Iāll come back.
(He stands up. Session over. He doesnāt even give me a chance to respond. Heās already gone.)
Dr. Etoās Post-Session Notes:
I was told Bruce Wayne would never talk.
I think the truth is, nobody everĀ listened.
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