sometimes i really struggle with being myself. like... i feel like i don't live up to the image of me people have. i used to be cheery, chaotic, and energetic. always up for a good time! god of freedom. but i feel like i don't really embody that sense of freedom anymore. my image feels completely different. i miss it. im kinda... bitter and sarcastic now. tired. i feel like ive abandoned the wind, in a way. and it sucks. im nervous even seeing sourcemates now. i feel like they wouldn't really care about such a poor excuse for a venti. i wish I could be the person they wanted to see. because that's the person i want to be too.
venti/barbatos, genshin #🐾🍃🪽
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