#aughgh

also. dazai drawing a little <3 on the bandages of chuuya’s chest (he does this when chuuya’s asleep, and then changes the bandages when they quickly grow bloody. so chuuya never finds out about it)

ITS NEVER TOO LATE AKITOYA DIZZY DIZZY WANTERS-

big fan of genderbent versions retaining their og self’s body shape

out explorin’ the city!

And then now I’m in year11 and I’ve been talking to some of the younger queer or trans kids and I’ve realised what he was to me is what I am to them my life has actually gone in a circle. Oh my. I’ve become that little sign of hope for young queer kids at my school who’ve come to me and asked about getting their name changed or what teachers are chill and I tell them about my times it’s actually the most amazing thing ever and I always try and smile at them In the halls because when I was in their exact place 4 /5 years ago and I saw that older trans guy smiling at me in the halls it made me feel so safe and like I actually had someone on my side for the first time in my life

what if Charles and Rupert friendship... I scream into the void, does anyone hear what I'm saying