Jun 13
i mayyyyyy be AvPD but do I care? no. I need to do school. I don't have time to be mentally ill I am in the HOME STRETCHES for summer break I have to LOCK IN.
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i mayyyyyy be AvPD but do I care? no. I need to do school. I don't have time to be mentally ill I am in the HOME STRETCHES for summer break I have to LOCK IN.
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nothing convinced me of the severity of APD's disabling nature quite like getting hearing aids for it and experiencing what it's SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE TO HEAR
like i cannot express enough the extent to which i was overestimating my ability to understand my loved ones/everyone on earth when they said things to me. I of course am still not gonna score perfect hearie because the technology has limits but even with that it is MIND BOGGLING HOW DIFFERENT IT IS!!!
If i look away from the subtitles for a second i still know what was said (like really know, not just guess based on the words around it). there's no longer a time delay sapping my working memory and attention. I don't have to make phone calls with absolute terror. i started humming again for the first time since my autoimmune disorder kicked in because im not using the last dredges of limited mental energy on basic interactions.
(No freaking wonder i loved sign language class so much it was the first time in my life i wasn't being socially isolated by my brains fucky wiring.)
Anyway the point is, take it from a guy who's tried a "cure" of sorts, if you have APD (or hearing loss that ain't completely solved by hearing aids because lets face it that's probably the norm) cut yourself at least ten times more slack than you've been giving. Also if you may be a candidate for low gain hearing aids see if you have an audiologist near you who does it because IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE THIS WAY! it's pretty new that there's treatments for apd so you have to go on a small adventure to find them sometimes, and the first week or so is rough while you adjust, but in my experience absolutely worth it
how i‘ll look at you after my 10th „what?“ when you try talking to me while other sounds are present
still don’t understand how i have trouble hearing (bc of my APD) but then hear the dumbest stuff like the gas exiting my deodorant bottle while i try to sleep for example
I have an auditory processing disorder. My friend knows this, has known this for years. I have told her numerous times I cannot understand voice notes yet to this day I still get fuckin sent them because it's 'easier for her'. Like that's so cool I can't actually understand any of that and now you're going to get pissy because I can't. I've told you I can't. I'm getting maybe 1/4 of what you're saying just fucking text me omg.
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My toxic trait is not reading the lyrics of songs despite having horrific auditory processing issues and then subsequently being shocked when I actually DO read the lyrics and the song is not at all about what I thought it was.
"El Nido.Vista de Pajaro".Alfombra,proyecto
hearing aid companies: "we made them even more smaller and even more boring so nobody can tell! :)"
me: having to add blue cable twisties so people dont flip out when i hafta ask them to repeat things one william times