aug 1 (‘26)
guys… today was like a horrendous day for productivity lol :,,,) somehow I still managed to pull through and get in 2h of college preparation stuff though, however I lowkey neglected everything else since I discovered that someone who left me on read for like 6 weeks decided to subtly mention me in a reddit post ;-;,,,,, I don’t even know if I can explain this coherently so pm for tea ig
its okay lol another thing I did was call my friend and talk about common app together. my friend is super cool (her yt is thesleeperchronicles if you care…) her home life was kinda rough but shes superrr smart (taking ap calc and ap physics e&m) and she has a super cool visual kei (?) style.
anyways I was telling my dad she’s really inspiring me to try to enjoy my courses a little more this year and he’s all like “well there’s always gonna be someone doing something harder” :/ the problem is my dad usually ends up being right, so sometimes I’m scared all this talk of my dream work life being too serious will actually get to me. but I just gotta remind myself that I was heavily discouraged when I first said I wanted to be a journalist, and now my dad does support me by driving me to stuff etc.
to end on some reflection, I think what went wrong today was not going on a walk in the morning. that really messed up my workflow. also, I think I’ll focus better in the morning if I change into my walking clothes so I can just go after breakfast. here are my goals tomorrow:
submit wesexplore fly-in program application
plan out when I’m gonna do all my supplemental essays
finally plan out my fly in stuff t^t
2h30min of college plan stuff
see if my plans with friends can become a vlog idea lmao
finish up my drawing
thats all for now,
xoxo
anais
