yeahhhhhh that sounds like a self-destructive tendency. I suggest that, whenever you think that, throw on your favorite TS sides or a vine comp or smth. Another video will provide a distraction and a distraction of the variety your brain is expecting, but not of the theme it’s demanding.

tho i do have to warn ya that sum stuff bout him features transphobia, homophobia, *SH and s*icide just in case🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️

If that’s not enough just punch things. Not breakable things. Just pillows and maybe drawing a picture of what makes you want to hurt yourself ( it doesnt matter if it’s grade A art ) and taping it to the pillow. ~Spike!