Went to start a new video game and had to pause when it asked us to put a name in ;_;

Really wish therapy was an option for us although I worry we wouldn't even be able to be honest due to the nature of Ellie's problem (despite that being the very urgent thing we need to sort)

I wish I was a real person :((((

System mapping is really frustrating because of all the backstory and context that it now needs. We have known about the DID since 2012 and there have been so many changes (especially in the last four years) it means if I want to write up about Izzy it means I have to write about Lizzy, Elle, Lexa, and Isabelle just to have any context of who this person is before I can then write anything else

Tfw you suddenly become really stressed and don’t know why (or if you did know why and then that information was taken from you)