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BPD Culture is intentionally not drinking water because you’ll start crying again

#actually bpd #many tags: meltdown

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Sometimes you wake up and immediately know it's gonna be a Bad Day.

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#many users: many 🌌

blondewithissues

to understand me you’d have to survive the things i mistook for love

#many users: many 🌌

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what if i quit my job and rot in bed all day and scroll tumblr1!1!!1!1!1 :333

#days like this make us want to quit and go on disability

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#this made us do that amused huff noise #many users: many 🌌

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I think victim hood becomes addicting. Way too many people genuinely think they’ve never been abusive or don’t care. So they never try to change.

#many tags: recovery #holographichoundstooth #foreverabrokenfighter

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4k footage of me

#us before leaving work #actually bpd

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I was explaining to my boyfriend that one of the few therapists I felt comfortable with actually validated that I will feel guilty for things, even if I shouldn’t, forever.

I know things will get better and I know the things I feel guilty for should’ve never been put on a kid. But it felt nice that she understood me. I feel like people over romanticized recovery and healing. For some of us, we are going to experience these feelings forever. We will never get justice for our stolen youth and innocence. And that alone does so much permanent damage.

I’m glad that at least one person let me hear that it’s okay to see that.

#yeah #think that’s why the suicidal ideation will never go away #many tags: vent

There really is no such thing as a Good Trauma Victim. Even when you do “all the right things” and get medicated and go to therapy and you’re not an abuser, but the world will still hate you and you’re never going to fit in because you were never Right (as in Correct as in Not Wrong as in Bad) to begin with.

You will spend the rest of your life paying for your parent’s sins against you with your tears, pain, and blood, and you’re not even allowed to have any Negative Emotions about it. You will forever be missing the parts of you that make others Human and people will always treat it like it’s your fault for Being All Wrong. It will always be YOUR FAULT that your parents not only failed to give you the resources to grow up into a Human, but also took from you, so you’re Missing Parts. You’re incomplete. You’re All Bad. And it’s Your Fault.

#many tags: meltdown #actually bpd #did system #actually traumatized

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Once Horrance passes, Helena receives his belongings through the mail. Of the contents are unsent letters/notes.

To Hartley:

• everything feels so empty

this cell feels empty, I feel empty

I never know what to say to you

I miss when you’d fill the silence

• of all the scars I have, yours are my favorite

• I think of you a lot, more than I think I should

your memories hurt the least am I being selfish

• maybe you were right

To Helena:

I want to talk to you, but I don’t know what to say

I don’t think you want to listen

I wish I knew what to say

I wish I knew what you wanted to hear

I think maybe I should cut my skin open, bleed on the page

Would that say something? Give you what you needed?

What I need

You stopped smiling after mom died

I didn’t know how to put it back

I wish I could see you smile again

I just wanted to be enough

I just broke everythi

I just ruined everything

The pain never stopped

I left and hoped I took the pain with me

From Helena to Horrance:

• there’s so much I have to say, so many words inside my head, I don’t know how to get them all out, words you’ll never hear

I love you

I’m sorry I turned my back on you

I wish I hugged you more

I wish I would’ve taken more time

I wish I’d reached out through the dark to take your hand

And I’m sorry

I am so sorry

I’m sorry it took all this for me to finally understand

I’m sorry I never wanted to believe what my eyes, what my ears, what my heart was telling me

I’m sorry this is too little, too late

• grief is a heavy thing and I’m still trying to learn how to carry this burden

• if father is in heaven, than I hope to join you and mom in the fires of hell

• I think I understand you now, I see how death can be a comfort

#manyverse: memento amouri #manyverse: midnight prowler #paraportal

thevampirecaspian

Lestat is Claudia’s mother though and through

#we really need to catch up on this show #many fandoms: interview with the vampire

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Happy pride to all the crazy queer people. All the mentally ill trans bisexuals. All the traumatized lesbians. All the chronically anxious weirdos with no label. Our relationships don’t always work out, but you deserve love anyway. Celebrate yourself.

#many tags: queer

starsinhereyesw0rld

#woah this is so cool #many fandoms: pokémon

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Also, I always invite the criticism of porn industry, but yall gotta stop making it seem like no sex worker can actually just enjoy their job and simply want reform. Please just listen to sex workers. They’re not a monolith, and they have a voice.

#a criticism that lives rent free in our mind and still pisses us off is #is platforms like pornhub & OF & other ‘only give SWers a cut of what they actually make’#like hate to break it to you but that’s true of any industry actually #firstly. jobs like cosmetology and tattoos/piercings/etc often make commission and have to pay booth rent #secondly. anyone who has any kind of job anywhere isn’t making the full amount of money they’re actually pulling in #because. capitalism.#like that’s not unique to SW in the least bit #’they make them film long hours in poor conditions’#and any company in an un-unionized state does that shit to their employees as well #that doesn’t mean we get rid of the industry #that means you fight for workers rights #INCLUDING sex workers #politics mention

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#many tags: cat tag 🐈‍⬛#we have the money to get them fixed #because this becoming an annual thing is A Lot #and our local police/animal control & pound don’t have the resources to help #they won’t even take anymore animals in

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I’ve only been here 2 hours and I’ve already had a man following me through the store during a pick walk pissed off because I was doing a pick walk that was about to be late and just some bitch call me an asshole because I told her were I thought the Lysol products were, they weren’t there, so she came back taking to me slower and spelling the word “Lysol” out and I told her I don’t know, I work OGP not the sales floor.

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Got in trouble and gaslight by management (NOT our boss, two others who oversee different departments). We started crying in one of the aisles while trying to do a pick walk and left at the top of the hour.

Before we left for work, one of the outside cats brought her kittens up, so hope for the day isn’t all lost 😤

#many tags: meltdown

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