Am i in love?
I like this person a lot, it drives me crazy cuz my mood depends on what happens between us, we decided to stay friends even tho we both like each other.
one day i feel so in love with him, waiting for his text, would do anything to hang out with him.
the next day i dont care. which is very weird.. cuz i'd wait the whole life for him if it means ill end up being his..
i thought its just a random crush and it will fade the less we talk, but no, im lost in my feelings, i like him in a way that's driving me insane, i want to skip the time and have him by my side already.
it's not something that i feel just from the surface, its very deep and i dont know why.. i'd do anything for this man, whatever it takes and i really don't get why.. i wonder if its cuz i saw his soft side and how much he loves kids, the way he says " i lovee yoouu'' to his baby neice, or maybe cuz he is very sad and i just want to hold him, could be cuz of his little laugh after he succecfully rage bait me? cuz he is so cute.. but i dont think these are enough reasons to be in love with someone.
i read once that if you dont know why you like a person it means you are in love.
so i guess i am. i wish i can tell him all this but i dont wanna make it feel awkward after we decided to be friends.
