Can I just say, uh, Iâm pretty sure noticing youâre asexual is harder than noticing youâre gay, straight, pan or otherwise. Like, I just read someoneâs desciption of hitting puberty and, like, thereâs nothing like that. Thereâs no sudden âboobâ moment, no sudden âfuck, Iâd fuck thatâ moment, not sudden anything. You just, like, plod on through life as usual going âoooh, thatâs pretty, Iâd like that hairâ or âoooooh, theyâre nice, Iâd like to be close to themâ but thereâs no like, âoh, someone would want to fuck that but I donâtâ, you know? You just- you donât notice, you donât realise everyone else has âhad a momentâ but you havenât, you just- keep going as you always have.
And then, much much later, you start to wonder why people are getting so caught up in drama for romance or sex, like, why bother? Itâs not worth it, theyâre not worth it, why are you doing stupid things for something thatâs so- and then you wonder if thereâs something wrong with you, start mentally over compensating. Like âuh, okay, um, who should I date? Who can I stand to date? Who could I stand to fuck?â like- itâs not, itâs not something you want, but you want to fit in, to be normal.
Sometimes you donât even know that youâre doing it.
Sometimes you donât even know asexualâs a thing.
I dunno, I guess, I just feel like, uh, people should understand more?
idk sorry thank you for listening to me
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