taimi

Congratulations to everyone and their mother, one of the listed common side effects of the meds I’m supposed to take right now is anorexia

Currently feeling like guy of gisborne when the cave exploded behind him and he couldn’t run away fast enough and ended up flat on his face covered in soot

Once I am done with all the medical horrors I’m going through rn inshallah I will get my spark back and go back to work (why does something or other happen every time I get a job) and I will go back to reading my fave novels and comics and pestering you all about them and I will also hopefully remember how to eat normally again

At this point I feel like everything I was saying when recovery was going well was a big fat lie and now I’m going back to my true obsessed-with-the-numbers self