Trying Trying Trying

girl who knows recovery isn't linear: god i wish recovery was linear

person who knows recovery isn’t linear and still has some lessons to learn: it’s linear for me though. it’s not linear for others but i can make myself heal in a linear fashion. i am to be held at a higher standard for some reason

[louder than everyone] MAN I THINK IT DEPENDS!

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

"You know what's harder than Getting Better? Living Like That" is just the thesis for my whole shit going on right now honestly. You know what's harder than doing my physical therapy? Hurting All The Time. You know what's harder than addressing my gender dysphoria? Hurting All The Time

I'm Doing The Hard Thing and it's *easier* than how I was living before. If you make yourself feel better you will have more energy to spend on Getting Better. Nice inch nails - the upward spiral. Crawl out of your grave Thursday

*torturing you* dude trust me, something really cool happens. you just have to reflect on it for a bit. i'm doing this because i want you to reach your full potential okay?

i love wearing jeans. i feel so beautiful. like bruce springsteen