north to the future

Just remembered Ohio is next to Pennsylvania I’m going to throw up

some of my worst friends are gay

mr gorbachev STOOOOP LMAO no seriously STOP IIIITTTT

TAKE IT DOOOOWWWN LMAO STOOP

the feminine urge to only find yourself beautiful in your vulnerable states. hair in a self taught braid, pieces curling out. nose rubbed raw and red from a cold. cropped thrifted graphic tee thats riding up, glasses pushed up onto your head. who will want me when i’m brushing my teeth and counting out pills? who will find me desirable if not myself?

I find it endlessly fascinating that most humans just want someone who will get up in the middle of the night to close the windows with them when it starts down pouring. We want someone to dry our dishes after we wash them. We just want another person to do mundane activities with. We want to tell someone how the copy machine broke at work and we want to listen to how Debra is causing office drama again. We just want something so simple. We want human connection and honesty and to be bored with someone else instead of bored alone. 

the most fucked up fictional universe is all those mouse movies where mice have a secret society underneath human society where they’re fighting mouse versions of the same wars and have the same religious oppression and each have a human version of themselves

Mouse Opium

summer is about hiding under the covers in bed thinking. i need to be a better friend

*drinking a gigantic cup of iced coffee on an empty stomach* i wonder if anyone's ever yearned for me

beam me up scotty (beam me up inside) can’t beam up (beam me up inside)