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feel free to give me your suggestions btw

its 2013 why cant i fuck music

youre so right brother

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How is she doing this

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How is she doing this

sorry i didn’t answer your message im consumed by a grief that never leaves me and everything feels pointless and agonizing, i have nothing funny or uplifting to say and have spent my days sitting in a dark room grappling with a deep seated emptiness i cannot explain or fill, i hope you’re doing well though talk soon

It's always "stop harming yourself or we'll have to lock you up!!!" and never "what do you need to change to want to harm yourself less and how can we help you make some of these changes?" and that's why we're not getting anywhere

The permanent eyebags are cute, right? You think they look cute on me, right?

you know what even if i lose everyone and everything i know ill still have my tumblr mutuals

the big trick is to never ever hope for anything and always expect the worst no matter what #mythoughtprocess

I can smell the poison in my goblet but I lowkey don't even care anymore

I know we joke and all but i think my mind is destroyed for real

i love writing out numbers and then putting them in parentheses like "one (1)" even when i dont need to i think its funny