Secret Third Puberty

Being plural is funny cause sometimes we’ll accidentally drop a “we” instead of “I” at work and then have to be like “uh…I mean like the royal we…you’ve seen The Big Lebowski, right?”

I think i want to start trying to dom again. My dominance was so closely tied to Nat and I miss her dearly but I cant let that part of myself die with her. Its not what shed want and it isnt what i want to. I need that strength and power that comes from being in control, tending to someone, making them feel good, and feeling powerful in exchange. I know itll be long and hard to get super comfortable again but I dont see a point in artificially holding myself back from it. Shes gone but that part of me still belongs to me

The problem with having a CNC kink is that you have to be able to trust someone enough in order to play with it

Google search how to make your brain stop attacking itself

They should invent a trans woman who doesn’t constantly want to do it for real this time

Question for fellow petplay freaks: where have you been buying your muzzles? I’m struggling to find a good one that is suitable for long term wear.

Got to do Doll Play for the first time and goddamn did it awaken something in me. Being mindless and still and helpless…I’m dolly

I’ve loved all the one-off hypno scenes I’ve gotten to do over the years but I really want to do more long-term hypnosis. I want to have triggers installed and memories messed with. I want my mind to be molded into that most pleasing to the one who controls me

It’s now been three weeks since my partner died. I miss her so much

Every day I am not being kidnapped by an evil woman to be molded into her mindless obedient servant is a wasted opportunity tbh