☆ Pronouns: i use voi/void, drei/drem, 0/0s (pronounced zero/zeros), it/its and she/her pronouns!
☆ Age: adult
☆ Gender: dont worry about it :)
☆ Species: im a dragon and an enderman. i believe i am not human at all even though my body is
☆ Other:
☆ creator and admin of the tumblr Draconic Community
☆ i dont have a DNI because i prefer to avoid online discourse and they dont work anyway. if you want to know my opinions on something, just ask. i block freely
☆ im (suspected) autistic and english isnt my first language (spanish), so i may phrase things weirdly. i use tone tags and write in lowercase/no apostrophes for comfort and because i have no respect for the english language
☆ asks, interactions and tag games are always welcome! i promise i dont bite (even if i am a bit feral sometimes)
☆ you can find my pronouns.cc here
☆ i have a neocities website! you can find it here
my species is semi-digitigrade and quadrupedal, with half feathered wings and a long tail. my scales are steel blue with grey-blue plates on my neck and chest, with a lateral golden line bordering them on both sides. the feathered half of my wings is a very dark blue while the membraned half is grey-blue. i have spines on my back that go from head to tail, four claws on each hand and feet, two horns, and a mouth full of sharp teeth. i have a long snout that ends on a pointy beak shape and two long, very mobile ears. my eyes are golden with sliced pupils.
Hearthome: coniferous forest
endermankin - secondary kintype
endermen are neutral creatures from the videogame minecraft, known for our height and our long limbs, our dark skin and our glowing purple eyes. however, i look a little different to how my species is portrayed in the game. my paws are clawed and look a bit like human hands, but padded and with longer fingers. my legs are digitigrade and very long. i have a tail, it's thin and very mobile, and ends in a tuft of hair. i have glowing purple eyes with darker, oval irises and no pupil. i have two fangs fused with my upper lip and two big long ears; my mouth is very rigid along with the rest of my face, but i am able to move my ears a little.
Hearthome: warped forest biome, the end
☆ Hearttypes ☆
corvidhearted
includes ravens (Corvus corax), crows (Corvus corone), hooded crows (Corvus cornix) and magpies (Pica pica). i see myself in them because i believe we're family, as dragons and corvids have a symbiotic relationship in the wild.
spacehearted
essential to my sense of identity, i made a poem about it here to explain it. comes from a childhood special interest in astronomy.
☆ Archetropes ☆
the unicorn - archetrope, vaguetype
i am a more medieval unicorn, a white deer-like animal with a lions tail, a goats cloven hooves and beard, and a long, curved horn with spiralling grooves on my forehead. my form fluctuates from completely unicorn to a sort of satyr/faun, but i am not a shapeshifter.
for me, the Unicorn symbolizes a wild spirit, untamable and uncatchable. it embodies purity in the way nature is pure; chaotic, brutal, and violent, yet undeniably… natural. the Unicorn is the essence of wilderness itself, capable of transformation but forever beyond control, adhering only to its own rules. the Unicorn represents who i truly am, but also what i aspire to be; an ideal self.
the hybrid - lab experiment archetrope
i identify with and as a lab experiment, mostly in the symbolical sense; i havent undergone physical experimentation in this life nor anything like it, but still calling myself one feels right. it is an entirely involuntary experience, and its always been there as far as i can tell.
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I think when sincerity (of emotion) is frequently mocked by society as immaturity, it's easy to lean on irony as a means of distancing oneself from notions of weakness. In turn, the ability to be genuine is a skill that needs to be reframed and relearned, not as a marker of immaturity, but as fidelity to yourself and your own needs.
And like, on an alterhuman level, splitting hairs on whether a line of thought or behavior is non-human or not is... complicated. I hesitate to say all of me is non-human because I also recognize that a lot of my own behaviors are masks I developed to deal with chronic ostracization *as* a gender ambiguous neurodivergent of color. Who I present as, and subsequently my relationship to my ~self~, isn't insincere per se, but its also a work in progress learning to *sit* with everything and being sincere to who I am when no ones looking. I have found the anger to be human, but the acceptance to be more (than just my flesh).
My Chemical Romance: Na Na Na (Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na), Teenagers, Planetary (GO!)
The Oh Hellos: Constellations, Passerine, Dear Wormwood
The Crane Wives: Tongues & Teeth, The Hand That Feeds, Take Me To War
Sparkbird: Certain Birds, November, Arboretum
Green Day: American Idiot, Holiday, Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
All Time Low: Kids In The Dark, Missing You, Dancing With A Wolf
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July 23rd, 2021, the day my vulturine journey really began- the day the seed that had been sown began to sprout and eventually blossom into something more personally significant than I would have ever guessed.
Vultures have been special to me ever since I learned more about them. They felt like the underdogs of the bird world, often associated with disease and filth while being some of the cleanest birds in the world. They were given a cruel reputation for, what seemed to me at least, no reason at all. Back when I was a self-described misunderstood tween, I thought they were super punk-rock for saying ‘fuck you’ to the raptor status quo and doing their own thing. During these formative years, this became pivotal for me since I was exploring my nonbinary identity and asexuality, going against the grain my own species often presented to me. I saw myself in that aesthetic, but my relationship with these birds would become far deeper than I would have expected. When I saw them descend upon a carcass for the first time, my life, identity, spirituality, and worldview would be changed forever.
In 2021, when I was 16, I was visiting my father’s family in Texas. At this time, I had only the vague idea of wanting to pursue an environmental career. I had always loved science and knew I wanted to be a scientist of some kind. I was raised learning about conservation from my grandmothers who donated to various NGOs dedicated to just that. I wouldn’t know conservation was a career option until a couple years later. However, on July 23rd, my father came in from mowing the lawn mentioning a fawn carcass blocking his path. Being the insatiably curious child I was (and still am), I went out to look. I was considering myself an Earth-worshipping pagan at this point, so I wanted to pay respects but also look at the bones and flesh and whatnot (#vulturecultureamirite). After doing so, I went back inside. My father had paused his mowing to relocate the carcass to the side of the road just beyond the fence. I continued going about my day as normal, until I stopped dead in my tracks when I saw a massive flock of black vultures outside near the carcass. My attention was ripped towards the window as I watched their every move. There had to be at least 20 or so individuals, all going about their vulture lives as they ate their vulture meal. Some perched elegantly on the fence and trees while others picked at the carcass or nipped at one another. It was an enchanting display of movement, like watching a busy street from stories above. They moved this way and that, then were still. They came and went, their numbers slowly dwindling over the hours. With their absence came a new kind of silence I had never encountered before. It was pure- as if everything and nothing had occurred. As I stared at what little remained, I was breathless. I had just witnessed something so profound that it would go on to forever be one of the most spiritually enlightening experiences of my life. They had just taught me everything I had wanted to know. Why are we born? Why do we die? What is the meaning of all of this? Why us beings on this planet? What is my role? What am I to do with the life I had been gifted? While some of these answers can’t be put into words, maybe not yet, that understanding has been carved into my being. I went from seeing vultures as edgelord trailblazers to revering the timeless wisdom they had to teach me. That moment sticks with me, so much so that I celebrate that day as a little holiday every year: Day of the Black Vultures. Though not realizing it yet, I had become Vulture.
In the years to come, I would learn more about myself and the world, with the role vultures played in my life only becoming deeper. I came to know them as guides and as family, especially when I moved for college and got to know the local turkey vultures. Whenever I seemed to be in a headspace of doubt and self-loathing, I would feel the urge to look up into the sky. When I did, there they were: encouraging me, telling me that I was going to be alright, that I would one day meet my goals. During my first semester of college, these guides helped me to officially recognize my vulture-ness and I would enter the alterhuman space once again. I came to understand vultures as the messengers of Mother Earth, carrying her guidance on their wings. As a vulture myself, I would do the same: Holding that guidance close to me as I trust the wind to carry me to my destination.
had an amazing hog nap (like a normal nap but youre a hog) in my bed and then I woke up and jumped a little cause my alarm went off like 5 seconds after I gained consciousness and I wasn’t ready
Hi :) I've recently been thinking that I'm maybe otherkin or therian? I'm not sure if I am, and I'm really worried I'll do it wrong or that this part of my identity doesn't fit what being otherkin/therian. I still feel connected to my human body and mind, though I feel a strong connection to coyotes and horses and their lifestyles. I just feel unsure and don't know where I can get information to help me discover this aspect of myself. Do you have any advice or resources for discorvery? I admire your understanding of who you are, thank you for helping me, potentially, discover a new side of who I am.
It's better to explore it and be wrong than to never explore at all - try not to worry so much about the mistakes you might make on your journey of self-discovery, and try to focus on what feels right :)
For questioning, Rani has made this excellent masterpost for newcomers:
I wouldn't worry so much about terminology at first. Whether you're a therian, otherkin, otherhearted, copinglinker, synpath, constel, etc., etc. If there's one thing we're good at, it's coming up with new esoteric terms.
To start with, just focus on what exactly draws you towards alterhumanity and otherkinity/therianthropy - if you're already drawn here, there's a good chance you belong in this community. Question yourself. Be persistent, but don't rush it. Have patience. If you're not sure how to proactively question your own experiences, you can follow the three R's:
Record your day-to-day alterhuman experiences in a journal
Research related topics, such as animal behavior, community history, other people’s experiences, philosophy, and spirituality, just to name a few
Reflect on your experiences and what you’ve found out, for example by meditating or by just allowing your mind to wander while doing other tasks
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Hi :) I've recently been thinking that I'm maybe otherkin or therian? I'm not sure if I am, and I'm really worried I'll do it wrong or that this part of my identity doesn't fit what being otherkin/therian. I still feel connected to my human body and mind, though I feel a strong connection to coyotes and horses and their lifestyles. I just feel unsure and don't know where I can get information to help me discover this aspect of myself. Do you have any advice or resources for discorvery? I admire your understanding of who you are, thank you for helping me, potentially, discover a new side of who I am.
It's better to explore it and be wrong than to never explore at all - try not to worry so much about the mistakes you might make on your journey of self-discovery, and try to focus on what feels right :)
For questioning, Rani has made this excellent masterpost for newcomers:
I wouldn't worry so much about terminology at first. Whether you're a therian, otherkin, otherhearted, copinglinker, synpath, constel, etc., etc. If there's one thing we're good at, it's coming up with new esoteric terms.
To start with, just focus on what exactly draws you towards alterhumanity and otherkinity/therianthropy - if you're already drawn here, there's a good chance you belong in this community. Question yourself. Be persistent, but don't rush it. Have patience. If you're not sure how to proactively question your own experiences, you can follow the three R's:
Record your day-to-day alterhuman experiences in a journal
Research related topics, such as animal behavior, community history, other people’s experiences, philosophy, and spirituality, just to name a few
Reflect on your experiences and what you’ve found out, for example by meditating or by just allowing your mind to wander while doing other tasks
