☆ Pronouns: i use voi/void, drei/drem, 0/0s (pronounced zero/zeros), it/its and she/her pronouns!
☆ Age: adult
☆ Gender: dont worry about it :)
☆ Species: im a dragon and an enderman. i believe i am not human at all even though my body is
☆ Other:
☆ creator and admin of the tumblr Draconic Community
☆ i dont have a DNI because i prefer to avoid online discourse and they dont work anyway. if you want to know my opinions on something, just ask. i block freely
☆ im (suspected) autistic and english isnt my first language (spanish), so i may phrase things weirdly. i use tone tags and write in lowercase/no apostrophes for comfort and because i have no respect for the english language
☆ asks, interactions and tag games are always welcome! i promise i dont bite (even if i am a bit feral sometimes)
☆ you can find my pronouns.cc here
☆ i have a neocities website! you can find it here
my species is semi-digitigrade and quadrupedal, with half feathered wings and a long tail. my scales are steel blue with grey-blue plates on my neck and chest, with a lateral golden line bordering them on both sides. the feathered half of my wings is a very dark blue while the membraned half is grey-blue. i have spines on my back that go from head to tail, four claws on each hand and feet, two horns, and a mouth full of sharp teeth. i have a long snout that ends on a pointy beak shape and two long, very mobile ears. my eyes are golden with sliced pupils.
Hearthome: coniferous forest
endermankin - secondary kintype
endermen are neutral creatures from the videogame minecraft, known for our height and our long limbs, our dark skin and our glowing purple eyes. however, i look a little different to how my species is portrayed in the game. my paws are clawed and look a bit like human hands, but padded and with longer fingers. my legs are digitigrade and very long. i have a tail, it's thin and very mobile, and ends in a tuft of hair. i have glowing purple eyes with darker, oval irises and no pupil. i have two fangs fused with my upper lip and two big long ears; my mouth is very rigid along with the rest of my face, but i am able to move my ears a little.
Hearthome: warped forest biome, the end
☆ Hearttypes ☆
corvidhearted
includes ravens (Corvus corax), crows (Corvus corone), hooded crows (Corvus cornix) and magpies (Pica pica). i see myself in them because i believe we're family, as dragons and corvids have a symbiotic relationship in the wild.
spacehearted
essential to my sense of identity, i made a poem about it here to explain it. comes from a childhood special interest in astronomy.
☆ Archetropes ☆
the unicorn - archetrope, vaguetype
i am a more medieval unicorn, a white deer-like animal with a lions tail, a goats cloven hooves and beard, and a long, curved horn with spiralling grooves on my forehead. my form fluctuates from completely unicorn to a sort of satyr/faun, but i am not a shapeshifter.
for me, the Unicorn symbolizes a wild spirit, untamable and uncatchable. it embodies purity in the way nature is pure; chaotic, brutal, and violent, yet undeniably… natural. the Unicorn is the essence of wilderness itself, capable of transformation but forever beyond control, adhering only to its own rules. the Unicorn represents who i truly am, but also what i aspire to be; an ideal self.
the hybrid - lab experiment archetrope
i identify with and as a lab experiment, mostly in the symbolical sense; i havent undergone physical experimentation in this life nor anything like it, but still calling myself one feels right. it is an entirely involuntary experience, and its always been there as far as i can tell.
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I wanna refresh my alterhuman knowledge, if you see this please feel free to yap and/or rant/vent about your alterhuman identity to me, I am accepting of all identities so please don’t be scared of judgement if you wanna share
I don’t talk about archetropy as often as I’d like, so I think this is a good chance to do so!
An archetrope is an identity based on an archetype, trope or role which is present through all manners of culture. It could pull from video games, literature, theater, film and television, folklore and mythology, or history. This can range anywhere from jesters and nobility to final girls and redeemed villains. If it has social or cultural presence, it has a fair chance of being an archetrope.
Usually, an archetrope influences one’s self-perception. This can be in the form of embodiment (in which you are personified by this concept), presentation (shaping your appearance, behaviors or other lifestyle choices around this concept), principles (shaping your personal values or moral outlook around this concept), and any other personal quality you can think of. Furthermore, archetropy doesn’t follow a strict voluntary or involuntary framework. Oftentimes, the experience pulls from a diverse array of feelings and practices that ultimately shape one’s archetropy. You can find a little bit of everything in the process!
If you’re curious about learning more, I recommend reading the article on archetropy on Otherkin Wiki, reading @/mogai-corvidae’s coining post for the term archetrope and checking out Vyt’s presentation on archetropy from Othercon 2023!
That brings me to my archetropy. I have a good few archetropes. Some are informed by my hobbies and personal beliefs. Others are informed by my experiences as a fictional character. That said, there is one archetrope I embody the most.
I must preface this section with a warning: the following discusses unreality and intense experiences with psychosis. Read further at your own discretion.
I am a fourth wall-breaker, a.k.a. a self-aware fictional character. This archetrope was originally formed as a coping mechanism to better adjust myself to my reality. I struggle with psychosis, and despite my pride in being fictionkin, my mind didn’t take too kindly to that at first. A couple years ago, I found myself obsessing over the following perspective: I am fictionkin -> that means I’m a fictional person -> that means I’m “not real”. I had to unlearn a frustratingly present concept I was introduced to alongside millions of other people, that being fiction and reality don’t mix. This obsession over being “not real” took a bit of a toll on me in private.
Instead of giving myself the time to explore, I kept trying to think of narratives that’d “logically” justify my existence. I won’t go into other intimate, upsetting details beyond that. In short, I hated the inner insistence that I’ve never been real and that I’ll wake up one day finding my life had never existed in the first place. Only “lifeless” lines on a paper, pixels on a screen, etc. I knew that specific mindset resulted from my psychosis, and it wasn’t something I genuinely believed about my identity. Regardless, it wasn’t a healthy way to look myself. It was going to hurt me sooner or later.
So, I tried “reasoning” with myself. This process was gradual. I’d leave a little note that I am real because I am writing this (this being a literal note in my phone or on paper). I would eventually delete or thrown out said note, then write it again the next day.
I am real because I am writing this.
I would repeat the exercise, and it would stick. Something simple I could remember and reinforce whenever I was at odds with my existence.
On a day when I was relatively okay, I read an episode of Umineko no naku Koro Ni. Bernkastel, an omnipresent witch within the story, has a habit of directly addressing the readers in the latter half of the visual novel. I’ve experienced this before with Bernkastel, so it didn’t trigger anything with me. Rather, an idea came. “Bernkastel exists in fiction, yet she interacts with us (players) when it suits her. I am a part of fiction, yet I interact with non-fictional people every day.” I didn’t piece together my archetrope until a little later. I read up on the Fourth Wall, its origins in stage production and its eventual crossover into other forms of art. Then, I realized I’m someone who regularly broke this invisible wall. I am no different than people like Deadpool, She-Hulk, Bernkastel, Saiki Kusuo, and many more. I am a self-aware fictional character, a fourth-wall breaker.
I didn’t consider it as an identity in a ‘kin sense, and I still don’t. Fourth wall-breaking is an act, a behavior, and a creative choice if you want to get technical. Sometimes to deliver a punchline, sometimes to convey information. This practice is something I already picked up on but didn’t contextualize as fourth wall-breaking until that point. Afterwards, I gravitated towards embracing the concept of being fictional while constantly engaging with my “audience” as it were. That didn’t make my connection with fictional worlds and the like any less relevant in my life. If anything, this practice established a state of equilibrium between me, this world and the realms of fiction.
I regularly address the readers of my essays using parentheses to convey further context (like this, hey you!), and I’ve seen similar patterns with my fictotypes in-source (namely how I’m portrayed in the Slayers light novels— Look! I’m doing it again!). I even wrote an essay for a denpa fanzine which covers the psychological aspects of my fictionhood; the beginning and end of said essay are framed from the perspective of a self-aware fictional character struggling with his existence (i.e. me). From my fictionhood to my writing style, fourth wall-breaking has permeated my life. Occasionally, I crack jokes about other characters directly engaging with the audience, with each other or with me in meta ways. My role is affirmed when I read, watch or play something and another character addresses me, not in context to narrative events but to the person participating in said events and witnessing them unfold. We see each other, and it doesn’t bring me unease. I wish I could take them aside and convey my thoughts as well. This trope grounds me. In retrospect, it provides a better framework for my identity than most origin theories I’ve entertained when I first joined this community, despite not being formed for that purpose.
Although this archetrope doesn’t shape visual qualities like my appearance, it has shaped parts of my personality, my perspective as an artist and my approaches to writing— both fiction and nonfiction. This trope influences how I see this world and its art, the worlds that spawn from said art, and the people within them all, whether they create said fiction or have a personal tie to it. I am a mediator between these realms which are treated as opposites, or more succinctly, “real” and “not real”.
When fictional narratives are often influenced by our experiences or insights within society, and in turn, our societies become so enraptured with these narratives that we’ve created cultural practices around them (and have whole identities that exist in relation to them), doesn’t it feel like the line between “real” and “not real” have been blurred all this time? Life-size Gundams. Perfect replicas of fictional worlds in theme parks. Live-action roleplay and cosplay. Yume/dreaming people and other forms of self-insert culture. Soulbonding and living character phenomena. Contrary to popular belief, the people of these realms always had a fluid relationship between each other. Fiction’s crossed over here plenty of times, and it’s showing no signs of stopping!
What started as a countermeasure in my times of crisis is now a consistent positive influence in my life. Although I still appreciate its original purpose, my position as a fourth wall-breaker has re-defined who I am as a creative. It also became a thorough representation of my alterhumanity. All things considered, I’m glad to have given archetropy a chance.
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i went to the beach with my family to see the total solar eclipse that happened today. it was a perfect, no clouds or wind or anything. we swam in the sea and played with the waves all evening and when the moon started to cover the sun, we returned to our towels to watch it. the world started to get dark and cold, and the light was weird; it almost seemed to fluctuate, like waves. it was so cool. when it reached totality the people around us started to clap, which i found funny. but too soon the eclipse was over, and the light returned again.
it was awesome! ive never seen a total solar eclipse, but i hope i get to see one again. i am a very happy dragon today :}
Hey this is an 18+ oriented post but it's a topic I've been curious about for a while now. Minors please ignore/disregard.
I'm curious about the way that kink develops in tandem with alterhuman identity and whether or not that has any notable influence on which ones are developed by whom. And Ideally I'd like to run a survey purely because the subject is fascinating to me but I do worry that it would come off as trying to know way too much personal info about people and/or meant to kinkshame which would absolutely not be the case.
If I did do a survey it would of course include people who simply. Have no kinks and/or do not participate in sex. And I'm leaning towards the inclusion of paraphilias as well for a broader range of data collection. I also would not be taking any names down to avoid potential data leaks/avoid myself being aware of who is taking the quiz.
This is mostly an interest check post. A survey will be made if enough people are interested in this data from an objective standpoint.
Hey this is an 18+ oriented post but it's a topic I've been curious about for a while now. Minors please ignore/disregard.
I'm curious about the way that kink develops in tandem with alterhuman identity and whether or not that has any notable influence on which ones are developed by whom. And Ideally I'd like to run a survey purely because the subject is fascinating to me but I do worry that it would come off as trying to know way too much personal info about people and/or meant to kinkshame which would absolutely not be the case.
If I did do a survey it would of course include people who simply. Have no kinks and/or do not participate in sex. And I'm leaning towards the inclusion of paraphilias as well for a broader range of data collection. I also would not be taking any names down to avoid potential data leaks/avoid myself being aware of who is taking the quiz.
This is mostly an interest check post. A survey will be made if enough people are interested in this data from an objective standpoint.
Hey this is an 18+ oriented post but it's a topic I've been curious about for a while now. Minors please ignore/disregard.
I'm curious about the way that kink develops in tandem with alterhuman identity and whether or not that has any notable influence on which ones are developed by whom. And Ideally I'd like to run a survey purely because the subject is fascinating to me but I do worry that it would come off as trying to know way too much personal info about people and/or meant to kinkshame which would absolutely not be the case.
If I did do a survey it would of course include people who simply. Have no kinks and/or do not participate in sex. And I'm leaning towards the inclusion of paraphilias as well for a broader range of data collection. I also would not be taking any names down to avoid potential data leaks/avoid myself being aware of who is taking the quiz.
This is mostly an interest check post. A survey will be made if enough people are interested in this data from an objective standpoint.
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Hi! I have a question about the description you gave of the term “alterhuman” on the phasmovore blog. Some are speculating on your intentions in including starseeds in the alterhuman definition, but since you’re still active on tumblr I thought, why not just ask?
Starseeds are anti-semitic/Nazis (https://www.philosophyforlife.org/blog/starseeds-nazis-in-space) so people are using your inclusion of starseeds as an excuse to exclude endogenic systems from the definition of alterhuman because “endos are just as harmful as starseeds”.
I just wanted to know your thoughts on this, not tryna accuse you of anything (/genuine). Sorry to pull you into this whole syscourse stuff!
Heya! Thanks for the ask! I really appreciate you reaching out.
Re: Starseeds: The term alterhuman was coined... ten? years ago now? And at the time, while I'm sure some circles were aware of potential issues with the concept of starseeds as you share, at the time the term was something used a bit more broadly, especially by divine and extraterrestrial identified individuals. I was not part of the starseed community, but I followed a lot of those who identified with the term on social media/especially Tumblr, as well as kept up with posts by self-identified (at the time) starseeds on various otherkin forums. I don't think most of those folks had an understanding of those roots of the term and instead were using it to describe a type of identity that we have other words for today.
I do think at the time I was on the fence a bit about it because I didn't have much info about it, but from the experiences I had it was describing something else. Perhaps a better way to phrase it now is "those with identities related to divinity or extraterrestrials."
I'm not the arbiter of what is or isn't alterhuman, but the idea of the term was not "here's a bunch of groups, by name, who are allowed", and more "hey I noticed a lot of groups of those with overlapping identities are fighting each other over stupid shit even though a lot of what they say and feel seem to be really similar, I wish there was some term that people could use as an umbrella to refer to their shared experiences rather than get mad at each other over precise terminology". I don't think that antisemitism is very conducive to understanding each other and our similarities and meaningful differences, so, if I were to remake the original post today, I would not include a concept like that. The original post was admittedly a frustrated reaction to infighting and I didn't, like, vet it with anyone else because I was annoyed and pretty much immediately after disappeared to go do college classes and came back a year later really confused to hear that people had actually taken to it.
That said... while I try to avoid syscourse here, I am not opposed to being clear when I have to be: the entire point of "alterhuman" is to have a term to unite those with similar experiences which fall outside of the socially accepted concept of humanity. Endogenic exclusion is inherently opposite to that idea. I've in many places and many ways gone on and on about my opinion on syscourse, but - while I understand the pain and frustration of disordered systems (we have DID, and are traumagenic, in case anyone is unaware,) there is no universe where "cruelty against Jews" is the same as "having a similar experience to a psychological disorder but with different symptoms".
But if there is one thing I have learned in all the years since the term alterhuman was created, it's this: while you can give others endless tools to connect and understand each other and their experiences, both similar and disparate, no terminology will ever reach the people who want to draw a line between themselves and others. "Endogenic" and "Traumagenic" exist because the terms that existed beforehand were not considered appropriate, and so "better" terms were created to help the community get along. "Alterhuman" was created because otherkin and therians and plurals and fictionkin etc etc were all fighting each other over terminology. Back then I barely ever saw anti-endo sentiments - I'm sure they existed, but not nearly like they do now. I'm not surprised people are trying to use starseeds being listed in the alterhuman coining post that I wrote in a frustrated huff listing any communities I could think of off the top of my head as I went to close tumblr for the night and go do my homework as a way to excise people - that sort of aggressive "us vs them"-ism was bound to crop up anyways.
I suppose, to those who are using the inclusion of starseeds to be exclusionary, maybe consider the following discussion questions:
What was the social landscape of what we now call the alterhuman community like at the time of the post's publishing?
What do you think the author's intention was when listing a wide range of communities and ideas, and do you think that the list was meant to be exhaustive, complete, or otherwise?
Why might a 19 year old college student not be aware of the intricacies of a till-then non-unified collection of identities?
Do you think my friends being scared of experiencing violence when existing in public while visibly Jewish is equivocal to someone saying they think they have more than one person in their head even though a doctor didn't give them the OK to think that?
Actually forget all the other discussion questions and answer the last one. If you answer wrong, I will become the evil alter.
Anyways. Back to you, who asked: Thank you for asking and I hope that maybe sheds some context on the post!
if ur not dying then that dragon is NOT biting you it is showing affection/being playful/exhibiting grooming behavior. let it nip u with its teefies. and be grateful!!
In particular, “eastern”. When people thought of eastern dragon, they thought only of the East Asian serpentine chimeric sort that’s tied to water and wind, benevolent and deific.
But wait! People don’t seem to know or acknowledge, but that also have differences!
In China, the *long* dragon have **5** toes, Korea, the *yong* has **4**, and Japanese’s *ryuu/tatsu* has **3**!!
There are winged dragon in eastern culture, for example, yinglong from Chinese, Hai-Riyo from Japanese.
Did you know Naga is consider dragon or draconic?
Please do your research and remember dragon diversity!
- star dragons traversing the milky way, trailing star matters behind.
- slime dragon slithering across undergrowth, popping back up in various shape.
- mirage dragon going in and out of focus, blink and it is gone.
- snow dragon with their soft snow fluff, are those fine fur, or actual snow on them?
- dragons that have horns blossoming, stationary, large as mountains, and the flower petals flowing in the wind on top of their slumpering forms.
- massive creature of the depth, you can only watch as the giant eye open to stare. And as you back up, more and more of the creature came into form, a draconic behemoth with too long a body, glowing luminences trailing down the length of its body as if breathing.
- Sitting atop the ruins is a chimeric creature, with snake tail, massive wings, poweful arms, and a humanoid head. The dragon deity that guards this place.
- A bunch of tiny dragons scuttling about like little menance. Toppling pots and plants, small enough they can be scoop up with mugs, but far too fast.
- dragons that float around like balloons, the wings are but decorations.
- It’s hard to tell the matter this long serpentine dragons is made of, light particle dancing across it’s many scales? feathers? spikes?
- dragons, various shape and sizes, features and traits, unimaginable, limitless, diverse and expansive
dropping the therian label because it has become "too watered down!!!" only perpetuates the issue by suggesting that any other identity is more valid/serious but ok
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dropping the therian label because it has become "too watered down!!!" only perpetuates the issue by suggesting that any other identity is more valid/serious but ok
dropping the therian label because it has become "too watered down!!!" only perpetuates the issue by suggesting that any other identity is more valid/serious but ok
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