having undiagnosed adhd was fucking hilarious iβd be likeΒ βhey you know that feeling when you get into something so hard you canβt think about literally anything else and it consumes all your higher brain functions to the point where itβs almost viscerally frustrating and your life has begun to center around this one topic or piece of media and itβs also the only way you can experience joy most of the time and all your emotions are tied up in it to some degree and now itβs part of your identity until suddenly itβs not and you feel horrible and alone and understimulated and itβs kind of the worst but thatβs just showbiz ainβt itβ and everybody would be like what the fuck? NO?????? and i would just be like. Huh! Wacky! and keep on livin igΒ
