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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 외모지상주의 | Lookism (Webcomic) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kang Dagyeom | DG/Yuk Seongji Characters: Kang Dagyeom | DG Additional Tags: james lee centric, seongji is in this but he’s just a fantasy, Canon-Typical Violence, Eating Disorders, Masochism, james is an unhinged freak and there’s no other way to describe it, Masturbation, how unethical is it for james to fantasize about a dead man hurting and killing him, no beta we die like. seongji, Painful Sex, but not described for long Summary:

Sometimes, James wonders what death might feel like.

It’s not often, or even purposeful. It’s the sort of thing that creeps up on him every once in a while, like the itching sensation in your throat when you’re about to catch a cold, or the ache of an old scar that tells you the season is changing. He goes through the motions of the life he’s carved out for himself, clawed his way to the top with his bare hands until he bled from the tips of his fingers, and the sweet fantasy of it all ending sings to him within his mind, stuck in his head on loop like his pop songs on the radio.

Sometimes, James thinks about him.

or,

last song: you rock my world by michael jackson..i watched the michael movie yesterday and ive been listening to his music all day..got reminded of this song via an edit and remembered how much i love it

favorite color: pink i love pink it’s my favorite of all time!! nearly everything in my room is pink i was just changing my layout on steam so that everything was pink and matching lol

currently watching: i don’t really watch anime or shows </3 there are some exceptions of course (i was in a chokehold watching jjba and gachiakuta) but for whatever reason i typically lose interest really quick when i watch things i guess i like to go at my own pace like i usually read very fast. (and get up every 10-15 mins to pace and think of what i just read and Live Post) so it feels too slow ? my attention span is awful bruh. ANYWAY im going to rewatch dragon ball super !! soon..

current obsession: petscop has been on my mind since i did my yearly rewatch in january it drives me nuts. guys you should watch petscop it’s great it won’t ruin your life (It Ruined My Life) lookism of course will be one of my obsessions forever i’m gonna be in my nineties reading this awful manhwa which will still be continuing with no new information about daniel’s second body. also blue lock which i think is obvious if you look at my posts LOL oomfs said months ago i would enjoy it and they were correct

last google search: ‘how to see someone’s wish list on steam if their recent activity is private’ i was trying to buy my brother a game for his birthday but this loser turned his recent activity off for whatever reason smh

currently working on: Too Many Things. a handful of blue lock fics that are more concepts than anything else because i still don’t have enough grasp on the characters or context for a lot of things LMAOO so i basically have Ideas of a fic..some bare bones concepts that appeared to me in midnight that i thought would be funny and also a series of anti tropes featuring blue lock duos..other than that the recent ones have been a fic about belle helping paul pack all his stuff up and talking about their childhood (petscop) as well as a long ass story about rainer’s entire life (also petscop). gauel and bomi having a sleepover in which they do normal things like pillow fights and paint their nails and talk about boys and Kiss. sorry that was long LOL

current phone background: lock screen is my two cats standing in the exact same position side by side looking out the door. home screen is a random background of solid brown with these cute drawn flowers in lighter shades of brown all over that i found on pinterest that i haven’t changed since i got this phone.