where is the love song for pathetic people like us

theres a tiny little hole in my fav sweatshirt and i wanna sew a cool little patch to mend it but im so scared to fuck it up bc it was my friends sweatshirt and that was one of the things of theirs i kept when they passed away so i can never get it again... plus ive tried to google the shirt to find a duplicate and i literally cant find it online. its a patd shirt so i thought there would be pics of that exact one but nope. i cant even remember completely how they got it and i cant ask them obvs.

its so unfair that i only had today and tomorrow to relax before another full week of things but the fucking power had been out all day so i cant even enjoy it >:(

i went to the dentist yesterday and my upper lip/right below my noise is still kind numb.....

im so tired of feeling like this...