Putting the term "Catholic guilt" on a high shelf where fandom can't reach it until everyone learns how to identify characters who are very very clearly coded as Protestant.
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Putting the term "Catholic guilt" on a high shelf where fandom can't reach it until everyone learns how to identify characters who are very very clearly coded as Protestant.

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One thing I really like about Beverly Engel's book It Wasn't Your Fault, which is about PTSD-induced toxic shame, is that quite a bit of it deals with people who haven't broken The Cycle of Abuse (TM) and have gone on to hurt others. That's a really underserved and vulnerable patient population, and statistically, it's also MASSIVE. I don't think I've read a single other self-help type book on PTSD and self-loathing that confronts the possibility that you're exactly as bad as you think you are.
I felt better that it so much as mentioned that children can react to abuse with ungovernable rage. Everybody likes the image of PTSD patients as internalizing everything and becoming doormats, which does happen, and often, but it's not the only narrative. Personally I've always hated my abusers and have always wanted everyone who so much as breathed wrong in my direction from ages 0 to 18 to burn eternally in hell. I *never* thought any of it was my fault and ever since I was a toddler I was willing to make it everybody else's problem, and it's really relieving to read a clinical perspective that acknowledges that abuse victims can act that way too.
It's wild to me that its such a neglected subset of abuse victims. Its really common. When I still lived with my parents and was still subjected to my father every fucking day I would lash out terribly at my mother, to the point when i went to visit them for years afterwards she was afraid I would lash out again. We've worked it out, I'm a much better person when I'm not regularly subjected to mental and emotional abuse, but like, its just so common.
I think it must be, at least partially, because, people hate the imperfect victim. Its easy for so many people to sympathize with someone who never lashed out. Less so for people to sympathize with people who are angry and lash out. Even though its a perfectly sensible reaction to being hurt over and over. I'm sure most people would like to think they would simply never.
I don't think this is the whole reason, but, I think it plays into it.
Similarly, thereās a narrative of, you cannot experience grief over having fucked up. That if you are hurting because you caused harm, because you were the cause of harm, that youāre not allowed to grieve, because you āearned your sorrow. You deserve to bottle it up and to hurt for the bad things you have done,ā
Which is punitive logic. Itās copthink. Which is bad.
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In fact, you can actually give yourself trauma over fucking up too badly and doing, witnessing, or failing to prevent something evil that goes against your morals; for instance, if you steal your mother's life savings due to drug addiction, kill a civilian during a military operation (please do not join the military), or became abusive because you didn't have the tools and skills yet to handle BPD. In the field of psychology this is called "moral injury" or "perpetrator trauma."
These pescatarian birds are directly exposed to PFAS contamination due to the island's position near the St. Lawrence Seaway.
Over fifty years of data show a peak in PFAS (also known as "forever chemicals") content in seabird eggs in the 90s, followed by a decrease as regulations went into effect. The most recent findings show a 70% decrease of most common PFAS.
While continued vigilance a regulation is needed, this data indicates that regulations are working to reduce PFAS concentrations in marine ecosystems.
Yes!!!! I did a review of literature on PFASs in human drinking water about half a year ago, and there is a lot of really good progress! Please celebrate this, please don't let this solution be forgotten (at least so quickly) as the ozone layer or acid rain.
We are making genuine progress! Producers are dramatically altering how much they use PFAS and how much gets released in effluent, but also there's a lot better understanding of how to remove PFAS from the environment!
Environmental problems CAN BE SOLVED.
just. please know. that giffing scenes like that is a fucking nightmare labor of love.
to wit:
bottom's the raw capture, middle's just flat curve correction to make the footage visible, top is the final coloring with /counts seven adjustment layers to add back in Literally Anything But Yellow
every giffer i know does it out of love for the game, but for the record it's not... easy. it's not just slapping the footage in a cap grabber and posting whatever it spits out. "professional" lighting and color grading has only gotten waaay murkier and flatter in the fifteen years i've been giffing on here, so uh. don't repost gifs, please!
I thought the bottom was a black bar. I didn't even realize that was footage.
Everyone say thank you to your neighbourhood GIF maker! Giffers are so important to the fannish ecosystem, but to so many people the amount of work involved invisible.
Reblog to save a duck
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Itās getting to be that time of year where more people are going outside to parks and stuff so i thought it would a good idea to reblog this again
Once I was feeding some ducks from a bag of birdseed I brought with me, and this woman next to me looked so confused and asked what I was feeding them
When I said it was birdseed she just went āoh- can they actually eat that? Is that safe?ā
I didnt know how to respond like, at all, so I just pointed at the duck and said ābirdā
She then had a look on her face like a new groove was just forcibly carved in her brain and said softly āoh my fucking godā

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Iāve had tumblr for 4 years but some of you bitches have had it for a decade. Itās time to seek penance
wait Iām curious now . Reblog this with how long uāve been on tumblr for. Dating back to ur oldest blog ever !!!
If you're comfortable accusing anyone of faking disability, you're not a real ally to disabled people
One time when I was a kid a group of girls and I had to treat another student for hypothermia by ourselves because she had so many invisible health issues that the adults we asked for help didn't believe us. The student in question was actively hallucinating. When I finally ran for help the people I grabbed were slow as shit to respond, casually joking about how "dramatic" the person in question was.
The kid was picked up by an ambulance 30 minutes later.
Now as an adult working in security I get SO MANY folks- upper-middle aged mostly- coming to me to 'rat out' people they think are faking it.
I was once sent into a bathroom because a client demanded that the "fucker won't get out, so go drag them out"- I was NEVER going to do that, so I did a wellness check instead. You know who it was? A person recently released from the hospital after a car accident. They had a hole in their skull and major hearing loss. They couldn't answer the owner because they couldn't HEAR the owner.
Another time about a homeless man who got around town by kicking the ground from his wheelchair. "You know he doesn't actually need that thing, his legs work fine, it's just for pity points"- Oh, so he's not paralyzed, his wheelchair is performative? Funny story Dale, I actually know that guy, he was backed over by a truck and has chronic pain from his shattered pelvis. But sure, let's make him stand up and walk everywhere so nobody feels too bad for him and tries to help him or something.
"She doesn't need that scooter, I've seen her get out of it."
"Look how fat he is, because he just rides around and refuses to get up."
"She doesn't really need that cane- she comes here without it all the time"
Sincerely, truly, from the bottom of my heart- as someone who isn't physically disabled but hears this shit all the time- fuck off
Can someone explain to me why they rolled the producer rolls for the play twice?
As I recall from the episode: They get ready for the day. Brennan calls for the producer rolls from Hal, and explains that any unrolled D20s can be reclaimed as D12 inspiration. Liam rolls two D4s and gets a four. He then gets two rerolls, theyāre all the same number, and his final total is a 23.
Itās good, but not great. The actors are competent, but also worried about the Creed and their defiance. Then Murray gets the fairies to distract the Creed members, Hal goes to the production booth and starts augmenting the illusion magics, he casts enhance ability on Lash, and then he levels up.
And then Brennan calls for producer rolls from Hal. And Liam rolls 2d4 and gets a four. His base score is higher now because his scores went up because he leveled up. Brennan explains that he gets to use his unused rerolls as d12 inspiration dice, but he does it more hurriedly and at a different point in the explanation, but very much like this is the first time heās said it. Liam rolls better, I think it was like a 36? Everyone cheers, and the ritual is successful.
What. Happened. What was that. Why did he roll the producer rolls twice? They literally used the first set as a major narrative point. And then he got to do them again, and Brennan REEXPLAINED as if he hadnāt done it the first time.
I wouldnāt accuse them of scripting, but mostly because I would assume their production is too good to have scripted something and then left in BOTH takes where they use a mechanic (or someone would have caught that they wrote someone using a one-time mechanic twice in the same scene). So then why did they roll the production rolls twice?
It canāt even be a second roll for the second act ā one, because the scene where the ritual takes place is the end of act one, and two because since Hal is based on Shakespeare I assume his plays are period-typical 5 acts, and I donāt think theyāre going to ask for three more rolls. (And I also caught that for the first half of the Lash ability enhancement with the āsing!ā command, Brennan started narrating a musical or opera, but he switched to a speech by the end ā which he called a soliloquy even though he said it was between two characters on stage, so⦠no? I guess it could be one person soliloquizing to the audience between dialogue beats, but that wasnāt what it sounded like he was trying to depict.) So it couldnāt have been a āone roll per actā when the second roll also applied to act 1.
But like. Did I miss something important? Did Brennan say that Liam got to do a reroll because of the level up? If so, why did he explain the rules as if it were the first time theyād been said? If Brennan forgot and accidentally asked for the producer rolls twice, why did no one call him out on it? Did I fuck up and it was always supposed to be two rolls? Because it definitely seemed like it was set up to be THE important, consequential roll of that arc.
I am. Confusion.
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STEAL A MAN OFF THE GROUND I SAID MOTHMAN
been sort of obsessively combing through articles and websites and resources about top surgery and recovery more and more as I gear up to My Big Day and while I hate to report I may have gotten through most of the scientifically rigorous and reputable sites I am at least, now, stumbling over some of the funnier AI generated slop images i've ever seen in my quest for Patient Information
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not to be insensitive but some of the salem witch trials were so funny bitches like āi saw her at the devils sacrament!!!ā girl... what were YOU doing at the devils sacrament š
happy birthday devils sacrament. i wish you were never born
as a chemist i would like to say BWAHAHAHAHAHA
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its a bit easier for astronomers
NO! Whereās the non-metals and metaloids?!
are they hydrogen or helium
oxygen, carbon, sulfur, xenon, iodine, neon, etc etc.
ooo okay i see the confusion. you're listing off a bunch of metals there
ā¦. Youāre breaking my chemistry nerd brain. Hhhuuuhhhh???
im an astrophysicist
but but, science is science?!
and different fields of science have different conventions and definitions for their unique contexts
"Love/sex is what makes us human" Wrong. It's the obsession with rectangles. look around you and count the number of rectangles you see.
#looked up and thought āthat canāt be hardā#and then my eyes widened with horror as I realized the sheer number of rectangles everywhere#Iām . Iām horrified
It's a good shape!
tom nook is NOT a landlord!!! he is a construction worker! he SELLS you a WHOLE HOUSE! He is not CHARGING YOU however many bells a month to live there! You PURCHASE a HOME that he BUILDS FOR YOU and then you PAY HIM FOR HIS SERVICE. He charges no interest he sets no time limit it is a relationship built on trust. the only penalty you get for not paying off your home is that he won't build more home until you pay him for the first one. A guy that builds you a house wherever you want him to and then charges you for the cost of construction is not a landlord you own the fucking home
He is, however, in the mafia
if you live in {Not USA} and you make a tumblr post even slightly referencing what time it is where you live you will literally always have to deal with the "lucky 10 thousand" who dont fucking know what a time zone is
some people live places where summer autumn winter and spring do not exist like they do in the northern and southern hemispheres. which is why those tags say "not northern hemisphere". to include people who live on the equator. welcome to the lucky 10 thousand!
hi hi! I understand your scepticism, but I lived Here for half a decade:
and nnno we don't call it "winter" when it's december even though we're TECHNICALLY in the northern hemisphere. because it is 35+ degrees during december and 35+ degrees during july and 35+ degrees every other time of the year as well. so it doesn't really make sense to reference the typical northern/southern seasons when you live right on the equator!
we DO reference seasons as a CONCEPT but it wasn't summer/autumn/winter/spring. it was wet season/dry season. that's it.
[ID: Tags. #and god forbid you live in [not norther hemisphere] and mention what season it is
Second reblog. tags. #i like the implication that there are multiple other hemispheres #<- prev I know right #do we have posters from mars or something?
A map of 13 countries lying on the equator. Kiribati. Indonesia. Maldives. Somalia. Kenya. Uganda. Democratic republic of Congo. Congo. Gabon. SĆ£o TomĆ© and PrĆncipe. Brazil. Colombia. Ecuador.
Third reblog. Tags. #ehhh that last bit feels like a stretch. #do people in equatorial places really not even reference seasons like just as a way to break up the year?
A map with a circle indicating part of Indonesia, Malaysia and Singapore. /end ID]
To be fair, unless you're actually on the equator itself, like one foot on one side and the other on the other side, you are in either the northern or southern hemisphere, even if you're in the tropics where spring/summer/fall/winter don't really have any relevance
a fun cultural difference is in mongolia one of the go-to questions folks ask foreigners is "how many seasons are there where you're from?" they are in the northern hemisphere and have four seasons, but absolutely do not assume other places are the same. and US and european tourists consistently show their ass by acting like that's a stupid question.
i live in the southern US now, and while we do have distinctive summer and winter, the insistence that everyone has the same four seasons as europe really breaks people's awareness of and appreciation for the land around them. it makes me a little sad when the coffee shop nearby puts in seasonal window decals that show somebody else's seasons. why show colorful oak leaves for fall, when our live oaks shed their leaves in the spring? and yet people here keep insisting that everyone has to have The Same Four Seasons
Iāve lived in two countries that have two seasons ā Costa Rica and (Southern) Vietnam. From what I observed, their calendars are oriented to Spring Summer Winter Fall due to colonialism (VN gets a double dose because its secondary calendar is Chinese and ALSO has four seasons.)
But in daily life? Itās dry or itās rainy. You have to choose your clothes and especially your footwear based on if itās dry or rainy. If you forget your raincoat when itās dry then youāll almost certainly be fine but if itās rainy youāre SOL. By the end of dry season youāre begging for a drop of water to keep the dust on the ground instead of in your eyes, and then a month later youāre realizing that you now have six more months of rain, which somehow always happens to be right when youāre heading to work on important days and right when youāre meeting friends on your days off. (Unless youāre on the Caribbean coast of CR, then you get a few dry reprieves from rainy season, iirc because of the rain shadow of the mountains?)
So yes. In most of the Northern Hemisphere right now we have settled into Summer ā except for the really northern places that are just finishing up Spring. And anywhere tropical thatās a month into rainy season. Or anywhere that has different seasons. And then in the Southern Hemisphere itās starting to be true winter ā thatās why so many knitters from AU/AO/ZA/South America are working on winter knits now. Because itās winter. Because itās JUNE and thatās wintertime in those regions, for the most part.
I mean. Most people seem to be able to acknowledge that itās usually āhotā in a Texas summer at 40C, but āhotā in a Scottish summer at 25C. Now expand that understanding to everywhere else. We donāt have the same climates across any large REGION, much less the entire planet. Like, I challenge you: pick a city in another country right now and look at the time and temperature. Just to get an idea. You know what the weather is outside right now where you are ā match that to another place on the globe and try to internalize that there are people there at this exact moment experiencing (probably) something completely different. Engage in intentional sonder for like 5 minutes. Itās good for the soul.

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That Zone of Truth is as bullshit as the black bolt that killed her.
OTTO YOU MOTHERFUCKER
I FUCKING KNEW THAT OTTO WAS WORKING WITH PRIMUS
HIS ACTIONS HAVE ONLY MADE SENSE FROM THAT PERSPECTIVE
KILLING THE SERVANT WITH INFO. SUMMONING THE TWINS. CAPTURING THE ROYCE CARAVANS. MAKING HIS NEPHEW IN CHARGE OF THE POLICE INVESTIGATIONS.
YOU FUCKER.
Okay the double cross I can respect.
Primus thought that the first half was going as rehearsed and planned. And then Otto got his hands on the candle and realized he could make a real power move and take out Tachonis.
Still pissed at Otto, but thatās a damn good double cross.