* mostly music *

So if your mom is my mom and my dad is your dad… and we're both born on October 11th, then you and I are… like… sisters. Sisters? We're like twins!

david bowie, 1974.

Thanks, Anon!

MAY 17th, 1971: RAM IS RELEASED

❝ Ladies and gentlemen, this is an album from a long, long time ago, when the world was different. This is an album that is part of my history – it goes back to the wee hills of Scotland where it was formed. It’s an album called RAM. It reminds me of my hippie days and the free attitude with which was created. I hope you’re going to like it, because I do! ❞

Genre: indie pop, psychedelia SIDE ONE: 1. Too Many People                                2. 3 Legs                                  3. Ram On                    4. Dear Boy                    5. Uncle Albert/Admiral Halsey                    6. Smile Away SIDE TWO: 1. Heart of the Country                     2. Monkberry Moon Delight                     3. Eat at Home                     4. Long Haired Lady                     5. Ram On (Reprise)                     6. The Back Seat of My Car

PAUL: Linda and I were travelling through Scotland, heading north from Glasgow. As I’m driving, I’m just thinking. Linda often used to say she can see my brain working, my face would get a look on it and it’d be just filing through ideas. And I just hit upon the word ‘ram’. It’s strong, it’s a male animal, and then there is the idea of ‘ramming’, you know, pushing forward strongly. 

⊱  The cover photo was Linda’s and the surrounding border was something I did. It was all very homemade and quirky, but I think that added to the charm of it. I remember when we were doing the layout for the gatefold, we put a little piece of grass from the garden and stuck it on. There were all sorts of little things that just came from our lifestyle at that moment. […] when we went to Scotland, we had a very free, sort of hippie lifestyle. It meant I could sit around in the kitchen in the little farmhouse we lived in, with the kids running around and me just with my guitar, making up anything I fancied. 

⊱  I’d been serious long enough with the Beatles, and I wanted to see if I could do something that played more into my love of the surreal. As far as art’s concerned, I probably like modern art more than traditional art. […] For me, it manifested itself in things like “Monkberry Moon Delight” or “3 Legs”. They were slightly wacky; it was nice having an opportunity to do that rather than having to write for someone else’s preconceived notion.

Being diagnosed means that you finally can see why you have always acted in this certain way, and not only could you change your habits, avoid certain thing that harm you, and take medication to improve your state in life, but also find a community that feels the way you have for years and accept you, and others, for who you and they are.

Being undiagnosed on the other hand is a BRUTAL experience. you are expected to do so much as a seemingly neurotypical person, that you know you cannot do, but are unsure of why. For all your life you were always alone or constantly bullied and yelled at since people see you as an outcast, and even you yourself are confused and ashamed about why you act this way, and could lead into much more serious actions like self harm or ever suicide.

Happy Birthday #DaveGahan of #DepecheMode

Duran Duran, 1983