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does anyone perhaps know where to watch water rises on? i tried everything. it literally is nowhere but for sure someone must have it??

"i realised he was a greater comfort than i ever could be. maybe that's a silly observation, but i was only 18."

"i tried to be the moon, turns out I'm the sun."

when billie eilish said:

"And you say, 'As long as I'm here

No one can hurt you

Don't wanna lie here

But you can learn to

If I could change

The way that you see yourself

You wouldn't wonder why you hear

So ever since I started watching marvel when I was 13 Loki has been my comfort character because of how much I related to him.

When I watched thunderbolts for the first time, I really related to Bob but I didn't think too much of it. It was only in the last few weeks that it really clicked how much he actually is like me.

I see myself in him so clearly I can't even describe it.

He literally is me.

At first I felt a little sad about thinking that I relate to Bob more than to Loki since Loki has been with me for the past 5 years and he's so special to me, but what occurred to me is that I should embrace this change.

I should embrace Bob now becoming my comfort character, see it as a sign of growth. I changed so much in the past 5 years, I lived so much and experienced so much, lost and gained.

So I don't think "replacing" Loki, my comfort character, with Bob as my new comfort character is a bad thing.

Because Loki will forever hold a special place in my heart and he's my favourite character ever, and I love him so much.