we could be enough

when i first found out about one direction i must have watched 800 youtube compilations of their best/funniest moments in a single day, i was literally twitching, my face hurt from smiling, and my legs had red marks from my laptop burning through my flesh it was the most amazing day of my life.

as far as we know, niall was the last of the boys to see liam alive and i can't... i can't imagine how he must be feeling right now. the thoughts running through his head. doubts, guilt, anger. there's an inherent responsibility that comes with being The Last to see someone alive. because everyone looks to you for the answers of what the person was like before they passed. if they seemed different, sounded different, etc. and niall wasn't the very last person to see liam alive. but he's still the one with answers to questions that so many people have and i just. i can't imagine how awful that must feel. i hope he's treating himself gently 💔

that line in best song ever “i hope you’ll remember how we danced” hits me like a truck every time and it makes me so sad but also really happy because like we all know that one direction were always such terrible terrible dancers but despite that they always got up on stage and did their own thing and just had fun and tbh i’m going to remember every single moment i’ve shared with them for the rest of my life and like as trivial as that line seems it means the world to me

as someone who is never on tumblr anymore i just wanted to say that this was the first place i ran to last night when i read the news. but i was in such a shock that i had no idea what to say, so i just read everyone's posts while trying to process. and still today i have no idea what to say. i still can't believe it. so i just wanted to send all my love to you guys, please take care of yourselves and each other. i love you 🤍

We were supposed to be mourning our 1D boys in our 80s. Not now. I’m speechless.

I feel so fucking lucky to have been shaped into the person I am today by One Direction. 2024 me does not exist as I am today, without them. How lucky am I to have be changed by them. I’m here today on this tumblr, with all of you- friends, mutuals, strangers- because of them. One Direction will always be woven into the fabric of my memories, experiences and dreams. That is a truth that cannot change. I am so so lucky to have loved them and be loved by so many of you because of them. Wow.

some of you never woke up after heart transplant surgery and discovered that your boyfriend, zayn malik, had been the donor and it shows