Eleven's "choice" between Mike and Kali is an illusion (Or: a thematic reading of ST, S5 Vol 1 & 2)
If you’ve ever read this article, you may agree with the idea that Eleven is an allegorical character representing Mike and Will’s homosexual love. If we bring Kali and Will into that equation, then you could argue that their connection to the Abyss, and therefore their powers, becomes a representation of the marginalization and instrumentalization of queer love.
Just like Eleven, Kali and Will have been used by their abusers over and over again and then thrown into lives on the margins (Kali and Eleven living in hiding, Will in the closet and reduced to “Zombie Boy”). Kali represents the despair of living under never-ending repression, while Will represents queer connection that refuses to back down.
If that is the case, then Henry himself represents the moment when trauma replaces intimacy, when power and fear replace love, and when survival requires the eradication of vulnerability.
Henry is the first to be instrumentalized, but he is also the first to internalize the logic of that exploitation. He represents what happens when marginalization curdles into a self-annihilating ideology, when love is perceived as weakness. That is what Camazotz really is: Henry’s ideological weapon.
Camazotz, a labyrinth of infinite memories, is not about the past. It is a prison that denies a future.
It represents the psychic and social structures imposed on marginalized people, where there are only three options:
In Mezoamerican mithology, Camazotz is a god or spirit associated with darkness, the underworld and sacrifice. It represents both the terror of death and the ability to heal and spiritual transformation, acting as a bridge between life and death.
Through Vecna’s Camazotz, trauma is made inescapable, identity is reduced to wounds, and memory replaces possibility. Henry traps his victims into who they were hurt into being but Max manages to heal her grief and shame and escapes, she crosses the bridge/portal/exit/gate/door and comes back to life.
And that’s when Max awakening through her connection with Lucas makes sense: “All I needed was you.” By putting Lumax back together, the story is saying that love and connection are the only escape. The only exit.
Therefore, Henry using Will and the other children (trapped in Camazotz) represents thematic repetition: trauma reproduces when it goes unbroken. Henry does not invent the cycle, but he perpetuates it. He becomes both victim and enforcer.
Holly, for her part, represents the new generation that can open new portals/possibilities, the one that finds the key to escape Camazotz, to break the cycle: M marks the spot.
And Mike is the key (path to freedom/exit) for both Will and Eleven, because El is not only an allegorical character, she’s also her own person/agent. That’s why Eleven being the perfect copy of Henry, and refusing to be used like him to perpetuate the cycle is so important. But then, does that mean she has to die?
Well, that’s where Kali (the illusion of the trickster) comes in.
Under this framework, it becomes clear that the “choice” between Kali’s suicidal mission and Mike’s “childish,” waterfall-filled future is not really about Eleven choosing Mike or dying. Instead, it mirrors two familiar traditions in queer storytelling (ones we recognize immediately because we’ve seen them over and over again):
Kali represents the tragic queer narrative: the belief that queer love can never be free, will always be oppressed, and therefore the only way to reclaim control is through sacrifice, by making death “mean something,” by becoming a warning. “See, Michael? See what happens?”. This is the kind of story where queerness is allowed to be visible only to demonstrate the cruelty of the system that oppresses it. Assimilate or perish. Tragedy makes queers palatable. Kali may believe she is fighting the system, but she is a trickster. It’s an illusion caused by despair. In reality, she is forced conformity itself because tragedy only reinforces the same structures of oppression.
Mike’s option of “running away together to a better place where no one can find us” belongs to a different but equally limiting tradition: queer exile. In the “we can live, but only somewhere else” ending, love survives, but invisible, silenced, off-camera, unnamed. It’s safer than martyrdom but still treating queer love as something that cannot exist openly without consequences. This choice is even more forced conformity if you read Eleven as an allegorical character. If Mike is repressing his feelings for Will, then Eleven functions as a substitute: a socially acceptable container for feelings he cannot yet name and will never be able to act on.
Now, to talk about naming that love, we have to talk about Will.
As we see at the beginning of Season 5, Will is the survivor. He survives the violation that Henry could not transcend, but he refuses to become the system that hurt him, even when Henry uses him again and again for that purpose. By accepting himself and finding love, Will can reframe his pain and fear.
When Will takes power from Vecna to save his loved ones, he stops being “Zombie Boy,” as Henry wants him to be, and becomes his rebuttal. In Shock Jock Will manipulates Vecna, he uses him back!
Will becoming the master of puppets is him becoming the author. “It’s our story and it starts with getting Will back”. Will then escapes the hive mind with the help of Eleven and then refuses to be used by Vecna again by coming out to… half of Hawkings, I guess. (But it’s thematic guys! I think… honesty and all that). In volume one we see Will reframing his own memories as strength to become the Sorcerer. (That’s why it matters. His ability to love in spite of his pain is innate – insert Harry Potter reference here – ).
Of course, we also know, from basic narrative structure, that this alone won’t be enough to defeat Vecna. Because accepting ourselves and speaking our truth is not enough: the systems of oppression are still in place.
That’s where Byler comes in.
Mike accepting and reciprocating Will’s feelings is not a romantic twist: it is the moment when the story finally rejects conformity as survival and replaces it with truth as freedom. (Real queer representation. God I can only hope.)
With Jancy’s breakup, we see the same logic at work: they are honest with themselves and with each other, and that honesty stabilizes reality. The lab stops melting! Accepting themselves fully, despite the fear of loss and the pressure to conform into a miserable marriage, is what saves them. The same logic applies to Dustin asking for connection from Steve instead of pushing him away. Again: leaving trauma behind and choosing connection and love, just not romantic love.
If Mike is indeed a gay boy with internalized homophobia, then his relationship with Eleven is an attempt to be normal, to follow the script (text). Eleven is used once again to carry displaced feelings; Will carries longing alone; Mike lives split between truth and performance.
Mike choosing Will, and Will defeating Vecna through an overload of power (‘it overloads the system’… electrifies it… you see?), marks the end of instrumentalization. Queer love is no longer hidden inside a heteronormative structure. Love and connection allow the children to escape Camazotz by stopping the repetition of repression and abuse.
That’s why you cannot face Vecna while carrying self-hatred or self-doubt. You have to be honest first. Honesty with oneself to be able to love and connect with others is the show’s ultimate counter-force to Vecna’s ideology. Vecna thrives on repression, abuse, memory loops, denial, and the belief that love is weakness or danger. Mike naming his love breaks all of it.
This is about choosing truth over conformity, where, for Mike, love is truth.
So if Mike accepts that he is in love with Will, and this becomes the key to defeating Vecna (severing the connection to the Abyss and causing Eleven, Will, and Kali to lose their powers, as we suspect will happen), then Eleven no longer has to carry the symbolic weight of being an instrument for every authority figure in her life. Dr. Kay and her faction of the government can be destroyed alongside Dr. Brenner’s files on how to create the wormhole.
Then Eleven, Will, and Kali losing their powers is not a loss at all. It is liberation! It’s the exit!
The three of them stop being useful to systems that exploit their difference. They become ordinary. Human. Free. Symbolically, queer love is no longer treated as a Stranger Thing.
That is the real non-conformity here: not dying for love, not fleeing/hiding for it, but refusing the idea that queer love must either die or exist only in the margins.
(I apologize for any errors; English is not my first language.)