gumi . ren . kerosene . hester . sephy || they / any
osc blog: @solar93-osc
stimboard blog: @star-stimz
incorrect quotes blog: @osc-incorrect-quotes
bah blog: @canary-bah
identity hoard blog: @keros-identity-hoard
headcanons blog: @sfth-headcanons
silly oc art blog: @drawing-ocs-for-fun
roleplay / ask blogs: [꒰ა✤໒꒱]
13-17yrs || mcyt + musicals fixated || no DNI
whoops that's a lot of the muse: an original musical blinkies
♥︎ • here you will find ;
-> fandoms (ignore how I stole this from my bah blog)
-> my fanfics
-> The Helter Skelter Post
-> all sfth rp blogs
> I sometimes reblog fandoms I don't really know because the art is really good . sorry .
> you can just see whatever the fuck here sorry not sorry actually . this blog is soup
♥︎ • I also have 2 main personal tags ;
-> #raven's rambles for my text posts
-> #spectre's scribbles for any drawings
> will also have #solar93 [oc name] for any ocs that happen to show up :D
♥︎ • misc ;
-> no DNI , but pro-endo , pro-contradictory labels , and peacefic
-> you probably shouldn't follow me for one fandom alone . I mean . you can if you want . but if I suddenly get hyperfixated on something else you will be subjected to it
-> fan of heavy angst and whump . if you are triggered by that stuff ( particularly whump ) you might not want to follow ! I will try and add tws though :D /info
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going over to my minimalist girlfriend’s house and she apologizes profusely for the mess and there’s just a single perfect, fresh pea on the floor of her living room
i deserve a medal for this post. not because i was particularly funny but because i survived an onslaught of nearly one hundred gimmick blogs in the wake of this post popping off, and the fact that i didn’t try to track any of them down and snuff them out with my bare hands is a testament to my immeasurable strength and should be rewarded. at one point i had “the official letter h” add on to this post. you wanna know that blog’s gimmick? the really funny and original and worthwhile gimmick the official letter h blog had? yep you guessed it they just gave me the god damned letter H and then fucked off. only jesus knows the suffering i endured over that harsh winter, and he wept for me
if you reblog this post, nothing will happen and it will not dictate anything about you, because posts saying "reblog or youre [insert bad thing here]" or "reblog if you support [___]" are not only insanely shitty, but also dictate nothing about your morality.
reblogging something does not make you a good person, not reblogging something does not make you a bad person. ok? ok.
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you know what? fuck it, man. the world is held in the fists of people who like to break things. at this point i’m saying who gives a shit. wear that victorian dress you don’t have an excuse for. dress up like a witch, pointed hat and all. who cares anymore. why worry about it when there’s bigger stuff to worry on. i’m saying. yeah, this lipstick is too dark, wanna share? i’m saying go talk to her, tell her that you like her hair. i’m saying she’s out of my league but i’m still swinging, i’m saying yeah i’m in a ballgown and it’s a pta meeting. what about it. eat the extra brownie, tell her your feelings. i’m saying if nothing matters than we might as well give nothing meaning.
#i’m saying if existence is a void at least i’m going down screaming.
it’s been 9 years since i wrote this. i was experiencing 24/7 anxiety so badly that i needed serious medication. these days in the back of my car is an “emergency party box.” when people admit they no longer really celebrate their birthday; i tell them to put the sash on and queue up kesha, we’re going bowling or something. these days i can’t spin around without finding something i am enamored with. these days i list 3 things i’m grateful for before i fall asleep. you’re probably one of them, just by virtue of you existing.
at the time i wrote this, i was suffering through a severe panic attack literally every night. i tortured my brother with constant 2 AM calls just to hear someone else breathing, because i couldn’t be alone in the silence.
i rarely wish i was still 23 even though ironically i had more hope back then. what i can tell you is this: i love the same way, but bigger now. i’ve worn the velvet cape to several business meetings. i spent thursday in a crop top without caring what my stomach looked like.
i told her i like her; i often dress as a witch. i still got glass in my foot this morning. i’ve kissed maybe a thousand people since then and met a million more than that; passing like the shadow of a hammerhead in trains and planes and buses.
i saw you, beloved, there, maybe, on platform in south station. you didn’t speak, but you said: i struggle to give the nothing meaning. the nothing fills up everything. it is just loud and yellowed panicked silence. i can’t stop shaking.
on the roof, birds curl together against the chilled spring wind. the sky outside of the craft store was an iridescent pink. the nothing already had meaning; you are giving it meaning by witnessing.
the act of living, beloved: it’s just decoding how to translate it.
I just got described as an "ad hating commie" by someone because I said a minute of youtube ads is unpleasant. fully spent 5 minutes arguing and defending youtube ads. insane stuff
(person whose toxic trait is manipulating people voice) no one can ever find out that my toxic trait is that I desire Love and Affection and perhaps to be Held Close
*takes a bite of my cigarette*...... heh. the character...... *walks into a small puddle but it swallows me up like the ocean* *i am found dead years later in maine*
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oh this sucks I need to (remembers to make positive affirmations) perform for you now a completely improvised play. it will have never been done before and it will never happen again. it will be oscar award winning, it will be bafta worthy and it will have a beginning, middle and end. and all I need from you now is a title.
realizing a headcanon of yours happens to make an element of canon even more heartbreaking when you hadn't even considered it from that angle previously
[ID from alt: emoji rubbing their hands together and grinning evilly. End ID.]
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so hard not to become the most annoying person on earth if you're a little excitable and just learned a little about a topic literally no one around you has any interest in