and have you changed your life?

trying to get over a crush where it absolutely cannot and will not work out ever but the woman in question is soooo my type and i keep finding things out about her that are so bad for the yearning pining anguished part of my brain. today i learned that she just got a back tattoo of a horse and i felt sick to my stomach because she’s so hot and it’s never going to happen

finished finals i will be the only person living in my apartment for the next many many days (weeks?) only one of my roommates is left & she's leaving in a few hours and im like girl when you go. the scaries are going to SET IN. i am very newly 50% of the way through college being alone rn is a BAD idea.

today is my last day of finals and once i take my last exam today (intermediate microeconomics sigh sigh) i will be DONE with sophomore year of college (and will thus be halfway done with college) which is TERRIFYING! hashtag the days are long but the years fly by