a little gremlin that writes a bit

hi! I’m Sleepy (or Rose) ((but neither are my real name)). I’m 18, nonbinary, and queer. My pronouns are they/them and xe/xem.

this used to be a specific writing blog, but I’ve realized that while I want to post about writing sometimes, I also want to nerd about about stuff on main like God intended…so I will. That’s partially why I’ve been so inactive.

also, housekeeping! Do not follow me or interact with me if you’re a bigot, if you support JKR, and the list can go on. Be a good human!

Okay, some things I’ll talk about:

-life

-being queer

-Dan and Phil

-books

-Tomodachi Life Living The Dream

-writing

-any show I’m watching at the moment

-THE MAGNUS ARCHIVES. IVE MISSED TALKING ABOUT THEM SOOOOOOO MUCH

and much more I can’t think of rn

again, I’m not stoping talking about my writing, I’m just going to be talking about it less and letting myself enjoy tumblr as created. I will also still do tag games! I do have 2 side blogs that I think will slowly go inactive

but they are @eye-motive for podcast related things

and @sleepyrxserambles for reposts

…oh….

Because yes, it is about a psychopathic cannibalistic serial killer therapist chef (I hope I don’t miss any of his titles) and his homoerotic relationship with his patient whose an FBI agent that is trying to catch him which eventually leads to a cat and mouse game and them going off a cliff wrapped in each others arms. And yes, they have a daughter after one of them kills her dad that killed her mom, many girls that look like her, and almost her after she almost bled out on her kitchen floor. And yes, it is absolutely disgusting at times to watch because of the gore.

…but like…but it’s my favorite show…

and Will is one of my favorite characters in fiction

pretend you hired a gremlin or elf or something none human to write your first draft as quickly as possible. And then channel that creature while you are writing it (making it sloppy and just getting the story out)

then when your going back through it, treat it like the creature just hand-delivered it to you and it’s your first time seeing the work you hired them to do

they all look a little ugly, but it’s okay

I based them on fanart, but also a little how I imagine them when listening to the podcast, especially for Tim

I didn’t include/make Elias because I didn’t feel like it :P

Anyways

Gansey is in pink

Blue is in blue (of course and because I was running of options when I got to her)

Noah is in green

Ronan is in black (I almost did purple, but he always wears black)

And Adam is in yellow-orange

Now, idk if that’s very accurate to actual magical girl stuff (the only thing I’ve watched is Sailor Moon) ((and I’m willing to make changes if anyone has any :D))

But it’s fine

….I just…..😏

…..kill my main character…..☺️

……again…..😘

……for fun……🤭

I had thought about it every day…

yay…totally…

it ended how it started…in a garden. It was the ending we were promised in the very beginning.

does anyone understand how long I’ve held on to that? If at least that didn’t happen I would have been PISSED