You can call me Sleeps, I use Ze/Zhir/Zem pronouns.
My tumblr name is a lil joke with myself because Ive had issues with Chronic Fatigue my whole life and sleep between 14-17 hours on a good day.
Profile pic is a crochet tiger orb, pattern is by eniyee on youtube. I like making lots of crochet things and i post the pictures sometimes :)
I’m Queer, Polyamourous, and Genderfluid
I’m dating two very wonderful folk irl, a nonbinary he/they buddy bf, and a she/it puppygirl gf
I am disabled, a mobility aid user, with hypermobile Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, Fibromyalgia, tourrettes, Migraines, cptsd, anxiety, and adhd and autism.
I self-diagnosed as autistic since 2018 and only decided to get an official dx in 2021 as i finally found a place that diagnoses adults on a payment plan. Feel free to ask me more about that process if you’re interested :)
I also had a PFO (hole in my heart) that i had surgery for in 2020.
I am interested in psychology (studying it at uni), Magical Boy!, Boyfriends (comic), flowers, acnh, solitaire, puzzles, stardew valley, our life:forever and always, arcane, psy-changeling series, guild hunter series, the owl house, Welcome to Demon school, fantasy manga, pokemon, legend of zelda, writing, drawing, crocheting and some other random hyperfixation of the month (this month: DnD! Specifically the campaign my partner/housemate is running for me! And even more specifically, the ships between my character and the npcs they made haha)
I am a big supporter of Self Advocacy, Self-dx and self-care! I am also a spoonie <3
I tag my posts with either long post, various triggers where relevant, and im going to try to tag my posts as well “sleeps says stuff” and “sleeps shows stuff”
If there is anything you would like me to tag just flick me a message :D
Though fair warning, I will sometimes reblog nsfw in a reblogging brainfog. I'll try to tag anything very explicit but if you don't wanna see anything even vaguely nsfw probs dont follow.
Anyway! If you have any questions feel free to pm me or send me an ask! Even if you just want to vent or infodump I am happy to chat :D
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Dogs serve as a kind of virtue eater for Americans to pour all of their kindness into without the risk of improving society or being nice to someone with any agency
(In a Werner Herzog voice) The perpetual references to Lassie in popular culture, an archetypal savior of the family and its children, positions the dog as an enforcer of the status quo. Beneath those watery irises is an endeavor to sequester the latent kindnesses of society into a furry, lovable vessel rather than allow individuals to direct it towards each other. Lassie is an evil, borne from our innate cowardice towards the prospect interacting with one's fellow man. Perhaps it is easier for the American to die than to reach out a hand in fellowship. Under the prevalence of canines, cruelty is a preferential morality.
[footage of police dogs is shown over the last few sentences]
*sitting in my rocking chair* when I was a young’n, basic feminism had determined that calling people masculinized terms like “dude” by default as the “neutral” was a bad thing and anti-feminist because it centered masculinity as the default.
Nowadays even half the people that try to call themselves “feminists” will get in a tizzy if you tell them that. And for what? Because you REALLY want to be able to misgender trans women? Disgustingly misogynist.
there have been four editing passes on my spider sex book, and each time they take away so many commas. no fresh commas are being added, this is just a continued culling. if you see a comma in the final book please understand that it survived so much
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a lot of people assume psychosis hallucinations are super intense all-consuming horror movie shit like the memes about the hat man or always horrible debilitating things that make you dangerous to be around
but in my experience 95% of my hallucinations are getting spooked by very clearly hearing someone knocking on my door or calling my name from another room or hearing footsteps walking behind me which are "just" my brain recreating the horror of an abusive childhood
i *have* gotten the "bugs crawling all over me" hallucination once or twice though and yeah that one is exactly as terrible horrible as it sounds AUGH
(not trying to put you on blast specifically, you're just a good example to jump off of)
media and pop culture hypes up psychosis a lot as The Worst That Can Happen out of sanism, so even when you try and filter that cultural bias out you still assume it's based on something
when, no, psychosis is actually very simple: it's just hyperactive pattern matching. it's your brain's signal-to-noise ratio being off balance, it's seeing images in random static. it's not always this special uniquely big thing, it's in fact quite mundane a lot of the time.
no one is immune to psychosis, it's not purely the realm of the insane. anyone is one bad night of sleep or one bad case of food poisoning or one bad fever away from being just like me on my worst days.
and this, indeed, is why solidarity with the insane is so important: you, yes you too, are just one bad day from joining us, and no perceptions of being a "temporarily embarrassed sane person" will save you from the oppression of the psychiatric institution.
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So I do 3D modeling and printing as a hobby, and a few weeks ago I designed wheel guards meant to prevent office chairs from running over cables and clothes... or your pet's tail.
I got the idea from cowcatchers old locomotives used to have.
Anyways, yesterday I uploaded the model to Thingiverse, and just hours after uploading it, the Community Relationship Manager of the whole website left a comment suggesting I enter the model into a competition that's currently being held on the site.
So I did... and now it's in third place not even a day later. First place is $500, but the competition still has a month to go.
Then the Community Manager contacted me again, telling me they want to feature my model in an upcoming design promotion.
Just, what is happening? I mostly made this thing for myself in, like, an hour, and now it's suddenly super popular? This is all a little bit overwhelming 😵💫
Other models I worked on for weeks didn't get nearly as popular. I swear, it's impossible to predict what people will like.
Anyways, if you want to print the wheel guards yourself, you can get the model here or here.
I also made a quiet version you can stick furniture felt pads on.
......suddenly struck by the idea for a piece of worldbuilding of "fae don't like iron bc it is the most stable element*"
*as in elements higher you can extract energy via fission and lower you can extract energy via fusion but iron itself there is no excess binding energy to extract at all
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