You can call me Sleeps, I use Ze/Zhir/Zem pronouns.
My tumblr name is a lil joke with myself because Ive had issues with Chronic Fatigue my whole life and sleep between 14-17 hours on a good day.
Profile pic is a crochet tiger orb, pattern is by eniyee on youtube. I like making lots of crochet things and i post the pictures sometimes :)
Iâm Queer, Polyamourous, and Genderfluid
Iâm dating two very wonderful folk irl, a nonbinary he/they buddy bf, and a she/it puppygirl gf
I am disabled, a mobility aid user, with hypermobile Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, Fibromyalgia, tourrettes, Migraines, cptsd, anxiety, and adhd and autism.
I self-diagnosed as autistic since 2018 and only decided to get an official dx in 2021 as i finally found a place that diagnoses adults on a payment plan. Feel free to ask me more about that process if youâre interested :)
I also had a PFO (hole in my heart) that i had surgery for in 2020.
I am interested in psychology (studying it at uni), Magical Boy!, Boyfriends (comic), flowers, acnh, solitaire, puzzles, stardew valley, our life:forever and always, arcane, psy-changeling series, guild hunter series, the owl house, Welcome to Demon school, fantasy manga, pokemon, legend of zelda, writing, drawing, crocheting and some other random hyperfixation of the month (this month: DnD! Specifically the campaign my partner/housemate is running for me! And even more specifically, the ships between my character and the npcs they made haha)
I am a big supporter of Self Advocacy, Self-dx and self-care! I am also a spoonie <3
I tag my posts with either long post, various triggers where relevant, and im going to try to tag my posts as well âsleeps says stuffâ and âsleeps shows stuffâ
If there is anything you would like me to tag just flick me a message :D
Though fair warning, I will sometimes reblog nsfw in a reblogging brainfog. I'll try to tag anything very explicit but if you don't wanna see anything even vaguely nsfw probs dont follow.
Anyway! If you have any questions feel free to pm me or send me an ask! Even if you just want to vent or infodump I am happy to chat :D
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You all need to understand that autonomy and especially bodily autonomy NEEDS to include being allowed to do things that are bad for you. True bodily autonomy includes being allowed to do things that are risky, drugs, cosmetic procedures and the like. Bodily autonomy needs to include being allowed to get high or smoke or get a BBL. The important part is education about the risks
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"someone who really has pOCD would be disgusted and horrified at their intrusive thoughts" or maybe i'm in therapy & am going by the books, being radically ambivalent to my intrusive thoughts instead of wasting energy mentally washing my paws of sin. i'm not going to perform my rock bottom for you for the sake of being believed.
itâs actually not misogynistic to say astrology is bogus, and it is indeed way way more misogynistic to believe that things that canât be proven rationally through science are More Female.
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Frankly, I don't buy the theory that the repeated sweeping deletions of trans women's blogs have principally been the product of bad-faith mass reporting campaigns abusing automated moderation. I've been falsely mass-reported before, on multiple occasions, and nothing's ever come of it. Someone is pulling that trigger.
The most basic, intractable fact about mental illnesses is that you simply cannot willpower your way out of them. The only exceptions to this rule are the ones I have, which continue to disable me due to lack of determination and other grave personal flaws
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i think about how being a trans woman means subjecting yourself to endless suffering. stares in public, confrontations with strangers, harassment online. at best it's a cavalcade of freaks in the comments of all your posts trying to piss you off, at worst it's doxxing and long-term "lolcowing" on sites like kiwifarms.
i think about how in spite of this most trans women try to be exceptionally kind and compassionate. many of them do this so as not to turn away allies, of course. people are predisposed to abandon or find reason to hate us, so we must always be on our best behavior, kinder than anyone could be expected to be, damn near saintly. but still, they endure.
most trans women i know have been cast out from somewhere. lost social groups, in person or online, usually both. most trans women i know have been abused, starting with their parents and continuing into friends, partners, and otherwise. most trans women i know have seen the worst parts of humanity on full display all the time.
but every trans woman i know is also kind. trying their hardest every day, wanting so badly to be decent, to be good, to be kind. in the face of such endless and unceasing hardship i am shocked to see, always, that my sisters keep a brave face and keep smiling, keep doing good, keep trying to be their best selves. and i am astonished. because i think there really is something magical abt that.
