an everywhere of silver // a six of crows big bang fic
wesper, multi-chapter, mature
The Titanic might be one of the most impressive things Wylan had ever seen, but it was not The Ship of Dreams to him like it was to everyone else. It was a one way ticket to a life he did not want. He felt like screaming.
a very big thank you to @kindness-ricochets and @solarpqwer for betaing this fic, you both made it a lot better than it originally was, and I’ve loved hearing your thoughts on everything. another thank you to @verdiris for being the amazing artist for this fic <3. And thank you for organising this big bang @sixofcrowsbb
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"promise me you will survive, that you will never give up, not matter what happens, no matter how hopeless, promise me now, and never let go of that promise"
Art to go with @siixofdoves fic!
You can read it here-
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the
Organization for Transformative Works
an everywhere of silver // a six of crows big bang fic
wesper, multi-chapter, mature
The Titanic might be one of the most impressive things Wylan had ever seen, but it was not The Ship of Dreams to him like it was to everyone else. It was a one way ticket to a life he did not want. He felt like screaming.
a very big thank you to @kindness-ricochets and @solarpqwer for betaing this fic, you both made it a lot better than it originally was, and I’ve loved hearing your thoughts on everything. another thank you to @verdiris for being the amazing artist for this fic <3. And thank you for organising this big bang @sixofcrowsbb
[Image Description: Digital art of Nina from Six of Crows. She’s drawn from the waist up, her face in side profile. She holds a chalice full of wine, a crow leaning into it. Around her other arm is a vine covered in white roses and thorns. She wears a red coat, and her hair is long and loose, seemingly blown around by the wind. Her expression is serious. End Image Description]
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so many of my fics have remained buried in my drafts because i wrote the cool scenes first and then didn’t have “connective tissue”. but i’m freeing myself from that and just adding shitty “and then a week passed” or “they got to their destination” connections and just posting them and it’s so! freeing! try it!
“Kaz wasted no time and limped forward, instantly wrapping his arms around her. Inej felt his bare warm hands on her hair and her back, his gloves discarded. The ring on his finger touched her back, and Inej felt herself sink into him, feeling warm and safe.“
Hey hey, here’s my piece for this year‘s @grishaversebigbang based on the Kanej fic ”adore you“ by talented @siixofdoves (click here to read it on ao3)!
Remember to check out @alittleartistic as well who also drew an absolutely stunning Kanej art!
“Half you and half me, Ketterdam better watch its back.”
Here's my first piece for this year's @grishaversebigbang mini bang! Kanej drawing based on the fic 'Adore You' by @siixofdoves which you can read on ao3 here.
And please be sure to check out the art made by my fellow materialnik @adhd-braiin !
Only for you: post-canon AU where Jesper is Kaz’ love interest instead of Inej (explicit & fluff, multi-chapter)
As we fall: pre-canon fic where Jesper pulls Kaz with him into a river (angst)
Foreign Stars: Jesper and Kaz travel to Novyi Zem to celebrate a Zemeni holiday with Colm. The perfect time to tell Colm that they’re dating (fluff, multi-chapter)
Foreign Sun: A continuation of Foreign Stars. Jesper is extremely horny for farmboy Kaz and pulls him into a barn (explicit)
Straight Shooter: Kaz develops a crush on Jesper and Inej lets him know that she wouldn’t mind watching them in bed together (explicit)
Kaz Brekker/Inej Ghafa
Can I show you what I’m proudest of?: Inej founded an orphanage for children like Kaz. It’s high time for her to finally tell him (cw: MCD)
Straight Shooter: Kaz develops a crush on Jesper and Inej lets him know that she wouldn’t mind watching them in bed together (explicit)
Card Up Your Sleeve: Kaz and Nina compete over who can make Inej come the hardest because they are competitive as hell (explicit)
Adore You: Little snippets in time of Inej being pregnant (fluff, multi-chapter)
Other fics
The House Always Wins: A story of Jordie and Kaz growing up together, all the way up to the events in Ketterdam, from Jordie’s point of view (angst & fluff, multi-chapter)
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a/n: this is my fic for the @grishaversebigbang ! The first chapter is now posted and you can find it on AO3 or under the cut!
Materialki: @alittleartistic (link to their art: here), @adhd-braiin (link to their art: here)!
Summary:
“I am happy. We’ll have to figure out what we’re going to do, but currently all I can think about is how I can’t wait to meet this little human who is half you and half me,” Inej admitted with a big grin.
Kaz grinned back. “Half you and half me, Ketterdam better watch its back.”
Ao3 Link: here
Ketterdam was sunny for once, the rays of sunlight warming Inej’s skin. All around her people seemed to perk up a bit, as if the golden rays had melted some of their worries away.
She would normally be on the roofs where she knew the quickest way to the Slat, where she could stay hidden from the rest of the world. Not this time though.
Saints, the midwife had only just told Inej that she was pregnant and she already felt protective of it. Realistically, she knew that she and the baby would be more protected up on the roofs and that she would never fall, but her irrational brain told her to stay on the ground where it was nice and safe.
She was pregnant. It felt strange to think of it in such a casual manner, but she’d had a feeling that something was wrong that had developed over the past couple of weeks.
That didn’t mean that she hadn’t freaked out when she heard the news.
Inej had gone to midwife by herself after a week of debating with herself. She almost didn’t want to believe that she could be pregnant, even though she knew it had been a possibility over the past few years with Kaz. They had conquered intimacy bit by bit, some battles hard-fought, and others won with surprising ease. It had taken them years, with Inej leaving to take down slavers for long periods of time, but they had done it.
Having sex and enjoying it was not something Inej had ever thought she’d be able to have for herself. When she had first joined the Dregs, she’d thought she would never want to perform like that again. But then Kaz had shown her the side of him that wasn’t Dirtyhands, someone who cared about her. He had tried to hide his desire for her in the beginning, later telling her that he felt shame for having those feelings in the first place. Inej had taken the big step then to let him know that she desired him too, and that she had discovered that she wanted to try to work towards them acting on those desires, too.
She had known what to take after having sex with a man from her time at the Menagerie; a mix of herbs that made you feel nauseous and ensured that no baby grew in the womb. Inej had found a mix that smelled different from the one she was forced to drink when she was fourteen; she didn’t think she could bear the smell of it ever again.
The herbs weren’t guaranteed to be effective, but they had done the job over the past ten years. Until now.
A sense of dread washed over her when the Slat came into view. It was still as crooked as ever; no amount of money would be able to fix that, other than completely destroying the structure and building it back up. But the inside had been improved over the years: running hot water, the gaps in the wall and roof patched up, better mattresses for all of the Dregs.
Inej contemplated whether she would risk climbing to get to Kaz’s window at the top or climb the stairs to his office instead. He would know that something was wrong immediately if she took the stairs, but the protectiveness that had gripped her ever since she heard the news took over.
As soon as she entered she instinctively found the shadows, which truthfully wasn’t that difficult in a dark place like the Slat. No one noticed her presence, and she was able to make her way up the stairs without disturbance. Inej hesitated only briefly. Kaz was still oblivious that he was about to be a father, and these were the last seconds of normalcy in both their lives. But he needed to know, he deserved to.
She opened his office door and walked in, suddenly paranoid that Kaz would be able to tell that she was pregnant. There wasn’t even a bump yet, but Kaz always found a way of knowing what he wasn’t supposed to know, even if his Wraith was out of Ketterdam.
“Inej?” Kaz asked, frowning. He’d instantly gotten up from behind his desk, concern on his face.
“Kaz.” She dipped her chin in acknowledgement, a nervous flutter dancing in her belly. She just had to say it, but right now it seemed like the most impossible task in the world. Kaz’s shoulders were tense, his mind probably running through all the different possibilities of what might be wrong.
“Are you injured?” he asked when Inej said nothing else.
“No, not really,” she answered. Answering his questions she could do, and though she knew it was impossible, she wished that he would just ask her if she was pregnant. It would make this whole thing a lot less difficult. He relaxed slightly at her answer and stayed quiet, waiting for her to explain.
“Can you hold me?” fell from her lips, instead of “I’m pregnant.” She could kick herself and her cheeks burned at the silly question.
Kaz wasted no time and limped forward, instantly wrapping his arms around her. Inej felt his bare warm hands on her hair and her back, his gloves discarded. The ring on his finger touched her back, and Inej felt herself sink into him, feeling warm and safe.
This was Kaz. She could tell him anything.
“Kaz?”
“Hm?”
“I’m pregnant,” she whispered to his chest. Kaz instantly stiffened around her, his hands no longer stroking her hair.
“What?” he asked, his voice hoarse.
“I’m pregnant,” she repeated, more confidently this time. She straightened her back and lifted her chin to look up at his face. His eyes were wide, and she thought he might have been at a loss for words for words for the first time in his life.
“You’re pregnant,” he could only repeat, his eyes jumping from her face to her belly and quickly back up. “And you’re–you’re okay with that?”
“I think I am,” she admitted, surprising even herself at the quick answer.
His expression was unreadable as he scanned her face. He was still holding her close, and they stayed like that for what felt like hours. Then the most unexpected thing happened.
Kaz smiled.
Inej wasn’t sure if she’d ever seen him smile like this. His usual smiles were either sharp ones, when something was going according to plan or if he felt the need to intimidate someone, or soft, small ones, only directed at her. This one was a big smile, one that made his eyes crinkle.
“You’re sure?” he asked, tucking a strand of her hair behind her ear.
“I’m sure. You’re happy?” Inej asked to make sure.
“I–I guess I am, but only if you are.”
Relief flooded through her body, and for the first time, Inej allowed herself to smile, too. Sure, they had talked about the possibility of children, and they had even both agreed that they might want one someday, but actually experiencing it felt very different to just talking about hypotheticals.
“I am happy. We’ll have to figure out what we’re going to do, but currently, all I can think about is how I can’t wait to meet this little human who is half you and half me,” she admitted with a big grin.
Kaz grinned back. “Half you and half me. Ketterdam better watch its back.”
wow I haven’t been on tumblr for a while oops. Here’s a little Wesper snippet (baby’s first wesper aaah)
“Phew,” the boy said with a relieved grin, now gripping both hands. “I’m Jesper Fahey.”
“Wylan Van Eck,” he said back numbly.
“Pleased to meet you, Wylan Van Eck. Now let’s get you down,” the boy–Jesper said. Wylan slowly starts to climb the railing again, shivering at the cold wind and now in fear of falling.
His foot slips.
His foot slips, and he falls over the railing, letting out a shriek. Jesper’s hand still gripped his, but Wylan’s hands were sweaty, and he could almost feel himself slipping away.
“Help! Help!!” Wylan screamed, desperately trying not to think of the large propellers that could rip him to shreds instantly were he to fall down.
“I’ve got you. I won’t let go,” Jesper gritted out, his grip becoming even stronger.
it's trans day of visibility (TDOV) today so i'm here to recommend some fics to celebrate!
before i do, a note on the day: trans visibility is a double-edged sword. "visibility" is often straightforwardly equated with liberation and empowerment but for many, many people visibility is also dangerous, life-threatening even. under no circumstances should anyone out someone else nor should anyone feel pressure to out themself for the sake of "visibility". liberation should never depend on being legible or visible - ask yourself, visible to whom?
that being said, seeing yourself in media, in the public sphere is vital. there's nothing quite like it. every time a trans person is truthfully, faithfully, and lovingly portrayed in media another trans person gets their wings.
to that end, here are my fic recs >>>
[the below fics are about being trans, include trans characters, and/or are written by trans writers].
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six of crows // multiple ships
zowa of sherwood 28.6k WESPER (multipart - incomplete) by @anonniemousefics
sweating the cheat notes off my thighs 10k KAZPER (smut oneshot) by @doorsclosingslowly
trans crows series by @jackwolfes
* extra special shout out to who to look after, who to watch out for 4k KANEJ (character study oneshot)
what you want 9k KAZPER (smut oneshot) by @0363thisisdifficult5915
the stars don't always shine 16k KANEJ (whumptober oneshot) by @aneiria-writes
love, laughter, and latex 3.5k KAZPERNEJ (smut oneshot) by Gold_Vermillion
foreign stars 10k KAZPER (multipart - complete) by @siixofdoves
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of course, this list only scratches the surface of all the lovely trans fiction (both fan and non-fanfiction) out there but it's a start. today, like every day, is a good day to celebrate trans folks and trans experiences.
Friendly reminder that fan-made content (fanart, fanfic, fanvids, etc) are:
extremely time consuming. Remember someone actually took time out of their life to create that, time they could’ve used to, idk, sleep, for example
entertainment you’re consuming for free. I can’t stress this enough: you’re enjoying someone else’s craft for free. You paid exactly zero money to look at/read/watch it.
S H A R E D with you, not made for you. This is the most important point: someone created that, put it online and you found it. No one forced you to consume that fanwork, you C H O S E to do it.
Whenever you feel like leaving a mean comment, anonymous hate or make a ~clever post about how ‘lol look at all of these overused tropes every fic writer crams into their fics’ remember you’re being a dick to someone who shared their work with you. You’re not being funny, you’re not being edgy, you’re not being brave for calling something out - you’re being a dick.
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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
“The city is winning so far. But you’ll see who wins in the end.”
— Jordie, Six of Crows, chapter 22
A story of Jordie and Kaz growing up together, all the way up to the events in Ketterdam, from Jordie’s point of view