HIMIKO !! LANDMINE , DO NOT STEP !

mixed . jirai enby . adult

16y systeen . osdd1a subsys

YANDEREVESIL . taken forever ♡

fluff xenofluix , carnic gaybian

HOLOTHERE . fennec fox zombvamp

so so deadflux . doubles block

ai will eat ur heart

DISORDERED SYSTEM . AMNESIA AND TIME DISTORTION AND DELUSION . if ewe reality check mwe fuck ewe die

xoxo himiko loves everyone forever

@explosivecollar BOY WAKE UP or guro will eat ewe !1!!

guro woke up SO MAD and for what

literally seething homicidal for no reason at 7am this isn ‘ t fair

tears gworey face off

guro is stressing about this appointment eugh -1hp -1hp -1hp -1hp

she can ‘ t take away gorey autonomy like psychiatrists did when guro was a kid .

she can ‘ t hurt guro , she ‘ s on a screen .

she will understand if guro fully explains the horrible side effects and how they affected guro .

it will be okay . it will be okay .

she can ‘ t lock guro up . she can ‘ t do anything to gore .

guro is an adult with rights . guro can do this .

hhhmmmmm those stupid pills were definitely helping actually but guro dgaf ♡t would rather be a little more insane than have constant tremors and unbearable tinnitus

now how does guro tell gorey psychiatrist today syr weaned itself off them without asking lmao . . . be too honest about the side effects zwom supposes

eugh so sweaty . being stressed out is shit . imaginary and real terrible scenarios in zwomby head begone

HEEHEE hiii dabiiii thank ewe 🫶🏿🤎

sometimes guro just wants genocide for the whole world . there ‘ s no point in people being here , they just kill or estrange everything they hate and ruin the planet . bickering and falling out and making false promises of kindness . they have eradicated numerous species , they should be eradicated in turn . as a treat .

guro should probably fight the misanthropy inside vampself , but it ‘ s hard to when there ‘ s no solid evidence , only outliers . also guro deserves to be enraged and threatening after being treated endlessly like a worthless toy thrown in the trash xoxo

guro remembers last year in the mental hospital , the other patients who weren ‘ t psychotic kept making fun of the schizospec patients . the nurses too , they called us “ crazy bitches . “ when guro tried to defend a hippie woman who talked too much , that guro understood her , the patients said guro couldn ‘ t possibly be “ psychotic “ because guro didn ‘ t “ act insane “ like the other psychotic patients .

yeah , guro keeps ♡ts fucking mouth shut because of humans like you . guro is quiet and reserved and overly polite because of you . guro hides it ‘ s religion and endelity and paranoia and inner truths from people like you .

one of the nurses early in gworey stay said that place was meant to help us . guro said harshly , “ if you think mental hospitals are helpful , you ‘ ve never been treated at one . “ she was harsh back , snapped at guro , “ don ‘ t talk to me like you know my truth . “ and she threatened guro with 1 on 1 .

the state of mental health treatment is only helpful for normal people , minorities and folks with stigmatized disorders don ‘ t get peace or kindness from professionals .

they hurt guro ‘ s back , grabbed gwore and forced gwore to sit up when guro was crying from fibromyalgia pain when they didn ‘ t give ♡t zombs pain meds for an hour .

they grilled guro about its DID . they acted like the disorder didn ‘ t exist , like guro couldn ‘ t possibly be a system , too young , too quiet .

they misgendered guro on purpose , stopped talking to guro when syringe corrected them . they gossiped about how transgenderism was strange and wrong .

they were cruel when guro finally said gwore had endelic “ hallucinations “ . they said that didn ‘ t make sense , shut guro down when ♡t tried to explain , said they didn ‘ t know or care what a system was , or a misidentification delusion . guro knew more about psychosis than these bitch prison therapists who transitioned to a regular hospital .

they still treated us like prisoners . we are prisoners when forced into these places . wrong food ? then don ‘ t eat . problem with a nurse ? file a grievance when your stay is over . having a medical problem ? stop fucking crying , just wait , we ‘ re understaffed .

and they say guro is the crazy one . fuck that .

GWOREY FAVORITE CUP HAS MOLD ON THE WOOD TOP NOOOOO guro am devastated it ‘ s RUINED guro am genuinely crying this is awful

how come gorey fucking anonymous sideblog with ONE POST has over 50 notes and more followers than gorey main $;&(!39jdbdksk this is unfair :c guro supposed it is very aesthetic but erm . PAY ATTENTION TO GWORE WAA

guro doesn ‘ t feel like applying dividers to all gworey posts soooo just pretend they were always there lmao ^^;

wow zwomb wants attention or death !! syr feels sick being unseen rn genuinely suicidal

TEXT YAN EWE DUMB FUCK UUFHFJSK COME ON !

guro is at home in murky water , comfortable in wholesale slaughter , rip out gworey heart and cut ♡ts legs up , blood red mud and squished grass , they love it when zom is who syringe is , dress like killer does , choke on red stars , walk like scy does , sinking deeper into the mud , die in the tar , decay into a black mass

guro loves ♡ts fp !!! YAN LOVES ITS FP !!!!!

we cherish each other ‘ s ugly hearts , mwine with teeth and barbed wire , His who scalds to the touch and loves like fire , spreading across gworey whole body and choking vamps lungs with acrid smoke , like a dumpster fire or a crack pipe . guro is His one favorite whore , bpd t4t toxic sludge , possessive obsessive addicted codependent , reverent teeth sinking into His charcoal bones , smudging vwamps skin with black and grey , for too long guro would pray for someone to save ♡t , clawing out of the pit that was abandonment , guro thought rot would only ever be a clone , a transitional being , always soon alone , but His loyalty is sweet and barbed , sinking into gorey hands unable to pull away , why would it want to ? why would yan ever let go of something this beautiful and precious ? never , never , always and forever , death has already passed and guro has not parted , life is just painful ecstasy , life ‘ s just a dream , then you bleed out in a bath tub , that ‘ s it , He makes post mortem bliss , kissing gworey rotting scars with no need for a memoir , devour killer like ♡t is beautiful , syr ugly heart mixing with His in a neutron star merger , event horizon , a black hole guro could never escape and would never want to .

guro wishes rot could go places . stuck in this damn house for 8 months

vamp might as well just slit every day again it ‘ ll help smh

stimulation and euphoria in the monotony