Shipping Is Such Sweet Sorrow

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MOST RECENT. 
Drink: Blackcurrent Squash #livingthelife

Phone call: My dad asking me if I was alright, bless :’)

Text: “hahaha I know.“ 
Song you listened to: A moment in the life of me by Dax Johnson

Time you cried: On Tuesday when I came out to my parents. 
HAVE YOU EVER. Dated someone twice: Yes? If you count silly school things 
Kissed someone and regretted it: at first no, later yes. 
Lost someone special: No. 
Been depressed: Always. 
Been drunk and thrown up: Nope 
IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU. 
Made a new friend: Yeah! @mystrothedefender looking at you :,) 
Fallen out of love: What is love? :’) . 
Laughed until you cried: Yeah haha when I was watching Taskmaster last night 
 Met someone who changed you: Yeah, again @mystrothedefender and also @ravenlaurie who’s always supported my Trans stuff. 
Found out who your true friends are: Yeah and it hasn’t been fun. 
Found out someone was talking about you: there’s always someone talking about me 
Kissed anyone on you fb list: No. 
EXTRAS: 
How many ppl from your fb list do you know irl: 8? I think? Out of 10. 
Do you have any pets: Yeah, one black cat called Shadow. 
Do you want to change your name: Yes, but I don’t know how or when I can. :( 
What did you do for your birthday: i havnt had my birthday yet but on the 25th June I’m going paintballing :D 
When did you wake up today: 7:00am 
What were you doing last night at midnight: Playing Dragon Age Inquisition and thirsting over the fabulousness that is Dorian Pavus (marry me) 
Name something you can’t wait for: Transitioning and being the fabulous guy I know I can be. 
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yeah about 3 people. One was someone In my class at school. Another is the brother of one of my friends and another was this guy Roy’s boyfriend? Partner? (They are adorable) 
What’s getting on your nerves rn: A lot of things. Mainly college work but also not being able to look in the mirror and see who I want to see. Also no one being able to sort out my nightmares depression or anxiety :/ 
Blood type: O positive? The common one .
Nickname: Jack, Jackie, what ever you can come up with really. (I mean there should be a "Captain.” In there somewhere ;) 
Relationship status: Single. 
Zodiac sign: Cancer. 
Pronouns: He/him. 
Favorite TV shows: Star Trek, Hannibal, Mock the Week, TaskMaster 
Long or short hair: Shortish. It’s around the base of my neck just above my shoulders . 
Height: 5ft 4in. 
Do you have a crush on someone: Not a real person haha XD I try not to get into that situation with real people 
What do you like about yourself: well, I know I’m a pretty good comedian, love making people laugh, I’m intelligent, charming and super fabulous *flicks hair* 
Right or left handed: Okay, left handed but I can easily eat food and cut with scissors with both hands. For sports im mainly right handed and writing/drawing is always left handed 
First surgery: Having my Tonsils out 
First best friend: I don’t think that someone who convinces you that you are BFFs and then goes on to betray you is a best friend. So I’d say Sean who I met at school 
First vacation: I can’t remember my childhood 
RIGHT NOW: 
Eating: Banana . 
Drinking: Blackcurrent Squash. 
I’m about to: Get the train to visit a friend in Portsmouth. 
Listening to: The Bolton again (Said I Loved you but I lied by Michael Bolton - go check it out :D )

WANT: 
Kids: If I found someone who would never leave me then possibly. 
Get married: Again id have to meet some amazing guy for that to happen. 
Career: Work in comics mainly, so I can draw and write stories. I’d also love to do voice acting and definitely work in video games and films later on 
WHICH IS BETTER: 
Lips or eyes: Blue eyes are my fave but lips can be super hot too 
Hugs or kisses: It depends who it is. Hugs would be less intimate so I’d probably say for the average number of human contact per day hugs. But if there’s a guy out there I like, both. 
Taller or shorter: I like being taller than people so that doesn’t happen a lot being 5'4 but if we are talking romantic partner I’d say taller. 
Older or younger: For a romantic relationship? I’d say older but at the most 3 years apart tbh 
Romantic or spontaneous: Surprise me ;) 
Sensitive or loud: Sensitive all the way. 
Hookup or relationship: Well I guess it depends on the person. Tbh tho I’d probably want a relationship but we would both have to be sure about it. 
Troublemaker or hesitant: Troublemaker ohohohohoho 
HAVE YOU EVER:
Kissed a stranger: Nope. 
Glasses or contacts: Neither. 
Had sex on the first date: No. 
Broke someone’s heart: probably 
Turned someone down: Yeah plenty of assholes 
Cried when someone died: Once. When my grandad died. 
Fallen for a friend: kind of had a crush but never even thought about it much 
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 
Yourself: I try to. But there’s always those days :’) 
Miracles: it depends on what your perception of a miracle is. Me? I’d need more data to make up my mind 
Love at first sight: I don’t know. Not for me but maybe some people can just fall for strangers in the street. 
Heaven: Yeah I think there is but I’m not even going to try to guess what it is or where it is or anything. For all we know it could be a computer simulation. 
Kissing on the first date: Yeah! Always spice things up a bit ;)

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Nickname: Jack Star Sign: Cancer Height: 5 foot 4 Time right now: 9:28pm Last thing you googled: “What is Greg Davies new show?” Favourite Music Artist: Too many to list :’) Song stuck in your head: ‘Said I loved you but I lied’ by Michael Bolton Last Movie you Watched: The Legend Last TV show you watched: Taskmaster What are you wearing: A Star Trek TOS hoodie, buckle leggings and a Monty Python t-shirt. When did you create your blog? Last year in January? What kind of stuff do you post: Tons of Fandom feels like Star Trek, Hannibal, Xmen, Batman, video games, comics, all the gay ships, anything that makes me laugh and sometimes bits of my Trans journey that’s going on right now. Do you have any other blogs: Nope. Do you get asks on a regular basis: Only in a dream :’) Why did you choose your URL: because I made up this blue cat character when I was young and the name kind of stuck for all my online tinkering.