𝓛𝓾𝓷𝓪

❤️C🖤

At the furthest depth of my own experience, the Most High is the only unmediated interior capable of receiving the totality of me, everything I feel, everything I have to say, without reduction, in depth and in respect.

Knowledge without preparation is noise or danger.

It's so important that you occasionally shut down your tower, pull the signal inward and and go dark to hear yourself better.

You can't rely on everybody, and it's not always because they're "unreliable" humans. Sometimes the mismatch isn't moral, It's energetic. People with their actions show you who they are, what they can hold, and where their limits begin. Such signals aren't something to accuse them of, than directions for yourself. They're to lead you out of spaces your soul can't ease enough to fully stretch. It's not that they are inherently lacking. In some corner of life, they're probably rock-solid for something and someone else. Not everybody can meet you at the altitude you live at...your timing, your pace, your depth, your devotion, your wavelength, and that's diversity than tragedy. That's the ecosystem of souls doing what ecosystems do: each species thrives where it fits.

He was unknowingly teaching me to love intensely today, but not bind tomorrow with words you might not be able to live up to. To feel, be present , and value the moment without inflating expectations. To respect both the magnitude of love and the reality of life’s uncertainty.

I don't want an aesthetically deep heartbond. I like to drown and resurrect in a romance that cracks bone and remakes the soul.

U may be my heart & soul.

I'm obsessed with you like the ocean is obsessed with the moon.