Wheelie Bin

I don’t know how to use tumblr, but I want to add a trigger warning for suicide, cancer, terminal illness, and child trafficking.

I haven’t hijacked Ren’s page in a long time for a lot of reasons. And I genuinely hope that my begging for help on his page doesn’t lose him followers. But that gofundme he made to help me get hrt? Yeah I scrapped it and made it into a survival fund. Because we cannot pay our bills even with me working 2 jobs, and I cannot live like this watching him blame himself for having cancer and being so sick he can barely function.

I am a transgender pansexual apostate Muslim of semetic descent. I was a victim of child trafficking and I have been taking care of myself most of my life. My relationship with my “family” is an absolute joke. Ren is a half Japanese intersexed homo leaning asexual, who’s parents irreparably mutilated his body. We are 18 and 19 years old.

We need help. Real help. I have called most of the charities in town, they will not help us. I managed to get some food for our pets and some fry goods for us. We are luck a charity is paying for his chemo. They are overwhelmed and he is not a US citizen and by default is considered low priority.

I can understand the defensiveness that seeing someone beg and use guilt as a weapon can create. I know the knee jerk reaction is to roll your eyes and keep scrolling, tell yourself that it’s okay not to allow yourself to be emotionally manipulated. But it doesn’t take anything to share something like this. We are children. We are scared. This isn’t something anyone should have to go through and it’s definitely not something people our age are equipped to deal with. You cannot imagine how terrifying this has been and how hard it can be to ask for help and know that people think you’re full of shit or deserve it or turn away. Please do not avoid sharing because you’re offended an 18 year old asked you to help keep his 90lb 19 year old husband from suffocating to death in his bed. Please.

Edit: our go fund me is not allowing us to withdraw the money and we’re trying to solve the issue. If you could please use the links for kofi or cashapp until this is fixed for donations we would be extremely grateful.

Again I am so sorry for having to be as blunt as I have been, but simply asking for help wasn’t working. And a lot of the posts he made which tagged people he knew could help him were ignored. He has been trying to get help from people for months, (and some people did, and that’s wonderful) but I cannot afford to be as nice about it as he has tried to be. I hope you can understand that. Thank you

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im going to stare at it

im going to grin like an idiot

i dont care if you think its bad or not

i love it

I just dropped my husband and his family off at the airport, got some coffee, made it home… and he calls me… to say… tsa wouldn’t let them bring their 80$ lush hair… product onto the flight and it was too late to check it back. *zooms in on his face* so he hid it in a bush.

so guess who’s going back to the airport? *voice cracking* to dig through some shrubbery?

we’re here.

*montage of him getting to the shrub in silence and collecting the bag*

that was. so shady.

there was a whole family sitting on the bench in front of the bush and I had to be like *high pitched nasally voice* ‘excuse me, just gotta… heh! just gotta reach in there real quick.’

Shark skin feels exactly like sandpaper. It is made up of tiny teeth-like structures called placoid scales, also known as dermal denticles. These scales point towards the tail and help to reduce friction from surrounding water when the shark swims. … In the opposite direction, it feels very rough like sandpaper.

China is putting Uyghur Muslims into Concentration Camps

This is one of the greatest attrocities and oppression taking place in the world today yet still it is one of the least talked about issues. It’s estimated possibly over 2 million Uyghur Muslims have been put into these concentration camps which China calls “re-edcuation camps” and the goals is to wipe out and clean them from their cultural and religious identity. They have built dozens of these camps with fortified walls and barbed wire fences which they hide from the world media.

China sees Islam as an ‘ideological disease’. Many of the people put in these camps don’t make it out alive due to to the harsh living conditions inside. Many leave behind children who are then sent to government run orphanages and are brainwashed from a young age removing their cultural and religious identity.