cremple

I feel like such an idiot saying this but I wish I could fix the pain that the people I love are feeling. everyone's said that forever, I know. why can't I say it again for continuity's sake?

transitioning moments like when you wake up in a cold sweat wondering if traditional manliness can't accept your favorite things like : going out for a cute coffee and treat

now I know what condensation is but it still feels like my water is escaping

I walked home in the dark with no headphones and I smelled my abusive ex boyfriends laundry detergent on the wind and so then I felt all fucked up and melancholy the rest of the way home. but it's good to grow up. and I never imagined I'd only think of him when a smell hit me and not all the time

this guy called me a faggot a bunch on the bus the other day but he also asked me if I've ever seen an alien cry tears of fear. now that's an interesting one to think about. tell me again about how the cia poisoned your weed

today I finished lolita and started I who have never known men ! and in the middle I watched Jennifer's body so what I'm saying is I've had a day where I've felt many types of ways about men

how many lana del rey coquette """"nymphett3"""" lolita (not the fashion) bloggers have read the book by Vladimir Nabokov?? and do those choice few not feel the cognitive dissonance?? or is that just normal and cool. because if so I think Nabokov would be spinning throwing up in his casket

this bus could be on a storm-tossed ocean for all the goddamned lurching we're doing over here