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You can find me hanging out in the MCU and DCU, with the Stranger Things, Heartstoppers, Long Walkers, and an Old Guy.
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how are you gonna be 31 and posting fandom content bro leave it to the teenagers
People 10 and 20 years older than me are writing your favorite fanfics, and drawing your favorite characters. You'd have no fandom without the people you think are 'too old' to have hobbies.
Who the heck do you think started modern day fandom with Star Trek? It sure wasn't teenagers.
Who do you think makes professional quality fanart and fanfic? People who've been practicing it for ten, fifteen, twenty years!
Or even people who've been practicing it for thirty, forty or fifty!!!!!
example: Diane Duane. Currently in her seventies. Star Trek fangirl since the original run. Goddess-level Ascended Fan who has created official tie-in works in more forms of media than pretty much anyone else alive, possibly even Rodenberry himself because they didn't have audiobooks or video games when he was with us. Writer of Spock's World, The Wounded Sky, Doctor's Orders in TOS. Co-writer of TNG script Where no one has gone before, and writer of the tie-in novel Dark Mirror among others. Writer of a half-dozen Star Trek Comics. She has adapted her own work for audio, has written for the Star Trek manga series, has written short Trek fiction for anthologies, and plotted and wrote the video game Star Trek: the Kobayashi Alternative.
In other fandoms, she was a personal friend of Terry Pratchett himself. As a scriptwriter, she's also worked in fandoms like Scooby-Doo, Transformers, My Little Pony, Gargoyles, Batman: The Animated Series, Spiderman: Unlimited (and a trilogy of tie-in novels still in print) and Barbie: Fairytopia. ...And that's just cherry-picking her imdb page.
While she can't give out specific details due to Obvious Reasons, she's still active in the Sherlock BBC fandom - and there's a specific subset of her fans who love guessing which of the legendary fanfics might be her work (I am not one of them, BTW, as it is None Of My Business. I'm old-school that way).
Fandom is not for teenagers. Fandom is for everyone of good heart and enthusiasm for a good (or even bad! No judgement!) story.
Just wait until you grow up, Anonymous OP. Wonder how long it'll take you to change your mind.
...Some days when you're feeling tired and sad, and wondering "what the hell is the point... why am I even bothering?"... it's nice to be reminded that you're supported.
A couple months back, I said I was gearing up for a big project. Itâs now time to reveal what it is.
Originally, I was going to write another multi-chapter story. Iâm not doing that anymore.
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Iâm writing TWO multi-chapter stories!!!
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Now, you may be wondering what makes my upcoming multi-chapter stories so different than my first one, which happened more or less by accident and features Johnny Storm (read parts ONE and TWO and THREE here if youâre curious). If you're really interested in knowing more, read below the cut:
- The first will be about the forgotten Old Guy, and the second will be about the unforgettable The Long Walk. (Yes, both are centered around Cooper Hoffman characters.)
- The OG story will be a sequel featuring an original character with a name and backstory and everything. The TLW story will be set in an alternate universe with a character from the book that didnât make it into the movie.
- Both will have developed worlds and appearances from other original characters/characters you know and love (most of which have been face-claimed by me; apologies upfront if my ideas donât match yours).
- OG will have 6 parts. TLW will have 4.
- All parts of each story will be dropped at once - OG at the end of July, and TLW at the end of August.
More information about each story will be shared later. I hope youâre ready! đ
P.S. If youâre good, I may throw in a bonus surprise in-between stories! đ
Summary: Wihlborg needs to concentrate on his latest assignment. Instead, heâs fantasizing about you while you sleep.
Format: Short Story
Word Count: 1.3k
Genre: Smut
Additional Tags/Warnings: no use of (Y/N); Wihlborg is over eighteen; strong language; sexual situations; slight somnophilia; masturbation; morning sex; vaginal sex; reader is on birth control; âbabyâ is the nickname of the day
Authorâs Note: I donât know how many of you actually know or care about this, but youâre getting it! (And youâll be getting more of it! More to follow.) Enjoy!
P.S. I DO NOT OWN ANYONE OF ANYTHING FROM OLD GUY!!!
The sound of Wihlborgâs phone alarm gradually pulled him out of sleep. After turning it off and rubbing his eyes open, he forced his brain to wake up to go over his plans for the morning:
Take a shower.Â
Eat breakfast.
Meditate.
Go over gear bag.
Head out to meet Dolinski for the latest assignment.
Satisfied, Wihlborg nodded to himself. However, just as he was pulling the covers to get out of bed, a noise stopped him. He turned around to locate where it was coming from.Â
Turns out it was you, lying on your side, your back facing him, mumbling incoherently in your sleep.Â
Wihlborg smiled at the sight.Â
You two had been dating for six months and living together for one. In any other universe, your relationship would not have lasted this long. You were so different from him - kind, patient, loving. Wihlborg was⌠none of those things. He was trying to be better, though, for your sake. You were so good for him, to him.Â
You took his occupation in stride.Â
You made sure he had everything he needed before assignments.Â
You adhered to his diet and exercise regiments, and even joined him sometimes.
You listened to every random fact, joke, tangent, and rant, often laughing at/with him before moaning as he leaned over to kiss you, touch you, feel you down-
Wihlborg suddenly felt his dick strain against his pajama pants. Damn it! he thought to himself, vocalizing it with a huff so as not to disturb you.Â
He normally wouldnât want sex the day of a hit, wouldnât even think about it, for fear that it would ruin his concentration. However, with Wihlborgâs assignment being out of town, heâd be away from you for four whole days. It would be the longest youâd ever been apart. Heâd be far away from your hugs, kisses, soft skin, your voice gently telling him what you wanted as you tugged at his hairâŚ
Wihlborgâs hand immediately went to his member. He shouldnât be doing this. He had too much respect for you, too much self-control. And yet here he was, giving in to his baser instincts.
As his hand moved up and down, he looked at you. You were wearing your favorite nightgown, the navy one that cut-off mid-thigh and had spaghetti straps. Not only was it incredibly smooth, but it also showed off your curves. Wihlborg imagined himself caressing you in it, starting at your neck, going down to your breasts, along your sides, then going to your legs where he would squeeze your thighs before daring to go underneath to feel the fabric of your underwear.
Wihlborg bit his lip to suppress his moans. He also gripped the bedsheets with his other hand to steady himself.
He could hear your voice now. âOh, that feels so good,â youâd whisper in his ear. Wihlborg always considered himself to be indifferent to the opinions of others. However, he quickly discovered that he had a praise kink when it came to you. He imagined how else you would compliment him. âI love the way you touch me. It makes me feel so hot. Please, baby⌠Please keep touching me.â
Wihlborg hummed low in agreement, closing his eyes to really picture the scene in his mind. He could see you on top of him. Heâd be flat on his back, staring up at you like a mortal worshipping a goddess. Your hands would be on his chest to hold yourself up as he moved past your underwear to feel the flesh of your ass. He would squeeze you, and each time he did you would grind against his hard dick. âWihlborg,â youâd sigh. Youâd repeat that single word a number of times, each one having its own pitch and level of need as he moved from your back to your front. Heâd skim your inner thighs, teasing you by making light lines or circles. Maybe youâd be so impatient with his teasing that youâd put your hands on his to guide him further.Â
âPlease, baby,â youâd plead, tugging his wrists upward.Â
âOkay,â he would whisper, or maybe he was actually whispering because he was too far gone and he was so close and who was he to deny you, even in his fantasies?
Wihlborgâs hand slowly let go of the sheets and moved in the air to match the movements in his dream. It slowly ascended your inner thigh, going to the top of your panties before finally crossing the threshold and-
âWihlborg?â
Wihlborgâs eyes snapped open, and he ceased massaging his dick. He looked over to you. Your back was still to him, your breathing still even.Â
He raised an eyebrow, perplexed. Did he hear actual you talking or fantasy you?
âAre you getting off to me while I sleep?â
Definitely actual you talking.
âUmâŚâ Wihlborg had half a mind to deny it, but then you turned around to face him, a knowing smirk gracing your face.
Well, he couldnât deny it now.Â
It took a moment for him to swallow his pride, but he eventually got there and admitted, âYes.â
You hummed. You took a quick peek at the lower half of his body, which was crying out for release. âWould you like a proper hand with that?â you asked.
Five minutes later, you two were playing out his fantasy. It took a bit of convincing on your part but once you were on top taking all of Wihlborg in, any reservations he had disappeared. His hands guided your hips, helping you go up and down. He wished he had time to properly enjoy the moment and take care of you, but he needed to leave soon and was pretty (embarrassingly) horny now⌠and from the way you were keeping the rhythm and panting, so were you.
âFuck⌠fuck, baby,â you moaned, your head thrown back, nails digging into his chest. He could feel the pain through his shirt, which spurred him on.Â
âI love you,â Wihlborg breathed out. Without missing a beat, you looked down at him and giggled, âI love you, too. Promise me weâll do this when you get back.â
Wihlborg nodded furiously. âAnything you want.â
âYes!âÂ
You enthusiastically picked up your pace at his answer. He quickly caught up to you, his grip digging into your sides and creating bruises that he would insist on tending to later because the last thing he ever wanted to do was hurt you.
He then felt your hand on top of one of his. With it, you led him underneath your nightgown to feel your breast. You helped him play with it for a bit before he fully took over and lightly pinched your nipple. âWihlborg!â you gasped, your pussy clenching tighter around him, indicating that you were close. He did it once, twice more, and you were cumming with a high-pitch scream that dissolved into silence.Â
Wihlborg pumped in you a few more times before he came. He groaned deeply and held you in place, filling you up. This was also something he wouldnât usually do - fuck you without a condom. You were pretty diligent about your birth control, though, so it was okay this one time. And maybe if he tweaked his plans a little he could still meet Dolinski on time. He didnât need to shower for so long, or do his full meditation. And maybe-
His overactive brain suddenly stopped to take in your blissed-out state. You were staring at him with such love as you tried to catch your breath. You then pulled yourself off him and moved to his side, one arm going under his neck while the other went across his chest. He molded to fit you and melted when you kissed the top of his head.
Wihlborg figured he could spare a few more minutes to cuddle you like this. After all, there were worse things that could distract him.
Authorâs Note 2: Electric Boogaloo: Thank you so much for making it to the end! I ask that you NOT post this story as your own, please. Instead, give it a like/review/bookmark/reblog/all of the above wherever you read it.
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Summary: You write your boyfriend, Ray, a love song inspired by the iconic book.Â
Format: Short Story
Word Count: 1.1k
Genre: Fluff; Songfic
Additional Tags/Warnings: no use of (Y/N); setting is TBD; reader can play the guitar; reader can sing; based on a song based on a book; apologies if you donât agree with the interpretation; Rayâs nickname for the reader is âbabeâ
Authorâs Note: This features the song âGreater Than Gatsbyâ by Elizabeth Gerardi, an artist I discovered on TikTok a while back. You can listen to the song here. I hope you enjoy her music and my story!Â
P.S. I DO NOT OWN THE LONG WALK OR ANY OF ITS CHARACTERS. I ALSO DO NOT OWN THE SONG âGREATER THAN GATSBYâ OR THE BOOK THE GREAT GATSBY!!!
âI don't mind if I'm a fool if I'm a fool for you
On the longest day of summer you're a cold dip in the pool
You're so cool, cool as can be
But the coolest thing about you is that you're-â
DING DONG!
You immediately stopped strumming your guitar and lifted your head up from your sheet music. Gently setting your instrument aside, you got up from your bed to answer the front door. You took a quick peek through the peephole. Even with the distorted view, you were very familiar with the ginger hair and chipped-tooth smile.
Ray Garraty was walking home from baseball practice one day when he heard the voice of an angel singing along with a guitar. He decided to follow it and was led to the back gate of your house. You were sitting in a chair, playing and singing so sweetly. When you finished, he gave you a round of applause that startled you. You thought he was cute, though, so you didnât mind.Â
That was a year ago. You played so much music for Ray during that time, mostly songs you had picked up from the radio. While you had always wanted to write your own music, it wasnât easy. Any time you came up with an idea, the words didnât come out right, or the melody didnât sound as pretty as it did in your head, or your work reminded you too much of a song someone else already wrote (and probably better). You had a notebook full of unfinished songs, none of which would ever see the light of day.
The music gods mustâve sensed your plight and decided to take pity on you because, recently, you were given a spark of inspiration. Ray had just finished reading The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald and was telling you all about it. âItâs about this man who gets super rich and throws lots of parties in order to get the attention of this girl he loves but is married to some jerk.â
âSounds⌠romantic,â you mused out loud.Â
Of course, Ray went into greater detail about all of the symbols and true meanings of the story, but your brain wouldnât let go of the love story angle. You then began thinking about your own love with Ray, about the connection between you two, how natural and undeniable it felt, and how you would do anything for each other.
The wheels in your mind turned even as lights went out later that night. You stayed up writing in your notebook, amazing yourself with the speed at which you worked. Everything seemed to pour out of you - the words, the music, the blending of the two.Â
By the end of the week, you had your first complete, original song. You were so proud of yourself. All you needed was an audience.
You finally opened the door for your favorite audience member. âHi, Ray,â you greeted him.
âHi, babe,â he replied. âReady to go to the park?â
âYeah! Just let me get my shoes.âÂ
You scurried back to your room, trusting Ray to close the door and follow you. As you bent down to tie your shoes, you could see him out of the corner of your eye. He was standing next to your bed.
âWhatâs all this?â he asked.Â
You glanced up for a moment to see him looking at your spread-out music sheets. âOh, just a little something Iâve been working on,â you answered.
You could hear him picking up one of the papers. âLike⌠a song?â
âYeah.â
ââGreater Than Gatsby.â Like The Great Gatsby?â
âAre there any other Gatsbyâs out there?â you joked, standing up.
Ray chuckled before going back to the sheets to study them. His brows crinkled in thought. âIâve never heard of it.â
âBecause it didnât exist, until I wrote it.â
âYou wrote it?â
âYeah.â
His eyes widened with realization. âYou wrote a song, and itâs based on The Great Gatsby?â
âYeah.â
âBabe, thatâs amazing!â he exclaimed. Suddenly, he plopped himself down on your bed and said, âPlay it for me.â
âWhat?â
âPlay your song for me.â
âNow?â you gasped.
âYes, now!â
âWhat about the park?!â
âThe park will be there later.â
You bit your lip as you considered his request (demand, really). âOkay,â you finally agreed with a smile. Better now than never, you figured.Â
You made yourself comfortable on your bed and grabbed your guitar. You took the time to check the strings again and match your voice to its pitch. While you worked, Ray moved so that he was fully sitting on the bed with his legs crossed and his hands in his lap. His eyes were fixed on you like an excited child, which made you giggle.Â
You cleared your throat. âAnd now,â you announced, âan original song by me. Itâs called âGreater Than Gatsby.ââ
You took a deep breath.
You played the opening notes.
You sang your song.
It was such a wonderful thing - making music. It was made better by the fact that it wasnât someone elseâs this time. It was yours. Your ideas. Your feelings. And you werenât sharing them with just anyone. You were sharing them with the boy you loved, who was taking in every second of your performance.Â
You eventually got to the last notes. The music from your guitar held out for a few seconds before fading away. You looked at Ray, who seemed dumbstruck.Â
Your sense of pride was slowly giving way to a sense of self-consciousness. A little voice in your head started voicing your doubts:
Does Ray not like it?
Is he offended by the liberties you took?
Is it just not a good song?
Are you not as talented as you thought?
You felt a sudden urge to explain yourself. âI know itâs not what the story is about, but I couldnât get the romance out of my head. And then I thought about us and I thought Iâd make some cute connections which, again, I know is not the point of the book and Iâm sorry if-â
âBabe?â Rayâs voice cut through. You stopped and let him finish. âCan you set your guitar down so I can kiss you and tell you how much I love you and your music?â
âUm⌠okay,â you stuttered.Â
It wasnât until you did as he said and he rewarded you with his kiss for it that it hit you.
He loved your song.Â
He loved your song.Â
You deepened the kiss out of enthusiasm, which made Ray smile against your lips. âBabe. Babe,â he said, pulling back a little. âBreathe. Youâre gonna need your energy when you perform your song for me again.â
That last part pulled you out of your haze and made you quirk an eyebrow. âPerform it again? When?â
Authorâs Note 2: Electric Boogaloo: Thank you so much for making it to the end! I ask that you NOT post this story as your own, please. Instead, give it a like/review/bookmark/reblog/all of the above wherever you read it.
Summary: You and Ray like to read, but youâre worried he wonât like the same books as you. Youâre forced to confront the matter when he accidentally finds your copy of Jane Eyre.
Format: Short Story
Word Count: 1.8k
Genre: Romance
Additional Tags/Warnings: no use of (Y/N); setting it TBD; my knowledge of the material comes from film/TV adaptations; apologies to all book fans; implied sexual situation; the word âpornâ is used three times; Rayâs nickname for the reader is âbabeâ; Ginny appears very briefly
Authorâs Note: Full Disclosure - I originally wanted to use Wuthering Heights, but after the recent movie came out and discussions about the problematic main relationship came up, I switched it to Jane Eyre (which has its own set of problems but ends with people learning from their mistakes and living happily ever after). I hope you appreciate the decision and enjoy reading about it.
P.S. If you want to know more about the scenes from Jane Eyre that are mentioned in this story, go to the following links:
The proposal scene
The morning after scene
The veil scene
The wedding scene
P.P.S. I DO NOT OWN THE LONG WALK OR ANY OF ITS CHARACTERS. I ALSO DO NOT OWN JANE EYRE!!!
It was no surprise that you gravitated towards one another.
However, ever since you started dating Ray, you became a little self-conscious about the books you read. He was into deep, philosophical works by people with names that were hard to spell let alone pronounce. You, on the other hand, liked romance novels. Whether they were funny or melodramatic, had a happy or sad ending, as long as the main theme was love you were onboard.
While you read some of Rayâs books in an effort to share in his interests, you could never bring yourself to recommend some of your favorites to him. You were afraid heâd brush them off as âgirly stuffâ not worthy of his time. Although one half of your brain tried to convince you that Ray was too sweet for that, the other half won out and made you hide your literary tastes from him as often as possible.
At the moment, you two were reading from your respective science books in Rayâs room. He was sitting against the side of his bed while you were on your stomach on the floor. You were studying for an upcoming test on Friday, and you were about to tear your hair out at the amount of information you werenât getting. Instead, you let your head fall into your book with a dramatic sigh.
âI am toast.â
âDonât say that,â Ray tried to encourage you.
âI am!â you exclaimed.
âNo, youâre not.â Ray set his book aside and got on his knees in front of you. He gently lifted you up to be level with him. âYou just need a break. We both do. If weâre quiet, I think we can steal some oatmeal chocolate chip cookies without my mom noticing.â
âYou are so bad,â you said, your smile betraying you.
âThatâs why you love me,â he responded, bringing you in for a quick kiss. âCome on.â
You were in such a rush to get to your feet that you accidentally knocked your backpack over. All of your contents fell out.
âShoot!â you hissed. You wasted no time getting back on the ground to collect everything. Ray also knelt down to help you out. He got your pencil bag, your notebook, and something else you couldnât see from the corner of your eye.
âWhatâs this?â
You brought your head up to see for yourself, but he had turned away before you could properly get a look. âWhat?â you asked.
âJane Eyre,â he answered his own question.
Your eyes widened.
Jane Eyre was your book.
Your romance book.
You scrambled to your feet. âItâs nothing,â you said, trying to sound nonchalant.
âIt doesnât look like nothing.â
âRay, please give it back.â
You stepped forward to grab it. He moved out of the way, keeping Jane Eyre close. âWhy? Is there something in it you donât want me to see?â The suspicion in his eyes was soon replaced by mischief. âIs this porn?â
Your jaw dropped. âNo!â Ray quirked an eyebrow, not believing you. âItâs not porn! Just give it back!â
You stepped forward again, but he quickly dodged you. You two went back and forth like this until, having enough, you lunged forward and tackled him to his bed. He dangled the book over the side in one hand while the other held you by your waist to keep you still. You raised your arms as far as you could, but your fingertips were nowhere close to the edges.
âRaymond Davis Garraty, Iâm serious! Give me my book back!â He laughed as you struggled against him. âYouâre cute when youâre mad, you know that?â he asked.
Eventually, and to your surprise, he let the book fall to the floor and used his strength to climb on top of you. His legs were on either side of yours and he pinned your hands above your head. Well, at least you achieved your goal: getting the book away from him. Now you had to get yourself away from him.
âLet me go, Ray.â
âNot until you tell me what the deal is with that book.â
âI told you itâs nothing.â
âI donât believe you.â
âRay-â
âYou wouldnât be so hung up on it if it was nothing.â
âJust leave it be!â
âNo! Tell me!â
You pressed your lips into a thin line in defiance.
Ray hummed. âAlright. Thatâs how you want to be? Okay. I can stay here as long as it takes. Weâre actually kinda fulfilling one of my fantasies.â
You rolled your eyes at his dirty mind. âYou are so bad,â you muttered.
âThatâs why you love me,â he repeated.
You two stayed in place on his bed for a minute or two. You thought you felt his grip loosen, but you knew he wasnât going to let you go for real. Then you heard him say in a gentle tone, âCome on, babe. Just tell me.â You dared to look up at him. His gaze had gone soft, inviting you to trust him.
You sighed. âYou wonât understand.â
âTry me.â
You closed your eyes, weighing the options of telling him the truth in your head. âHey, hey,â Ray cooed, shaking you to open back up. âI love you. You can trust me with anything.â
He seemed to mean that. Only one way to find out.
âJane Eyre is one of my books,â you finally admitted. âItâs a romance novel. Thereâs no porn or anything dirty like that. Itâs just a story about a woman whoâs been mistreated her whole life until she falls in love with her brooding employer and learns to stand up for herself.â
You could see the wheels in Rayâs head turning as he registered your words. âThatâs all?â he asked. You nodded. He slowly let you go so he could pull himself back and sit up on the bed. You did the same, holding your breath for his conclusion.
âThat sounds⌠interesting.â
Your heart sank. That one word could be taken a number of ways, and your brain was already twisting it into something bad.
You suddenly felt the bed dip. You whipped your head around to follow Ray. He was up on his feet heading to where the book was. He bent down and gingerly picked it up. âCan you read a bit to me?â he asked, holding it out to you.
Your mouth quirked to the side. Was he serious? He was, proving it by adding, âPlease?â
âSure,â you answered hesitantly, taking your book back. As you flipped to your bookmark, you could vaguely see Ray moving back to his side of the bed. He scooted back so his pillows acted as cushions against the wall, and he held his arm out so you could take your place at his side. He was like a kid waiting to hear a bedtime story. You hoped you could deliver.
Fortunately, your bookmark was placed at the section where Jane and Mr. Rochester (her employer) were in the garden confessing their love. It was your favorite part, and also one of the more romantic scenes in the book. If you were going to start anywhere, it might as well have been there to get it over with.
Once you were settled against Ray and his pillows, you cleared your throat and started reading. You instinctively went into your usual reading habits - your voice going soft to match the delicateness of the scene and changing tones to differentiate between Jane and Mr. Rochester. You became engrossed, remembering why it was your favorite part as you reenacted Jane standing up to Mr. Rochester and him recognizing her as an equal before declaring his love for her.
You decided to stop there. Before you could fully close your book, however, Ray squeezed your shoulder and asked, âCan you read a bit more?â Your eyes widened in disbelief. He looked back you at you with puppy-dog eyes, so sincere. âUm⌠okay,â you stuttered, going back to your place.
You read on about the preparations for the wedding and Mr. Rochester showering Jane with gifts, one of them being a beautiful veil that gets mysteriously ruined. Jane thinks itâs the fault of someone in the house, but Mr. Rochester insists that it is a figment of her imagination.
âKeep going,â Ray begged.
âAre you serious?â you found yourself asking.
âYes! Please!â
âOkay! Okay!â
You were finally reading about the wedding in the chapel. The couple was about to say their vows when, suddenly, someone came in insisting that they had some interesting information about Mr. Rochester.
You paused for effect and turned to Ray. He was watching you intently. He seemed to be holding his breath. Heâs really getting into this, you thought to yourself.
Just as Mr. Rochesterâs secret was being revealed, Rayâs mom Ginny popped her head through the bedroom door. âYour mother called, dear,â she addressed you. âShe wants you to head back for dinner. And you need to help me get started on our dinner.â She gave Ray a pointed look before making her exit.
Ray whined as he threw his head back. âSeriously? It was just getting good!â
You couldnât help but giggle at his theatrics. After you collected yourself, you got serious with him. âDo you really like this, Ray?â
âYes! Babe, this is such a good story. Why would you hide it from me?â
You blushed. âI thought you wouldnât like it,â you said shyly. âItâs a love story after all. I was afraid youâd just write it off or⌠or make fun of me.â
Rayâs hand cupped your face so you could look at him. âIâm sorry if I made you feel like you couldnât share this with me.
âItâs not you. I guess it was me getting in my own head.â
âWell, donât. You can share any kind of book you want to with me. After all the times Iâve shoved stuff in your face to read and talk about-â
âI actually like some of your stuff.â
âAnd Iâm sure Iâll like some of yours. Please share it with me. You donât have to be afraid.â
You smiled at him, happier than ever about the truth finally being out there. You rewarded Ray with a kiss that he eagerly accepted. âHurry up, you two!â Ginny called out. Ray huffed against your lips and you giggled as you pulled away.
He grabbed your hands to keep you close, though. âTomorrow, weâre going to start this book from the beginning,â he said. It may have sounded like a command, but his pleading eyes made it appear more like a question. Either way, you agreed to it.
In that moment, you felt like Jane Eyre with your own Mr. Rochester. Ray made your happiness, and you made his.
Authorâs Note 2: Electric Boogaloo: Thank you so much for making it to the end! I ask that you NOT post this story as your own, please. Instead, give it a like/review/bookmark/reblog/all of the above wherever you read it.
Summary: Nick Nelson is a well-known photographer who is tasked with providing headshots for Charlie, a young man who wants to break into modeling. Charlie comes in fairly often, though, insisting heâs not getting that much work. Although Nick is trying to act professionally, he finds himself developing intimate feelings for his client. What happens when the truth finally comes out?
Format: Short Story
Word Count: 4.4k
Genre: Alternate Universe; Fluff; Romance
Additional Tags/Warnings: you only ever âseeâ Nick and Charlie; other characters are just mentioned; one character makes an appearance over the phone; Nickâs POV is predominant; everyone is aged up; âlove at first sightâ; some of your favorite moments are included and reworked a little; apologies for any inaccuracies involving photography and modeling
Authorâs Note: This is a first for me â writing for a ship that DOESNâT involve Reader! đ˛ I was thinking about saving this for when the Heartstopper movie comes out, but 1.) Iâll be working on something else during that time (stay tuned for more info on that!), and 2.) this could be something to get people excited again and tide them over until the finale drops in July. I hope I did a good job!
P.S. I DO NOT OWN HEARTSTOPPER OR ANY OF ITS CHARACTERS!!!
The young boy giggled and smiled brightly as the flash went off. The boyâs mom and dad smiled their own smiles, with mom holding him tightly in her lap.
Nick gave a big thumbs up. âI think we got it!â
âGreat!â the mom said, turning her son around to give him a smooch on the cheek. âYou did such a good job, darling!â
After going over which of the dozen photos they wanted, Nick walked the happy family to the door. âNow remember,â he said, âitâll take at least a week to receive the final photos. Iâll email them to you and take the rest of my payment once I know youâre satisfied with everything.â
The dad assured him, âIâm sure we will be. Thank you so much.â He gave Nick a firm handshake. Mom came up next, son on her hip, to offer her own handshake and thanks.
âCan I get a high five, little man?â Nick asked sweetly, holding up his hand for the boy. He enthusiastically gave it to Nick. âWoah! Awesome! Thank you!â He then opened the door and waved at another set of happy customers.
Nick Nelson had been in the photography business for ten years and worked with a number of people - couples, families, businesses, local politicians, up-and-coming artists, independent authors, actors in theatre and film, and simple, everyday people. Whether it was for a job interview, a website, to surprise their partner, or to add to the family photo album, Nick treated each session with professionalism and positivity. Such a sterling reputation made him one of the best photographers in the city.
While Nick went over the photos from his latest session to start editing, the phone rang. He answered, ââPhotos by Nick.â This is Nick. How can I help you?â
âHi,â a young manâs voice greeted him. âUm, I got your number from a friend of mine. Elle Argent?â
Nick perked up at the name. Elle Argent was a transgender artist from the area who blew up a couple years back. Every now and then, sheâd come to Nick for photos involving her and her artwork for her website.
âYeah, I know Elle! What are you looking for exactly?â
âWell, um, I would like to get some headshots done. I looked you up and saw that youâre having a buy one, get one deal.â
âYes. It ends this Sunday.â
âOkay. So, are there any available times between now and then?â
Nick took a moment to look through his planner. His eyes quickly landed on a spot that he had previously written in but had to erase. âI actually had someone cancel on Saturday at 11am. Does that work for you?â
âSure!â the voice answered quickly.
Nick smiled, grabbing a pencil to write out the strangerâs information. He took down the phone number and email address, and was about to hang up but stopped when he remembered the most crucial piece of information.
âOh, wait! Whatâs your name?â
âCharlie. Charlie Spring.â
âAlright, Charlie Spring. See you Saturday!â
âItâs a date!â Charlie said, only to quickly yell into the phone, âI mean, not a date date! Obviously! Itâs not a date⌠like that. Itâs just⌠itâs⌠an appointment!â
Nick chuckled softly. âOf course. See you for your appointment, Charlie.â
As soon as he hung up, Nick did a double take. He normally wouldnât call a client by their first name until he got to know them better. However, talking with Charlie seemed so natural that it just slipped out. Plus, Nick felt that calling Charlie by his first name might loosen him up a bit. He sounded nervous⌠and cute.
Nick shook his head in disbelief. He barely knew Charlie! He couldnât be thinking things like that! Besides, Charlie was about to be a client. Thinking those kinds of thoughts would be totally unprofessional. Nick forced the interaction out of his mind for the time being and busied himself with editing.
Saturday snuck up on Nick. He was just setting up his area like any other appointment when he heard the bell over his door go off. âHello?â he heard a maleâs voice call out.
Nick set his stool in place, turned around, put on his best smile, and said, âHi! Welcome to âPhotos by Nick.â Iâm Nick.â
Correction â he attempted to say that.
What he actually said was, âHiâŚâ
Once his eyes landed on the man, the rest of his words flew out of his head.
This man was pretty. Beautiful, actually. He had curly, deep black hair. His eyes turned a stunning shade of blue in a certain light. And his jawlineâŚ
âHi,â his shy voice brought Nick back to reality. âIâm Charlie. Iâm here for headshots?â
Nick blinked. This was Charlie? No wonder he wants to get into modeling, he thought.
He quickly straightened up and said, âHi! Sorry! Sorry, I was⌠Sorry. Iâm Nick.â
He dared to stick his hand out, and Charlie accepted it with the hand that wasnât holding onto his backpack strap. Nick didnât know if it was real or his imagination, but he couldâve sworn that he felt sparks when holding Charlieâs hand. However, just as quickly as they came together, they let go.
It was time to be professional.
Nick tried to get himself back on track. âHeadshots. Right. The two-for-one deal.â
âYes. I was thinking just two. One a bit serious. The other, more casual.â As he spoke, Charlie set his backpack down and dug through it. He pulled out a plain white shirt and a black suit jacket. âI was thinking this for the serious one.â Nick nodded thoughtfully, and Charlie took that as permission to go back and pull out a red jumper. âAnd this one could be for the casual one.â
âSounds good to me,â Nick agreed. âItâs probably best if we go in order. Start off serious, then have some fun. Thereâs a bathroom around the corner if you want some privacy to get changed.â Charlie let out an âokayâ and scurried off to the bathroom.
It was kind of adorable.
A few minutes later, Charlie came out in the shirt and jacket. God, he looked straight out of a magazine shoot. This was going to be one of the easiest sessions Nick ever did. He gestured for Charlie to sit on the stool in front of the blue backdrop (a color that Nick was glad he chose because it helped bring out his eyes).
Once Charlie got situated, his hands placed gracefully in his lap, he looked to Nick. âSo, is this the part where you tell me how to pose and quickly snap the picture before I ruin it?â
Nick chuckled. âActually, I kind of do things a little differently. Why donât we get to talking a bit about yourself.â
âOkay. What do you want to know?â
âHow about what your goal is with these headshots?â
âTo get into modeling. I hope to send these to an agent Iâve been researching and-â
SNAP!
Charlie blinked. âAnd go from there,â he finished. The photographer just smiled and asked, âAnd it was Elle who recommended me to you, yeah?â
Charlie cleared his throat and got back into it. âYeah. Iâve seen some of the photos youâve taken of her and her work and always thought they were-â
SNAP!
âGorgeous⌠When I brought up my idea of modeling, she immediately gave me your number and-â
SNAP!
Charlieâs jaw dropped as it finally hit him. âYouâre trying to distract me!â
âSort of,â Nick admitted, cringing at having been caught. âBut itâs also so I can genuinely get to know you.â He gave his new client a moment to let the idea settle with him. Charlie eventually said, âContinue, then.â
Nick scrambled for another question. âHave you been friends with Elle for long?â
âOh, yeah. Weâve been friends since school. Me, her, and her boyfriend, Tao. They would always drag me around to their places after school and have me participate in their projects.â
As he snapped another picture, Nick imagined a young Charlie posing for some abstract painting by Elle or being filmed by Tao, a future award-winning filmmaker, doing random things like eating lunch or playing in the park.
âWould you say it was them that kind of planted the idea of modeling into your head?â
âSort of. It was also my mum and dad. They would always talk about how pretty I looked and how they could see me on the cover of a magazine or on some billboard. My sister used to joke about all the stuff I could advertise. Toothpaste. Dog food. Digestives.â
SNAP!
âYour sister?â
Charlie hummed in agreement. âTori. Sheâs older than me.â
âI have an older brother myself. He can be a real pain. Same with your sister?â
âNo! Not at all. I mean, yeah, she can be closed-off at times, but she still cares. Sheâs the best.â
Charlie looked off into the distance at the thought of his sister. Nick waited a few more seconds for him to look back up. Once he did, before he could open his mouth and make some comment about Nick not taking a picture for once, Nick caught the moment.
âAnd there you have it,â he concluded.
Charlieâs eyebrows shot up. âThatâs it?!â
âThatâs it. Now for the fun part.â
Charlie quickly got changed into his jumper and took his spot on the stool.
He looked so cozy.
Focus, Nelson! Nick told himself. He resumed his position behind the camera. Before he could speak, Charlie beat him to it.
âCan we do something a bit different for this one?â
âSure. What did you have in mind?â
âWell, Iâve been talking about myself quite a bit already. Could we talk about you? Unless you donât want to! I completely understand if-â
âNo, no! Thatâs very sweet. Sure. Anything you want to know. Ask away.â
Charlie smirked. âAnything I want? Thatâs dangerous.â Nick laughed and Charlie followed suit. âI wonât be too harsh, I promise. Probably the most obvious thing in the world â what made you get into photography?â
âObvious and easy,â Nick started. âI went back and forth between here and Paris when I was young. I was constantly surrounded by beautiful places and things. I would take pictures whenever I could. It started with a lot of disposable cameras. Then I got a digital camera - thank you, mum. Now I get to work with these bad boys.â He pointed to his current camera, and swelled with pride when Charlie marveled at it.
âThatâs really cool! So, your parents travelled a lot?â
âNot really. Theyâre actually divorced. My mum is here, my dad is in Paris.â
Charlieâs face dropped. âOh, Iâm sorry.â
âItâs fine.â Nick waved it off. âAt least I wasnât alone. I had my dogs there to keep me distracted.â He was delighted when Charlieâs face lit back up at that tidbit of information. âYou have dogs?!â
âYes! Two. My collie, Nellie, and a pug named Henry.â
âThey sound adorable!â
âThey are. They were my first and favorite subjects.â
âIâll bet.â
Nick suddenly realized that this was the perfect segue for the next part of the shoot. âYou know, it wasnât easy trying to get them to look at the camera. I had to say random words to get their attention.â
âLike what?â
âLike⌠banana!â
Nick caught Charlieâs confused expression that morphed into understanding followed by delightful surprise.
âAnd⌠biscuit!â
Another picture of Charlieâs giddiness at the game. âAnd squirrel?â he dared asked.
âAnd squirrel!â Nick exclaimed as he hit the button. Charlieâs belly laughter was on full display.
Nick threw a few more random words Charlieâs way, snapping photos after every one, and the man took it all in stride. Once he wiped the tears from his eyes, Charlie commented, âThat was way more fun that I was expecting.â
âIâm glad,â Nick said. âWant to have a quick look?â
Charlie nodded and jumped out of his seat. Nick removed the camera from its stand to bring up his gallery. While scrolling, he would often catch Charlie staring in awe from the corner of his eye. Â âThese are good. Really good.â Nickâs heart skipped a beat at the praise.
The two looked at each other. Time seemed to stand still all around them. Nick wished they could stay like that forever, but his mouth was starting to get dry and his attempt to salivate it caused him to let out a little cough, breaking the spell.
Charlie scratched his head. âI, uh, better get changed.â
âYeah.â Nick pointed to his laptop. âIâll get the camera hooked up so we can properly see these and pick the best.â As Charlie slowly made his way to the bathroom, Nick hoped he could get his breathing under control by the time he got back.
Things did indeed return to normal once they sat down to go through the photos. Nick picked a few out, and Charlie settled on the two he really liked.
âSo, Iâll get digital copies and can do what I like with them, right?â he asked.
âThatâs right,â Nick confirmed. âAlthoughâŚâ
Charlie turned to him. âWhat?â
Nick doesnât know what came over him, or what compelled him to continue. All he knows is that he meant every word. âWell, I donât usually do this, but I like you and I have faith in what youâre doing so Iâm going to print you out some physical copies for that agent you were talking about. Iâll do them in color and black and white.â
Charlie blinked at the generous offer. âWow. Thatâs really nice of you. You donât have to, though. Iâd feel like Iâm taking advantage-â
âItâs no trouble. Really,â he insisted.
âWell, I⌠Thank you. Thank you so much!â
Nick beamed. âYouâre welcome.â
After going over the details again, Nick led Charlie to the door. âIt was great working with you today, Charlie.â
âIt was great working with you too, Nick.â
The two men shook hands once again and parted ways. Nick couldnât help but stare after Charlie, nor could he help the two thoughts that popped into his head:
His name sounded lovely coming out of Charlieâs mouth.
It was a couple weeks later when Nick heard from Charlie again.
ââPhotos by Nick.â Nick speaking.â
âHi, Nick! Itâs Charlie.â
âHey, Charlie! Whatâs up?â
âWell, I submitted my headshots to that agent and⌠they took me on!â
âThatâs amazing!â Nick cheered. âCongratulations!â
âThanks! He thinks he can get me some gigs, but he mentioned needing a few more pictures for my portfolio. Can you help with that?â
âOf course!â Nick scrambled for his appointment book, which became more of a task than it shouldâve been because it was literally right next to him but he was too giddy to think or act straight. âLet me just see⌠uh⌠I have an opening this Thursday at around noon. Does that work?â
âSure!â
âGreat. Itâs⌠an appointment.â
Even though all he could hear was a snort, Nick was fairly certain Charlie was also smiling. âItâs an appointment,â he heard the man reply. âSee you then!â
Thursday couldnât come fast enough for Nick. He and Charlie more or less did their routine from last time - serious headshots first, fun headshots second. Nick did his usual distraction tactics, which still worked on Charlie. During their hour together, they got to know each other more. Charlie mentioned that he loved video games while Nick talked about liking real sports games. This led to Charlie revealing that he would get a bit rough himself when playing the drums to relieve stress.
At their next appointment a week later, Nick asked Charlie to delve deeper into his skills on the drums. Charlie talked about being in the school band and begged Nick to talk about what he was like back then. Nick bashfully shared some memories and secrets, like when he briefly dated a girl named Tara before finding out a few months later that she was gay with her girlfriend, Darcy.
The following week, the two men got to talking about their sexualities. Nick said that he was bisexual. Charlie said that he was gay, something that he wrestled with because of an old boyfriend who forced him to keep that side of him a secret. Nick felt bad for him and impulsively invited him to lunch.
And so it went for the next few months. Nick and Charlie would meet for a photo session. Theyâd make plans for afterwards, either for coffee or a nice stroll or meeting Nickâs dogs. Then theyâd make an appointment to do the whole dance over again.
Any thoughts about maintaining professionalism were swiftly forgotten. Nick was enjoying his time with Charlie too much⌠so much so that he neglected to stop and think about why Charlie was coming in so often yet rarely getting any work. Neither one knew it, but the truth was eventually going to come out.
Nick was editing (admiring) the latest set of headshots he took of Charlie when he was interrupted by the phone ringing.
ââPhotos by Nick.â Nick speaking.â
âHello,â a female voice answered. âItâs your favorite artist calling to schedule another photo session with her latest masterpiece.â
Nick recognized that voice and confidence anywhere. âGood to hear from you, Elle. Itâs been a while.â
âI know! I was struggling with my latest collection, but lately Iâve just been cranking things out. Thank God, too. I was starting to drive everyone crazy. Tao even suggested we get an exorcist.â
Nick chuckled at the image as he flipped through his appointment book. His eyes settled on a completely blank Saturday block. âI actually have all of Saturday off two weeks form now. Does that work for you?â
âLet me check real quick.â Nick could hear Elle humming and imagined her scanning through her own calendar for the date. She finally responded, âSorry, love, that dayâs no good. Thereâs this fashion show thing that Iâve been invited to. Iâm mostly going to support Charlie.â
Nickâs ears burned at the name. âCharlie?â
âYeah. Heâs one of the models.â
Nickâs jaw dropped. âWhat?! Thatâs amazing! Good for him! I was starting to get worried.â
âWhy?â
âWeâve just been doing a lot of sessions together because he hasnât been getting much work with his portfolio.â
âWhat are you talking about? Charlieâs gotten plenty of work.â
Nick looked at the phone in utter confusion. âHe has?â
âYeah. Heâs done a few magazines already. Apparently, one of the brands he wore for really liked him and asked him to represent them in the fashion show. Itâs a pretty big deal with so many names and all this press-â
âElle, Iâm going to have to call you back. Love you. Bye.â Nick quickly hung up the phone and typed the name âCharlie Springâ into his search engine.
The results that came up shocked him.
There were images of Charlie in fancy outfits in this big magazine and that one, looking so gorgeous. There were a couple of videos of behind-the-scenes stuff with him and some other models. He was so shy yet honest about being new to the modeling scene. There were already a few articles about the upcoming fashion show, some of which talked about how Charlie was a model with such promise.
Nick was stunned.
Why would Charlie keep something like this from him?
The phone rang once again. He instinctively picked it up and answered, ââPhotos by Nick.â This is Nick.â
âHi, Nick! Itâs Charlie.â
Nick nearly choked, but managed to regain himself and respond, âHey, Charlie! Calling to schedule another photoshoot?â
âYes, actually. Do you have any openings this week?â
âUm⌠let me check.â He already knew he had an opening for the next day, but he needed the moment to make sure he was staying calm. âI can meet you as early as tomorrow.â
âThat works!â
âOkay, then. Tomorrow at three.â
âIâll see you then!â
âSee you then.â
When the call ended, Nick leaned back in his chair and stared up at the ceiling. His whole world felt like it had been turned upside down. Hopefully his appointment with Charlie would help set things right. And the sooner, the better.
Nick checked the settings on his camera for the fifth time as he waited for Charlie. With only a minute left, he went to the bathroom and took a long hard look at himself in the mirror.
Everything is going to be okay, he told himself. Iâm sure thereâs a good explanation for all of this.
He then heard the ball of the front door and a familiar voice call out, âNick?â
Now or never. With a final deep breath, Nick exited the bathroom.
âCharlie,â he said with a (genuine) smile. âGood to see you. The usual?â
Charlie made his way over to the stool, trying to hide his oncoming blush. âYeah. My agent says they could use a few more pictures of me âshowing some skin.ââ He quickly unzipped his backpack and brought out a couple of short-sleeved shirts.
It took a lot of strength for Nick to maintain a neutral expression at the idea of seeing more of Charlieâs lithe body. âUm⌠yeah. Yeah! Sure! We can make that happen.â He was surprised his mouth was moist enough to get those words out.
After Charlie got changed, the two men assumed their positions. Nick started off simply. âStill not a lot of work coming in?â
âIâve managed to do a couple things,â Charlie answered. âNo big deal.â
SNAP!
âIâm kind of surprised, but Iâm proud of you for not giving up.â
âThanks.â
SNAP!
âSo, is there a particular job you hope to land at some point?â
âLike what?â
âI dunno. Like, a magazine youâve been reading since you were a kid that you want to model for? Or⌠some big fashion show where all the big-wigs meet to look at beautiful people in beautiful clothes?â
Charlieâs eyes shifted at the question. Nick knew why, but he wasnât going to call him out on it. He wanted Charlie to open up himself. âI guess being in a fashion show would be nice. Who wouldnât want to be considered beautiful by the whole world?â
Youâre already beautiful, Nick thought. He snapped another picture and forced his brain to focus. He decided to kick things up a notch.
âYou know, thereâs a fashion show going on in a couple of weeks.â
âYeah?â
âYeah. Elle was telling me about it.â
The picture that Nick took of that moment clearly showed Charlieâs eyes widening.
âElle?â he asked.
âYeah. She called me up to schedule a session for some new artwork. I asked her about the date, and she mentioned that she couldnât make it because she was going to support a friend making his debut.â
âOh.â
Charlieâs voice was so small, realization dawning on him. His energy took quite a hit as well, Nick could tell. He stepped out from behind the camera. âCharlie⌠Charlie, I-â
âIâm sorry!â Charlie blurted out. âIâm sorry! IâŚâ He tried to make a run for it, but Nick caught him by the hand and pulled him back.
âCharlie, please. You donât have to-â
âIâve been lying to you,â Charlie interrupted Nick once again. He looked at the floor as he spoke rapidly. âIâve been getting a lot of jobs because of your pictures. You made me look so good, and youâre so nice and funny and handsome. Iâve been wanting to ask you out but I didnât know if you saw me that way and I was too much of a coward to just take a risk. But I wanted to keep spending time with you, so I kept asking for appointments. I can afford them because of all the work Iâve been doing. Itâs crazy how much my agentâs booked for me so quickly, and I really wanted to tell you and Iâm sorry about all of this. I just⌠I just-â
âCharlie,â Nick stopped the manâs hyperventilating. His hands were holding Charlieâs arms, which slightly stopped his shaking. He slowly moved up to cup Charlieâs face so the two were seeing eye to eye. âI forgive you.â
Charlie let out a haggard sigh, which triggered his tears. Nick immediately pulled him in for a hug. He hesitantly put his arms around Nickâs torso. Nick thought he heard Charlie sniffle and squeezed him gently in an effort to provide some reassurance.
Despite the circumstances, it all felt right.
The two stood like that for a few minutes. Nick allowed Charlie to make the first move. He slowly peeled himself away, trying to regain some strength as he spoke. âDo you⌠really forgive me?â
Nick nodded. âYes. In fact, I havenât been totally honest with you, either.â Before Charlie could ask what he meant, he continued, âI have feelings for you, too. Iâve had them ever since you came into my studio. You are one of the most beautiful people Iâve ever met, inside and out. The only reason I didnât say anything sooner is because I wanted to keep things professional.â Charlieâs face fell at that last word. âI think weâre way past professional now, though, and I donât want to go back.â
Charlieâs eyes shot back up in surprise. âMe neither,â he admitted.
The two remained in place, holding each other, staring at each other. A small smile soon formed on Charlieâs face and then Nickâs. The two then got to laughing, the absurdity of the situation finally hitting them.
âWhy are we like this?â Charlie asked.
Nick shrugged. âI donât know.â That made Charlie laugh harder, which made Nickâs heart soar.
Once the two had settled down, Charlie timidly asked, âSo, where do we go from here?â
Nick cleared his throat. âWell, weâve still got about forty minutes left in our session, so I suggest we finish up. Afterwards, instead of money, I will ask that you pay me back by accompanying me to a nice restaurant for a proper date.â
âA date,â Charlie tested the words. âA proper date. Not an appointment.â
âNo,â Nick chuckled. âNot anymore.â
Charlieâs eyes shined at the prospect. He nodded eagerly. âOkay.â
This shouldâve been the moment the two let go of each other. They didnât. Instead, they got closer and closer until their lips met in a sweet, perfect kiss. Nick almost wished his camera could capture the moment.
He didnât need to worry. He would have many more chances to take many more photos of him with his boyfriend⌠and he would cherish each and every one of them.
Authorâs Note 2: Electric Boogaloo: Thank you so much for making it to the end! I ask that you NOT post this story as your own, please. Instead, give it a like/review/bookmark/reblog/all of the above wherever you read it.
Pairing: Logan Howlett/Wolverine (specifically worst!Wolverine) x fem!Reader
Summary: Logan volunteers to be dunked in a water tank to raise money for the community center you work at. He manages to grab all the ladiesâ attention, but only has eyes for you.
Format: Short Story
Word Count: ~4.2k
Genre: Fluff; Romance; Hurt/Comfort
Additional Tags/Warnings: no use of (Y/N); minimal foul language; reader works at a community center; a bit of Stepford Wives vibes; an OC that is an HBIC (and not in a fun way); Wade is Wade; Logan gets wet (not like that); reader gets jealous; Loganâs nickname for reader is âsweetheartâ
Authorâs Note: With summer around the corner (which is funny because I live down south and lately itâs felt like summer all-year round), I thought Iâd put this out there. I hope you have your own way to cool off this season!
P.S. I DO NOT OWN WOLVERINE, DEADPOOL, OR ANY OTHER CHARACTER(S) IN THE DEADPOOL/MARVEL UNIVERSE!!! I ALSO DO NOT OWN ANYTHING/ANYONE THAT IS WITTILY REFERENCED!!!
You smiled your best smile at the room full of housewives who could make or break your idea for the community center.
You had worked at the center for a few years now, enjoying how it brought everyone together. There was a big gym indoors and plenty of space outdoors for men to play sports in a club or just for fun. The pool was a great place for the kids of summer to swim in. And every now and then, a party was hosted so the seniors could recapture their youth for a night. However, excessive use of the center was beginning to take a toll on some of the equipment. You and your colleagues finally decided to host a big fundraising event to replace everything. After putting your heads together, you all settled on the idea of an indoor carnival with various games, food, and entertainment.
There was one major thing you had to do â get all of the housewives who usually volunteered onboard. Not only could they provide a little extra help in terms of supplies and supervision, but they also generated great word of mouth. Sure, they probably only did it all for the brownie points they could bring up to their snooty friends at the country club, but it was better than zero help at all.
The head housewife, Darla, spoke first. âDo you have enough to put this thing together?â
âLet me go down the list.â You quickly reached for your clipboard and flipped to the page where you and the others had taken inventory of everything that could be considered useful/fun for a carnival. âWeâve got some targets and balls that kids could try and hit. Weâve got little pools so they can bob for apples. Weâve got a couple of wagons, and we were thinking of some of us dressing up as conductors and-â
âItâs cute,â Darla interrupted you, âand thatâs a problem.â
You raised an eyebrow. âWhy?â
âEverything so far is for kids.â
âWell, weâre anticipating a lot of families coming out.â
âThat doesnât mean the adults canât have a little fun. Right, girls?â The other housewives nodded along with her, muttering various forms of agreement. âWhat do you have that can be for the grown-ups?â
âUmâŚâ You scanned your notes, desperately trying to find something to reel everyone back in. You finally found it. âWe have a dunk tank!â
Everyoneâs eyes nearly popped out of their sockets.
âA dunk tank?!â
âReally?!â
âThat sounds like a lot of fun!â
âA dunk tankâŚâ Darlaâs voice made everyone go silent. âThat might be something. I assume you would have some volunteers from the center who would be willing to get wet?â
âI, uh, donât know,â you answered. âWe have people who are already assigned to things, like Larry usually handles concessions and Marta likes to-â
âI know someone who would be a perfect candidate.â
You swore you could see a bit of mischief in Darlaâs eyes. Either because of it or in spite of it, you asked, âWho?â
âLogan.â
Your jaw dropped at the mention of that name. Logan was the friend of your friend and neighbor, Wade. You kind of (definitely) had a thing for him.
âLogan? My Logan?â
Darlaâs eyes narrowed. âI didnât realize he was yours.â The others werenât shy about shooting each other looks.
You were quick to clarify, âHeâs not! I mean, I know him. Heâs my friend.â
âYes, and weâve seen him pick you up from the center. Heâs not bad-looking at all. Imagine the amount of people who would want to dunk him.â
The ladies blushed and giggled. You turned red for another reason. Yes, if this event was going to be as big as you and your colleagues wanted it to be, you would need all the help you could get. And Darla did have a point about bringing in the people and money. However, while the thought of Logan being drenched from head to toe made you want to swoon, the idea of other ladies swooning as well was not as appealing.
âI⌠I⌠Iâll talk with him about it.â
Darla smiled. âPerfect! You can send the rest of the information out via email. Good meeting, everyone!â She got up from her chair and dismissed everyone with a wave of her hand. You just stood in place waving back as everyone filed out.
Phase one was a success, thank God. Now onto phase twoâŚ
You found yourself in a similar situation an hour later â standing in front of a group of people trying to convince them to do something that was a bit of a risk but might pay off. This time, however, your group was much smaller and way less intimidating.
âSo, what do you think?â
âI was onboard the second you said âidea,ââ Wade said, looking like he was ready to jump onto the kitchen table in excitement at any second. âAny idea is a good idea to me.â
âThanks, Wade.â Of course you could count on him to be game for anything. You turned to the other man. âWhat about you, Logan?â He had his arms crossed and was leaning back in his chair, his eyes cast down in deep thought.
âI donât knowâŚâ
You knew Logan would be a tougher nut to crack than Wade. You decided to go over your points again. âLike I said, you and Wade would take turns getting dunked. And Wade could go first, if you like.â
âGladly,â Wade interjected. âIâve been wanting to break in my new Speedo and Wilson Fisk mask. Are we actually connected to that part of the universe? I donât really know.â
âIf you ever get tired or donât want to do it anymore, we can switch and maybe get someone else to cover for you.â
âYeah. Does anyone have Namorâs number? Are we connected to that part of the universe?â
âWade,â you gently shushed him before turning back to Logan for your biggest point. âWe could really use your help, Logan, even if itâs only for a little bit. Weâre trying to raise as much money as possible for new stuff.â Your hands clasped together and your lips pouted in an effort to seal the deal.
Loganâs eyes finally came up to meet yours. He slowly smiled and said, âAlright.â
Wade shot up with a holler and brought you both in for a big hug. âThis is going to be awesome! Let me show you the Speedo! Youâre going to love it!â He then jetted off to his room.
You and Logan shook your heads and chuckled under your breaths at the wacky manâs antics. Once you caught your breath, you said, âThank you, Logan. I really appreciate this.â
Logan leaned in close to you. âI hope you know that I wouldnât do this for anyone other than you, sweetheart.â
You blushed at his admission. You wished he meant that in another way.
You forced your brain to switch gears. Now was not the time to bemoan your love life. You had a carnival to plan.
The community center was buzzing with activity a few weeks later. All your colleagues were hard at work making sure everything was in its proper place and that there was plenty of everything for the amount of people you were expecting. Based on what the housewives told you at the previous meetings, you could expect enough people to spend enough money to replace the old equipment and maybe have enough left over for some other new things. While that made you excited, you kept it all inside. You needed to remain cool, calm, and collected in order to run your ship right.
You drove with Wade and Logan to the center. They had been there a few times, but today they were impressed with how decked out it looked. âOoo!â Wade said. âI want to check out the basketball court! No, no! I want to check out the apple-bobbing! Oh, my God! They have more than two kinds of Doritoâs! Please say we get them for free!â
âFirst off, Wade,â you said, placing your arm around him, âremember that youâre here to work.â
âAweâŚâ
âSecond, I will sneak you some chips when I can.â
âAwe! Youâre the best!â
As soon as his eyes landed on the dunk tank, Wade rushed over.
âDo you think some of that energy will disappear after a few dunkings?â you asked Logan. He shrugged. âI want to say yes, but guyâs like a damn Energizer bunny.â
âJust going and going and going.â
Logan hummed in agreement and grinned at you. You laughed, but were interrupted by a voice.
âThere you are!â
You both turned to see Darla, who was being followed by some of the housewives and holding her arms wide open. For a second, you thought she was talking to you. However, she breezed right past you to bestow her hug onto Logan.
âWe are so glad that you are here,â she continued. Your jaw couldnât help but tighten as she squeezed him, no doubt wanting to feel his sculpted body for as long as possible.
âUh, thank you,â Logan said awkwardly. He didnât attempt to hide his confusion when Darla pulled away. âAnd you are?â
She giggled like a schoolgirl. âOh, silly me! Where are my manners? Iâm Darla Harrows. Iâm helping out with the event today. We all are.â She gestured to the ladies, who each gave their own greeting to Logan. He gave a small wave to all of them. âWe are just so excited to see you volunteering for the dunk tank. We know youâre going to do great.â
âWell, itâs for a good cause.â He looked to you as he said that. You may have looked neutral on the outside, but inside you were melting. âAnd Iâm not the only one, which kind of helps.â
Darla blinked. âExcuse me?â
You decided it was time to step in. âWe have another volunteer for the dunk tank, Wade, who has graciously agreed to go first.â You pointed to the man himself, who was decked out in tasteful swim trunks (you thankfully managed to talk him out of wearing his Speedo) and a Wile E. Coyote mask (you were not so lucky on this point; he insisted on it as a way to âstick it to Warner Bros.â).
All the ladies looked at him blankly. âUm⌠I donât-â Darla started, but you were quick to interrupt her. âTheyâll be going in hour shifts. Wade first, then Logan, then Wade, and so on. Iâve timed it so they each get the same amount of shifts and the same amount of time getting dunked.â
Darla turned to Logan, slowly stalking up to him as she spoke. âAre you sure you donât want to go first? It seems like fun.â
Logan backed up with each step. âNah, Iâm going to need a bit of time to build up my nerve.â
âBut you seem like such a brave man.â
âWadeâs really been excited about this, so Iâll let him have the spotlight first. Iâll just stand around and make sure things donât get out of hand.â
Before Darla could argue further, one of your colleagues alerted everyone, âWeâll be opening up any minute now!â
âI suggest we all get into places to start this thing on a good note,â you stated.
Darla let out a huff before regaining herself. âOkay.â She flashed a smile in Loganâs direction. âSee you later, Logan.â With that, she turned on her heel and led the others away.
Logan scooted over to you. âShe isâŚâ
âYeah,â you agreed. âJust pray that sheâll be too busy walking around pretending to be important to bother.â
âIs that what youâll be doing?â he teased.
You gasped. âNo! Iâm going to be walking around actually doing important stuff.â You then got serious. âYou really donât mind hanging around to keep an eye on things?â
âNot at all.â
You nodded. âThank you.â
âOnly for you.â
You felt your cheeks starting to turn red and quickly made your feet lead you away from him.
Unbeknownst to you, Logan looked after you as you walked away. He continued to watch you as he stood by the tank. Wadeâs jeering at the people who came to dunk him turned into white noise. Even the sound of the crowd reacting whenever Wade did or didnât get dunked (which he made a big deal of either way) didnât phase him.
He was only focused on you.
Logan kind of (definitely) had a thing for you, too. He was amazed by your smarts and kindness, which were on full display at the carnival. You would stop to talk to the various families about what a good time they were having. You would coordinate with your colleagues to make sure everything was as it should be. Every now and then, you would look his way. His damn heart skipped a beat every time. Any nerves he had about volunteering for the dunk tank slipped away when he remembered that he was doing this for you.
The surrounding audience erupted into applause as Wade was dunked for the tenth time. Logan joined them this time, albeit halfheartedly. He happened to look up at a nearby clock and see that it was actually an hour later.
It was his turn now.
After helping Wade get out of the tank (the weirdo whispered to him, âThat was fun. We should do it again sometimeâ) and stepping out of his shoes and pants to reveal his swim trunks, Logan hesitantly took his spot inside. He doesnât know why he expected Wade to be normal about the whole thing.
âCome one, come all!â he shouted, waving his hands wildly in the air. âNow is your chance to dunk the Almighty Wolverine in order to raise money for a bigger tank so you can dunk him againâŚ. with sharks!â
âScrew you,â Logan said through gritted teeth.
As people kept stepping up to their area, he noticed that a lot of the housewives from earlier were dragging their husbands and kids over with wide eyes and drool practically dripping from their mouths. Luckily, for the next hour, everyone who came up to the plate failed in their attempt to hit the ball at the target. At first, the kids tried at the urging of their mothers. When their little onesâ efforts fell short, they turned to their husbands and pleaded for them to try. Some were more than happy to do it to make their wives happy. Others were a bit more reluctant but figured it was better than getting an earful later. All in all, they were somehow obliviously to their ladiesâ true motivations.
Whenever he wanted a break from the chaos, Loganâs eyes searched for you. He didnât have to look for too long. You were only a few feet away, trying to hold back laughter. He smirked but then jumped when a ball got close but not quite to the target. He turned back to you and saw you trying even harder to contain yourself. While he was embarrassed about his mask falling for a second, he was also glad to be the cause of your giddiness.
âOh, Logan!â
Logan cringed. He knew that womanâs voice, and it could only mean trouble.
You were having your own kind of fun watching a nervous Logan sitting in the tank as Wade moved all around to hype him up. It wasnât often you saw Logan like this.
âOh, Logan!â
You immediately got nervous yourself when you heard a familiar voice rise above the crowd. You watched as one of the last couples of Loganâs hour walked forward - Darla and her husband, Jerry.
She hauled him to the mark on the floor. He was being a good sport about it, thankfully, and paid Wade for three chances. The merc-turned-MC gestured grandly to the man in the hot seat. You wrapped your arms around yourself. While a part of you really wanted to see Logan get dunked, another part of you was not looking forward to the inevitable ogling and catcalls that would follow from the ladies.
You tried to shake those thoughts from your head and maintain a normal expression as you watched Jerry pull back and throw.
âStrike one!â Wade called when the ball missed.
Everyone awed in disappointment. Jerry took a moment before pulling back and throwing again.
âStrike two!â Wade called again.
Jerry got closer that time, and everyone was wondering if his third time would be the charm. You, Wade, Darla, the whole center waited with bated breath as Jerry centered himself for his final attempt.
He pulled back.
He threw with all his might.
The ball hit the target dead in the center.
A small bell went off.
The seat under Logan fell through.
He had a second to catch his breath before he was submerged in the water.
âHOMERUN!!!â Wade exclaimed before joining in with the cheers of the crowd, which included you.
Logan slowly came back up for air and pulled himself back up to his seat. The white wife-beater that he opted to keep on clung to him, revealing every amazing ab and muscle that he had developed over the years. The expected female adulation came fast and strong. However, it didnât bother you as much as you thought it would because you were too busy getting lost in Loganâs eyes.
He was staring right at you. He then gave you a thumbs up.
You froze, eyebrows up to the sky. You dumbly pointed at yourself before recovering with a thumbs up of your own. A big smile from him was your reward.
Damn the effect this man had on you.
The spell between you broke when Darla rushed up to him with a towel. Logan hesitantly accepted it. As he wiped off his face and dried his hair, Darla got closer to him, making jokes and laughing at them. She was also trying to subtly feel Loganâs arms, catching some stray beads of water. To say you were jealous because she was in a position you had fantasized about more than once wouldâve been an understatement.
You tore your gaze away. You needed to distract yourself before your feelings spiraled out of control. Surely there was a concession stand somewhere that needed more snacks or drinks.
You tried to act professional for the rest of the carnival. You maintained a friendly demeanor with all the families and were patient with your colleagues whenever they needed something. However, going anywhere near the dunk tank proved to be a challenge. You could only stand to be there for a couple of minutes, and they were mostly spent checking in on Wade, collecting the money from that hourâs shift, and making a swift exit. You thought you saw Logan trying to talk to you out of the corner of your eye once or twice. However, he would be intercepted by someone, more often than not a housewife, and your stupid feelings would stir up and force you to run away.
The end of the carnival seemed to come so slowly and yet so suddenly. The last of the families filed out the doors. Most of the equipment and supplies had been put away; the rest would be dealt with the next day. After you said goodbye to everyone at the center, you let out a big sigh of relief.
Another day and job well done.
You felt good⌠for the most part.
Things were slightly awkward driving back to the apartment complex with Wade and Logan. Logan kept staring at you, you could feel it, but he never got a chance to actually talk to you because Wade went on and on about how much fun he had and how he might want to volunteer more at the center. You smiled and nodded along, wanting nothing more than to get back to your place and celebrate a successful event with a bath, pajamas, and some gummy bears (the safe kind).
Wade kept talking as you all walked slowly inside the complex and up the stairs to your floor. Even as you muttered a âgood night, see you tomorrow,â he continued to babble all the way inside his apartment.
You quickly made your way to your place down the hall. You were turning the key in the lock when you saw a shadow come over you. You turned around and were surprised to see Logan right next to you.
âWe need to talk,â he said.
âIâm tired, Loganâ you lied. âCan we do this tomorrow?â
âI wonât be long. I promise.â
You bit your lip. You had been avoiding things with Logan all day. Maybe this was the universe giving you a chance to settle things once and for all.
âOkay,â you finally agreed.
You finished letting yourself and Logan in. You turned on a light and guided Logan to your living room area, setting your stuff down on your couch. Neither of you dared to take a seat, though. You just stood around, you with your arms folded and Logan with his hands in his pockets.
You attempted to be brave and make eye contact as you went first. âWhatâs up?â
âI just hadnât seen you much all day,â Logan explained. âI know you were busy with everything, but anytime you came over you seemed to just shut me out. Are you mad at me?â
Your eyes shifted to anything but Logan. So much for being brave. âNo.â
âLook, if I did something wrong-â
âYou didnât,â you insisted.
âYou can be honest with me, you know? I can handle it.â
âItâs not you. It was-â
You cut yourself off. Dare you admit your jealousy?
Logan dared you as he asked, âWhat, sweetheart?â
You closed your eyes. Now or never, you thought. You took a deep breath and finally let it out. âIt was all those women. Flirting with you. Trying to feel you up. I just⌠I couldnât stand it.â
âMe neither.â
You opened back up, your jaw opening slightly in shock. âWhat?â
âI didnât like it either.â
âYou didnât?â
âNo way. All those desperate, married gals trying to play cheerleader...â You couldnât help the laugh that escaped you at his description. âItâs not really my thing.â
âYou prefer Wade as your cheerleader?â you found yourself joking.
âHeâs a close second,â Logan admitted, which made you laugh again. You suddenly realized that Logan was inching towards to you. âYou know who my number one is?â
You shook your head.
âYou.â
You blinked at his response. âMe?â
âThatâs right.â He moved closer.
âDoes that mean⌠you like me?â
âYeah. I like you.â Even closer. The only thing keeping his chest from meeting yours was your still-crossed arms.
You stared up at him. Was this really happening? Was Logan actually admitting that he had feelings for you?
âDo you like me?â
His question brought you back to reality. The reality was that, yes, he was admitting his feelings for you. And you had yet to admit the same like you had been wanting to for so long.
You wasted no more time answering him. âYes. Yes, I like you, Logan. Very much.â
You slowly undid your arms, your hands moving up his arms to feel the skin and biceps that were not covered by his shirt. Loganâs muscles went back and forth between relaxing and tensing under your touch. âYou feel so much better than those other women,â he moaned, holding his breath as you brought your hands up to his neck.
His eyes closed as you slowly led him to your mouth. You stopped about a centimeter away in case he wanted to back out. He surged forward, however, sealing things between you two. Your arms fully wrapped around him while his hands held you in place by your hips.
You stood in your living room making out for a considerable amount of time. You eventually had to pull away for air. âDo I taste better than them?â
âI donât want to think about that right now,â Logan grumbled before pulling back to look at you.
âThen think about this. Can you stand getting wet again?â
âWhy?â
âWell, I was going to take a bath. Care to join me?â
âSweetheart, Wade keeps a gun in his nightstand. If I ever say ânoâ to that question, I want you to use it on me.â
You raised an eyebrow at his answer. It sounded mighty familiar. âDo you actually pay attention when Wade is making you watch reruns of Modern Family?â
âAgain, donât want to think about that right now.â You were about to make a snappy comeback when Logan picked you up bridal style. You squealed and held on tight. âRight now, all I want is to get wet in a more fun way⌠with you.â
Authorâs Note 2: Electric Boogaloo: Thank you so much for making it to the end! I ask that you NOT post this story as your own, please. Instead, give it a like/review/bookmark/reblog/all of the above wherever you read it.
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I donât know about others but the only reason I put both is so that whichever someone clicks on, they will find my fic. So if there is supposed to be rules, I guarantee you that no writer knows these ones. We can barely get people to comment, you think weâre going to specifically choose & or / ? Hell no.
Iâve been in fandom for twenty years, and â/â means romance and â&â means no romance was literally one of the first things I learned. It dates back to Star Trek fanfiction of the 70s. Iâm boggled by the fact that anyone whoâs been reading fic on AO3 for more than like five minutes wouldnât know that, and Iâm curious as to what fanfic community you come out of.
I donât think that tagging with both is actually going to get your fic in front of more readers. People looking for romance often exclude the â&â tag if there are too many gen fics tagged with both. People looking for gen often exclude the â/â tag if there are too many fics with both. So rather than putting your fic in front of twice the people, you are in fact more likely to get your target audience ignoring your fic because it has a tag they donât want.
Also, by overtagging you are more likely to annoy potential readers away from your fic than entice them. A fic tagged both & and / better have both romance and a ton of platonic interaction between the two characters, like a slow burn romance friends-to-lovers arc. If it isnât, Iâm going to be very unhappy because the author lied to me with the tags to try and trick me into reading a fic with deceptive advertising.
When Iâm in a fandom and see tagging where some of the tags donât really apply and are just there to get it in front of more eyes, Iâm going to assume one of two things. Either the author is a newb who doesnât know anything, or the author is purposefully spamming the tags because they donât care about lying to their potential audience and think that âspray and prayâ is an effective tactic. In the first case, their writing probably will not be very good, so why bother reading their fic. In the second case, the fact that I canât trust the tags to be accurate means Iâm not going to read it to see if itâs interesting even if it has a tag I like. Chances are, that tag isnât actually in the fic anyway, and even if it is, by spam-tagging the author is making the archive harder to use for everybody. Why would I reward bad behavior with attention? No. Far better to mute the author and move on.
More to the point--and no, I will never stop harping on this, because we have GOT to stop leaving our strongest points in the drawer--it doesn't matter if you heard of this convention before joining AO3 or not, because it's in AO3's tagging FAQ.
[id: the "How do I tag a romantic or platonic relationship?" section of the tagging FAQ here.]
"But Jo," you may argue, because you're wrong. "There's no way to find that without digging through site FAQ menus, and that's really inaccessible!"
sure
except
that when you go to post a new fic, and you go to put in those relationship tags, you see this
[id: the Relationships field]
and that tooltip, the one THERE TO EXPLAIN HOW THE FIELD WORKS, links to the Relationships segment of the tag FAQ, which explicitly lays this shit out.
I don't care if you don't know fandom history. I don't care if you've never heard a goddamn word about the spirk shippers. I don't care if you've never been exposed to fandom culture in your life. It is, frankly, not fair to expect those things of everyone.
What is entirely fair to expect is that you will READ THE INSTRUCTIONS PRINTED NEXT TO THE FUCKING BOX, actually. Forget fandom conventions. It genuinely doesn't matter whether you agree with or respect fandom conventions. This is a site policy. This is explicitly how tagging on AO3, specifically, works.
So, I was one of those people that did both "&" and "/" because I thought it would double my audience. Once I read this, though, I quickly went back and changed ALL my tags on AO3.
My rule of thumb for myself going forward is this:
If the main pairing you're writing for gets together romantically at any point in the story OR if they're already supposed to be together romantically for the sake of the story, mark it "/".
The "&" can be used for supporting characters who interact/have a platonic relationship with either side/both sides of your main pairing.
Whenever you found yourself bored, your instinct was to grab your sketchbook and pencil and draw. On this particular afternoon, you were sitting outside on your porch swing sketching out the poster of the movie you were about to go see with your boyfriend, Ray Garraty. It was a romance, one that you had expressed interest in for a while. Being the loving boyfriend he was, Ray promised to take you and buy as much popcorn as you wanted. You smiled at the memory of his gesture as you filled in the facial hair of the movieâs hero, who was holding his beloved tightly in his arms.
âHey, you,â you heard. You squeaked in surprise and shielded yourself with your sketchbook. Ray stood leaning over you, a light laughter escaping his lips.
âHey, you,â you echoed, calming down.
He peeked downward. âWhatcha drawing today?â he asked. You flipped your book around to show him your work. He hummed in approval. âLooks good.â
âItâs not done yet, but thank you.â Ray was always supportive of your art. He proved it by asking, âWant to finish up before we go see the real thing?â
âSure. Let me just fix the hair real quick and then we can go,â you said. Ray helped himself to a seat next to you, scooting over so your bodies were close. His eyes were fixed on you. He thought you looked cute when you concentrated on one of your drawings. He could spend an entire day watching you draw, and there were a few times he came close until his mom called for him to come home for dinner.
âIf you keep undressing me with your eyes, Iâm going to catch a cold,â you teased without looking up.
Ray chuckled at your bluntness. âIâm not undressing you. Iâm just watching you in your element.â You blushed, which gave him the motivation to continue. âYou are so beautiful, I swear. You are more beautiful than all the art in all the museums in all the world.â
âRayâŚ!â You curled in on yourself at his praise.
âWhat? Iâm just stating a fact.â
You pulled yourself up as you said, âYouâre not so bad yourself, you know?â
Now it was Rayâs turn to blush. âCome on.â
You giggled at his bashfulness. âItâs true!â You looked up at him, taking him in. Ray had such a nice face. He had deep eyes, freckles, and teeth that were slightly chipped but gave his overall smile a certain charm. It was the kind of thing an artist would kill to put on paper. In factâŚ
âYou should model.â
Ray blinked at you. âWhat?â
âYou should model for me,â you clarified.
âModel for you? Like, for a sketch?â You nodded excitedly. âI⌠I donât know. Iâm not-â
âYes you are,â you interrupted him before he could put himself down. âIâll prove it to you.â With that, you abandoned your replica of the movie poster and turned over to a fresh page in your sketchbook.
âBut, babe, what about the movie?â Ray tried.
âWe can see it another time.â You began moving Ray back and to the side to fully face you. His hands were placed just so and his hair was fixed.
While he didnât resist your efforts, he still wasnât convinced. âWhat if-?â
âShh!â You held a finger to his lips, studying him for a second. âYouâre perfect. Now shut up, sit still, and let me work my magic.â With that, you leaned back and began to draw your boyfriend.
Rayâs mouth was finally closed, but he had a hard time keeping still. Ray only had experience posing for pictures, and those took just a second. You needed more time, though, which meant more time for him to doubt himself. His eyes darted around nervously. His lips twitched because he didnât know if you wanted him happy or serious. He had to roll his shoulders more than once and flex his hands because they werenât use to being so immobile. He didnât know what exactly you wanted from him, or if he could do it to provide the best possible drawing.
âRay,â your voice cut through his overthinking, ârelax.â
âSorry, babe.â
You took a short break to assess your progress. So far, you only had gotten the outline of his face, eyes, nose, mouth, and upper body. In order to get the finer details, he needed to loosen up for a natural look. Your mouth quirked up as you thought about what you could do to help him. Maybe if he had something to focus on. Something that made him happy⌠or someone.
âRay,â you finally said, âI want you to do something for me, okay?â
âOkay,â he responded warily.
âI want you to think about the first time we met.â
He raised an eyebrow. âWhy?â
âJust trust me. Picture the day we met in your mind. Think about every moment and detail the best you can. Alright?â Ray sighed and nodded, closing his eyes. âNo, no! Eyes open!â
Ray opened back up in surprise. You could see the wheels in his head turning, trying to follow your instructions. It only took a few seconds for you to notice a change in him. His muscles didnât seem as stiff. He got a faraway look in eyes, as if he was seeing you for the first time all over again. His mouth slowly turned upward and revealed his teeth. He was really getting into the memory now. He was finally in his natural state.
You immediately went back to work. You wanted to be thorough but fast in case he got too in his head and started to fidget again. Your hand started to cramp from how hard you were working, but you pushed through it.
When you dotted the very last freckle on his face, you took a deep breath. You were done. You dropped your pencil to the side in finality. Your eyes went from your boyfriend on paper to your boyfriend in real life and back again.
âAre you done?â Ray asked, coming out of his daydream.
âYeah,â you answered quietly.
âAndâŚ?â
No matter how confident in your abilities you were in the beginning, you still got nervous when showing your work to anyone in the end. This moment with Ray was no different. You forced yourself to rip the bandaid off and turn your sketchbook around.
Your eyes were glued to Ray. At first, he didnât seem to react; he just studied himself as you saw him. Next, he looked skeptical, like the drawing you were showing him was of someone else. His features eventually softened before his cheeks got red and his smile got wide. He eventually found his voice. âThat is amazing!â he exclaimed. âYou are amazing!â
You brightened up at his positive response. âReally?â
âYeah, babe! You made me look⌠I mean, I lookâŚ!â
Ray didnât think he would ever find the words to express how good you made him look and, by extension, feel. Instead, he moved the sketchbook aside, placed his hands on your face, and brought you in for a deep kiss. You fumbled with setting your book aside so you could hold onto his arms and melt against his lips.
You made out for a few seconds until you both had to pull back for air. Ray found the energy to whisper, âYou are so talented. And I love you so much.â
âI love you too, Ray,â you whispered back. âAnd you are a work of art. Never doubt that.â
Ray nodded before bringing you back to him. Your makeout session continued for about two seconds before you gasped and said, âYou know, if we run, I think we could still make the movie.â
âYou think?â
You gave a pointed look. Ray read your mind and hopped up with you to race away from your house and down the street. The porch swing went back and forth before coming to a stop. The drawing of your boyfriend stared up at the beaming sun, with a look so serene and full of love.
Authorâs Note 2: Electric Boogaloo: Thank you so much for making it to the end! I ask that you NOT post this story as your own, please. Instead, give it a like/review/bookmark/reblog/all of the above wherever you read it.
Pairing: Logan Howlett/Wolverine (specifically worst!Wolverine) x fem!Reader
Summary: Logan is introduced to Studio Ghibli films via a simple misunderstanding.
Format: Drabble
Word Count: 712
Genre: Fluff
Additional Tags/Warnings: no use of (Y/N); Studio Ghibli movies; Wade is a bit of a dumbass; Loganâs feelings get hurt; everything gets resolved
Authorâs Note: Enjoy your Easter Sunday with this Logan drabble that is fluffier than a cotton tail!
P.S. I DO NOT OWN WOLVERINE, DEADPOOL, OR ANY OTHER CHARACTER(S) IN THE DEADPOOL/MARVEL UNIVERSE!!! I ALSO DO NOT OWN STUDIO GHIBLI OR ANYTHING/ANYONE THAT IS WITTILY REFERENCED!!!
Logan doesnât know why he expected a peaceful, quiet morning. He lived with Wade Wilson, who always had to fill up the space with his voice.
âYour girlfriend thinks youâre a pig.â
The mutantâs coffee almost didnât make it down his throat. His head snapped up at Wade, who was casually eating Cheerios at their shared kitchen table. âCome again?â Logan asked.
âI was chatting with your girl the other day and she said that youâre a pig.â
Loganâs puzzled expression deepened. âWhy would she say that? And why would you repeat it?â
âSomeoneâs got to get this story going,â he said with a shrug. With that, he went on chewing his cereal.
Logan scoffed at the response and tried to go back to enjoying his coffee. His mind, however, couldnât help but think of you. You looked and acted so sweet, which is why Wadeâs admission hit him like a ton of bricks.
Is that really what you thought of him?
Were you just using him?
Would you eventually come to your senses and leave him?
These questions plagued Logan for the next couple of days. When he finally saw you again, they intensified. You invited him into your home, offered him a beer, and chatted about your day like everything was fine. Like you hadnât just called him a pig behind his back.
âAre you okay?â he heard your voice cut through his thoughts. He looked down at you. âYouâve been awfully quiet ever since you got here.â You two were sitting on the couch, his arm around you, your feet tucked underneath you. You looked so cozy.
But Logan knew the truth. And he had to confront it.
âAre you okay?â he finally asked. âWith me?â
You straightened up. âWhat do you mean?â
âWade told me what you said.â You gave him a look that urged him to clarify.
âHe said that you said⌠that Iâm a pig.â
You changed emotions so fast within the next five seconds. First, there was confusion. Next, recollection. Then, remembrance. Finally, glee.
You let out a laugh. Loganâs brows furrowed at you. âWhatâs so funny?â he asked, probably a bit too harshly. You immediately stopped your outburst. âOh, Logan, baby, Iâm sorry. It was meant to be a compliment.â
âHow is calling me a pig a compliment?â
âBecause you two are a lot alike! You both lived through a war. You both arenât afraid to throw down. You both act gruff but secretly have a good heart because of a woman who-â
Logan pulled back as if you grew a second head. âWhat are you talking about?â
You blinked at him. âPorco Rosso?â
Nothing.
âThe character⌠from the Studio Ghibli movie?â
Still nothing.
âWade didnât tell you that I was talking about how youâre like Porco Rosso, did he?â
âNo. He just said that you think Iâm a pig.â
âDamn him,â you muttered under your breath. You softened up and scooted back over to him to explain yourself. âHoney, I was talking to Wade about movies the other day and Studio Ghibli â theyâre an animation studio in Japan, and they make such beautiful movies â came up, and I told him that you remind me of Porco Rosso. Heâs a man who is cursed to be a pig but can still act human and he goes around flying planes. When I really thought about it, I mentioned to Wade how you kind of remind me of him. Thatâs all. Itâs nothing bad, I swear. In factâŚâ
You shot up and raced to your packed DVD bookshelf next to your TV. Logan could only watch as you murmured to yourself, your eyes and fingers scanning the movies with the letter âP.â You let out a squeal when you pulled out your copy of Porco Rosso.
âThis is what weâre doing tonight,â you stated.
The next hour and half saw you and Logan watching the adventures of Porco Rosso. And you were right; Logan was kind of like the main character. He found himself smiling and laughing a few times, which made you beam with pride. Before the credits rolled, you already had a list of other Studio Ghibli movies to show Logan in the hopes that heâd like them and see himself in them, too.
Authorâs Note 2: Electric Boogaloo: Thank you so much for making it to the end! I ask that you NOT post this story as your own, please. Instead, give it a like/review/bookmark/reblog/all of the above wherever you read it.
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After dealing with the busy and unexpected month of March, I have time on my hands and am going to use it to write as many short stories as possible before summer starts.
âWhatâs going to happen when summer starts?â
I am embarking on a pretty ambitious project that will require (in my opinion) total commitment.
âWhat is it?â
Itâs⌠a surprise! đ
More will be revealed at a later date. For now, enjoy my upcoming writings featuring old characters AND a few new ones!
WHY YES I DID BUT MY BRAIN WOULDN'T LET IT GO AND NOW I HAVE A CASE FOR HOW THIS COULD ACTUALLY WORK AS AN ACTUAL THING!!!
Let me explain...
CHARACTERS/CASTING
David Jonsson is Sherlock Holmes
Cooper Hoffman is Dr. John Watson
Nico Parker is Mary Hudson/Morstan/Watson
Mycroft Holmes, Irene Adler, Moriarty, and the Irregulars are characters, but their actors are TBD.
CONCEPT
I primarily envision this being set in Victorian England.
I also envision this as a TV show - 3 seasons, max, with 6 hour-long episodes each.
Each episode deals with a mystery - either adapted from the stories/books or being wholly original - along with the personal problems/drama of the main three.
STORY
Season 1
At the start of the series, Sherlock and Watson are established friends and investigators.
Their backstory is that Sherlock was young, smart, and a smartass while being dragging here and there by Mycroft to socialize with people and become cultured. They go to a medical lecture and Sherlock meets the doctorâs American apprentice, John Watson. They recognize each otherâs smarts and become fast friends who are interested in solving fictional murders before solving real ones.
The two have no current place of residence. They look for places to rent, but their work and/or personalities make it impossible for people to take them in.
Their last hope is 221B Baker Street, which is owned by the surprisingly young Mrs. Mary Hudson. Her husband is away on business and she is forced to keep house while he is gone. To pay for some expenses, she is renting some rooms out. Right off the bat, she gets along with Watson and holds her own against Sherlock. They seem like a perfect fit and arrangements are made.
Over the course of the season, as the trio gets to know each other better and solve crimes together, the boys suspect that Mary is hiding something.
In the final episode, it is revealed that Maryâs husband actually died a couple years prior. She has maintained the illusion that he is alive so that society doesnât judge her for being alone and people (men) donât take advantage of her. Now that she has Sherlock and Watson as her friends and protectors, she decides to go back to using her maiden name - Morstan.
Season 2
Early on, Irene Adler is introduced to stir up trouble.
The Irregulars are also introduced to provide help.
Watson and Mary find themselves developing feelings overtime that culminate in them having a couple of steamy scenes. đł
Sherlock and Irene also get it on, but they decide that they are better off as friends.
The final episode involves a murder that takes place at 221B Baker Street with Mary as the prime suspect. Turns out that it was a plot by her late husbandâs family who never liked Mary because she was âbeneath himâ but he loved her and left the place to her and if she were indicted for murder it would go back to the family and sheâd be out completely forever. She is exonerated thanks to Sherlock, but society still looks down on her for being a single woman sharing her home with two men. Watson solves this by marrying her.
Moriarty is teased in the last few seconds.
Season 3
All the mysteries the gang solves this season lead back to Moriarty who is toying with Sherlock for⌠a good reason that I have not come up with yet.
John and Mary have their ups and downs as a newly (and quickly) married couple.
Between Moriartyâs games and John and Mary trying to figure out their relationship without him, Sherlock tries to stay in control of his intelligence, emotions, and sanity but finds it increasingly hard with each episode.
In the end, Moriarty loses and Sherlock, John, and Mary solidify their bonds and arrangements.
That is all! If you have any ideas regarding story, characters/casting, and/or concept, feel free to share them!
Someone on TikTok asked who I would cast as Moriarty and Irene Adler.
Click below for my ideas.
For Irene Adler, Iâm between
Simone Ashley OR Charli XCX
Both have experience with the enemies-to-lovers trope (Simone with Bridgerton and Charli with her SNL âMeet Cuteâ sketch).
Simone would add to the diversity of the story, and it would be nice to see her be a bit devious.
Charli is getting into acting, and the character could be written to have singing/musical abilities.
For Moriarty, Iâm between
Idris Elba OR Patrick Page OR Daniel BrĂźhl
Moriarty could be revealed as a mentor figure from Sherlockâs past who saw potential in the young man and encouraged him to expand his mind. When his crimes were revealed, he was cut off from Sherlock. Moriarty messes with Sherlock to show that they are the same person in terms of intelligence and morals.
Itâd be age and experience versus youth and boldness.
All actors have voices that would sound so cool being stuck inside Sherlockâs head, taunting him.