Looking for me

If you don't have a job you don't look desirable so your chances of landing a job are lowered. But if you already have a job and you can't start immediately that's also not good.

If you become homeless good luck getting yourself out of there cause nobody wants to give you a house cause well you are homeless. Plus nobody wants to hire you, cause well... You are homeless. Also most likely you don't have a bank account cause you don't have a home address and in order to get a house you'd need a bank account.... So yeah good fucking luck

And in the meantime while we scrumble to survive in this environment, people are getting bombed on the other side of world for absolutely no reason, multiple people are getting genocided at once, governments don't care and if you decide "fuck it, I want to go bring them some fucking food" you are most likely going to be intercepted, taken prisoner and tortured by maniacs that don't care about human rights.

And then if you menage ti cime back home what? Same life as before exept avarage Joe down the road will feel the need to tell you deserved what you got cause why would you ever want to go bring other people food...

Also me 5 minutes later:

rewatches Naruto and sees Kakashi die

*Turns it off*

rewatches my hero and sees Bakugo die

Me the day after: well that was stupid maybe I should pick up something new 🤓

Me 5 minutes later: let's try the Summer Hikaru Died....

Let me know which one you like the most!

Also

Couple months ago my favourite book was deleted from even my downloads, entire account of the author gone. Which soulcrushing but I thought maybe it was just the author taking down their account.

Now I go on wattpad again and I see several of my all time faves in my library gone, books and authors alike.

I had taken a break from wattap for some months, then couple of months ago fav book gone, now my library is basically not even 1/3 of what it used to be.

They were mainly mxm or fxf books, mainly fantasy werewolves or like in medieval fantasy settings.

I absolutely fucking hate that both Ochako and Izuko end up dapping after being metaphorically thrown into it by their queer crushes/situationship however the fuck you want to call them. Merely because in my eyes just kind reduce queer love to "just a phase" before you find the "right one".

Get it that in a way for Katsuki and Deku it just kinda goes full circle cause now their adults and Katsuki is at the point where he doesn't want to take from Izuko naymore, he wants him to be happy so instead of a full blast love confession he just goes "chase what makes you happy" wrapping up his character development. While Izuko again is not a kid anymore, he doesn't feel like he needs to put other people feelings first all the time and is not chasing after Katsuki anymore, so it makes sense he would try to explore a relationship with someone other than him (although in my personal headcanon bkdk do end up toghether eventually argue with the wall).

I also understand Ochako dreaming about Toga, cause she never fully got closure cause Toga just died. I get the all of it to a certain degree. I just fucking hate the fact they are made to stumble into eachother and figuratively "open a new chapter" with eachother as a legit result of queer loves that were never fully openely explored and that in the case of Ochako ened badly.

It's like "oh yeah you are still clearly mourning this fucking villain girl that has super crush on you, and you started to develop feelings for too but oh well she's dead so here is a man" like come on...

I did not need to see Bakugo leaving the ad screen while Izuko and Ochako give each other dab up